Day 200 – Making Money the Church Way – commitments.

I commit myself to show that - to want to change the world by oneself is EGO and impossible and only an attempt to feel special and unique and thus not wanting to change the world in fact, as the world is a GROUP and thus one and equal we must change the world as a group supporting each other within consistency and to be reliable.

I commit myself to show that to change the world as a group we must use what is already here in terms of systems that has effective ways of moving as groups, and to use these systems and re-align them to be that which is best for all life such as the system that the churches use around the world to make money within the context of the group and not the message/religion.

I commit myself to show that only MONEY is in fact the only way we can change the world as the world is governed and moved by money and nothing else.

I commit myself to show that as a group we here at Desteni and everyone that joins us will make a change this lifetime if all that comes apply what the churches have been applying for thousands of years and have proven for thousands of years that their system works within making a shit load of money and to even take over the world, where each individual contributes but only 10% a month of what they have – and so not really making a difference on the individual but as a group where all do the same the money will be made which will be used to move and direct one and equal within and as this world to a place that is bets for all life till no money is required to live anymore.

I commit myself to give as I would like to receive and to let go of all fear, realizing that the fear is showing me I am existent within self interest and not making decisions on what is best for all life.

I commit myself to chow that as long as the group does not contribute equally and consistently that the group will over time create the consequences of not moving or going anywhere and that the principal we as the groups stand for will never come to life, and to show that the group self in creating this through fear and holding back within giving.

I commit myself to show that once the group supports the group within giving that the group will grow and start to move, but until then nothing can happen.

I commit myself to give all I can to the group as money that I know is money I am holding onto out of fear after setting out my practical budget first each month and to sustain myself first and to do this regardless of who else is, as this will be seen and to others will do the same and that the money I am giving can become less as more do as I do.

I commit myself to show that everyone always has money to give away as long as everyone that is here can be here and any fear/reaction to this point is justification and self interest.

I commit myself to show that Christianity is such a success because even the poorest of the poor will give anything they have for what they truly belief in, and that Desteni will not make it unless the group realizes that desteni/EMS is the actual in fact only solution this life and that because no one is doing this yet out of self will/movement is because there is self interest fear and still to much comfort and thus no real change and consideration of the rest of life suffering every second.belief in what you do!! trust it completely in every moment and we will be unstoppable.

I commit myself to show/inform/educate people that change can only happen if we stand one and equal to and as the current system that is here within making money to the maximum/optimum and that anything less is ego and compromise and only showing that the current system of abuse that is destroying life has more dedication more discipline and more trust in this system of abuse then those claiming to stand for LIFE and best for all, and to show it is fucking unacceptable and so I start with myself as the example as I walk to make money through getting a job and standing one and equal as the system and to dedicate and commit a percentage of my money to that which is bets for all life no matter what while the opportunity is here and I am not in the gutters yet as millions of others are facing yearly due to the economic collapses and job cuts.

I commit myself to show that there is no excuse.JOIN us, walk with - us and see how we are doing this. breaking the self imposed limitations of what is possible to change this world to a place that is BEST for ll LIFE

Day 199 – Christianity shows the way to money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that as we live in a world that is driven/built on/by money and where money has the power that the only way we can change anything is obviously with money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that without money we as a group cannot do anything and will always just be in the same position till we eventually run out of time and end.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that Money is what the elite has that makes them able to decide on what happens in the world, and thus it is obvious that if we as a group has money we can start moving equally and make decisions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to postpone and resist out of pure fear to share/give as I would like to receive my money within what is best for all life as supporting the solution as the equal money system and Desteni .

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that in this LIFE I will lose all my money and everything I have within the way the world is heading, thus I can decide to either lose my money through supporting a new way of life so that when I lose my money a new system will be born that supports me from birth till death and thus no money is required, or I can hold onto my money and lose it within the system taking/ripping everything from me and cause suffering and abuse to me and LIFE, seeing and realizing that the fear is a lack of in fact understanding the real situation we are all in.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that money is the key and walking as a group is the only way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to rather spend my money on shit that I do not really need then giving it away to a life that is best for all life within the belief that it is my money, which is obviously indicating that I do not know anything about money and how it works as money belongs to the banks and I am always with every note I have in debt to the banks and thus as long as I have money to hold onto I am a slave to them.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Not see and realize that as a group money will not be a problem to accumulate IF everyone as the group contributes and sticks to it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that if I do not do my part as an equal within standing in absolute trust that what I am standing as and thus have no problem with supporting it always consistently, that I will place pressure on those that do and they have to do more, seeing and realizing that the more people stand in support the less pressure and easy it becomes for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not making it this life within changing the world as and when it seems like we are running out of money to move.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be driven by fear instead of self movement within the understanding of what I am doing within my movement and thus the movement will be stable and consistent.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that how the CHURCH has successfully taken over the world was not because of rich people putting all their money together – it was because BILLIONS of people put little by little together where it all goes to the same point and thus has no effect on the individuals - as the group is supporting equally consistently, and thus this is how we will change the world and the only way we can change the world as - a group, using what is already here that worked and still working to have success this life time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that the reason Christianity has taken over the world and has over two billion followers and that the church makes a shit load of money (billions) is because the people actually belief in what they stand for and will without hesitation support what they stand for with money every Sunday throwing their 10% in even if in reality in fact it is all bullshit , thus seeing and realizing that if I am not willing to do the same for what I stand for in all ways within absolute trust as this is the solution as it is in fact the only solution that ever existed as the Desteni message and equal money system , then I have to seriously reflect onto myself and correct the point and see why I am not standing equal and one with the system to change the system.

To be continued.

Day 198 – The End of the world Wish coming true Part 6.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that I have to end the world as it exist now that is not within the best interest of all life within myself in ALL of it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project the wanting and wishing of the destruction of Myself as the world system exist as abuse onto the world as to not to have to face myself and to change myself as I see that I am actually trying/attempting to remain in my comfort zone as to not having to face myself through whishing the world to end instead.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that I have to STOP and END and bring Destruction of the world systems as it currently exist within me as self interest and the accepted and allowed human nature and to first CHANGE who I am to that which is best for all life as a living example to be able to as the change as the NEW way of LIFE as who I am in FACT walk and breathe and so change the world by example and that there is no excuse and justification and thus as I walk as the new way of life that is within the best interest of all life in all ways in fact there is no stopping of bring about a world/life that is bets for all life, as I bring destruction within myself of the current way of life that only abuses I will have no fear of change and I will have no opinions and beliefs and ideas and therefore I can in and as stability change what is here without any sentiment, as I realize that anything from and as the mind of the current system design as the world is all based on self interest and fear and not what is best for all life as life and only a limitation and enslavement of life I will be able to speak with absolute certainty and integrity as I know in fact what I stand for is best for all life and therefore there is no hesitation or fear as it is what it is and no argument is required as what i stand as and for is a fact as me and not just knowledge and information that is of the current world system that defends money and self interest in all ways.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that as I am wishing for the destruction of the current world so that all the abuse can end that I am taking the easy way out which will have consequences as a time loop where I will face this life again and again and again and it will never end till I end it within me and create a new way of life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that to bring an end to the world does not always mean that there has to be destruction, seeing and realizing that as I end and bring about destruction to all that is not best for all life within and as me I will change and as I change the world will change and so a new world can be made instead without suffering.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that the world can only change through destruction and suffering, not seeing and realizing that within that belief I am in fact creating it as such, not seeing and realizing that it is simply a matter of changing the belief and thus changing the outcome, as I see and realize that who I am determines what I do and what I do determines what I create one and equal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that when and as I participate within the mind as self destruction that that is what I create within the world, seeing and realizing that the self destruction currently is that of the MIND bringing destruction onto the physical body, when and as It is all in reverse where the mind must be self destructed through de-constructing the mind to understand the mind and through understanding the mind one will see and realize it is limited and abusive only and as one understand one will immediately stop participating within the mind and thus stop the destruction of self – and start with the de-constructing of self and re-birthing self as life one and equal, and as such create a new world one and equal as the living example in fact.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that wishing for the end of the world within s destructive manner is part of the capitalistic system of how it keeps people within a state of FEAR and depression and survival mode where the human becomes useless in the sense of believing they are powerless, not seeing and realizing that the change starts with changing who you are as that which created this world as it exist currently in the first place to who you are as that which is best for all life in all ways as life and so create a new world.

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To be continued

Day 197 – The End of The World;d Wish Part 5.

Day 193 - The End of the World Wish
Day 194 - The End of the World Wish Part 2
Day 195 - The End of the World wish Part 3
Day 196 - The End of the world Wish Part 4

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that my Wish is coming true, seeing and realizing that it is coming true because I gave up and did not stand within real change as myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wish the end of the world upon earth within the belief that it does not matter if I wish it or not, the world will never end, Not seeing and realizing that the world as we know it is coming to an end, My wish will come true.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that every-time I wish the world to end – That I m in that moment not taking self responsibility to in fact change the world and to just leave everything in the hands of the few to do as they please, which makes my wish coming to life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within speaking and living words of destruction instead of words of LIFE and brings about a world that is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that every time I wish within myself for the world to end I am justifying why I can not change the world to a place that is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that when and as I wish for the world to end that I am within that statement only giving away my responsibility to what is here and to within that instead of changing – continuing with my habits/patterns of self destruction and abuse that leads and causes the destruction on earth – thus creating and manifesting the end of the world, where it did not have to be as such but rather the other way as a solution and living it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that when and as I wish for the end of the world that I am only justifying why I am not stopping the abuse myself within myself and so the world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify why I do not want to change a certain point within me that is self destructive and abuse through wishing the end of the world upon life on earth as we know it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make only the world the problem and wishing the world as the problem would end just so that I do not have to look at myself directly as the problem.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wish for the end of the world where others end the world as we know it through bombing the shit our of earth or a meteorite hitting earth just so that I can say – Look I could not do anything, seeing and realizing that every-time i said I wish the world would end I could have instead made a solution and lived it. And thus no excuse at all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wish for the end of the world as a quick solution to my own self interest of not wanting to deal with the consequences the human race have created here on earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wish for the end of the world just because I am to lazy to do anything to bring about real change in fact and thus seeking the easy way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/desire for the end of the world just because I want to avoid having to physical move myself and direct myself to practically be the solution to life one and equal to the fuckup here and fix it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wish for the end of the world as a way to not have to face my fears in reality and that a bomb or meteorite rather kill me instantly not seeing and realizing that I will always be with me and have to always face myself and LIFE and there is no running away.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that for me to change the world I require my friends to agree with me first, not seeing and realizing that needless of them agreeing or not the fuckup is here and worsening and time can not be wasted and thus I must move me anyway within the best interest of all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that for me to change the world as a group that I require people that is within my environment, not seeing and realizing that there is a huge thing called the internet through which information can move faster and clearer and thus change can move and people from all over the world can come together and walk as a group gathering the money required to change the world to the Equal Money System that is Best for all Life.

To be Continued.

Day 196 – End the World Wish Part 4

Day 193 - The End of the World Wish
Day 194 - The End of the World Wish Part 2

Day 195 - The End of the World wish Part 3

I Forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wish destruction as the end of the world upon earth from the start point of me actually just giving up within changing the world as I could see that the human is Evil.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to within seeing what is here on earth as the humans creation of pure evil and then wanting to change the world but but failed as I did not have any alternatives as solutions to give to people but only the problems to then Give up on myself and instead go into the polarity experience of I do not give a fuck and wishing the world would rather go to shit, seeing and realizing that all that was/is required of me is to sit with myself and to Find actual real solutions that is within the best interest of all life as that is the only way of a real solution and to then give the problem and the solution one and equal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that when and as I go into wishing that the world must just end that I am the one actually only wanting myself to end as I have given up on myself to change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Blame the world for not changing when I am the one that must first in fact change to be the example that change is possible as the human nature and thus the world wide change is possible.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire for the world to END so that I do not have to take full responsibility for what is here and to deal with it and fix it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as other reject my proposal of changing the world even after giving them the full blown facts of what is here and what is required of the human race as a group to change before life as we know it ends to feel like I am powerless to do anything.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wish for the end of the world as we know it as the human life to take the easy way out of what we as a group has have is accepting and allowing to exist on earth as hell.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that rich people will not hear the message and change to that which is best for all life because they will not give up their money for heaven on earth equally for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that all the abuse here on earth is human made and thus it is up to the human to change the system and to be the change in fact.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want all humans to rather die just so that I do not have to deal with them, seeing and realizing that it is only me not wanting to deal with myself first as who i am and within such a point of blame wish the end of the world upon all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that as long as there is any want/desire for the world to end as we know life to be here that I can not be effective within my application of change as I secretly tell myself it is okay if we do not make it because the world will end then and that should solve everything, not seeing and realizing that then we will have to wait for the next cycle till we are here at the exact same point again till we stop and take self responsibility for our actions and living words as who we are and to move forward and not back wards as a life that is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want the world to end just so that I do not have to face myself and what I have created here on earth, seeing and realizing how I wish the destruction onto everyone just because I fear taking full self responsibility, thus i see and realize that no matter what it is always about who I am, is it best for all life or not and either way I will direct myself accordingly and change will come either way, thus I decide here and now to stand for that which is best for all life and I start with myself

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Day 195 – The End of the World Wish Part 3

Day 193 - The End of the World Wish
Day 194 - The End of the World Wish Part 2

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as people do not Agree with me changing the world to belief that they must have some other insight about the world that I do not have and to within this doubt myself within what I can SEE is here on earth and that it does In fact need to change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to doubt myself when and as I tell people that we need to change and to change the world in fact or it will be too late and to within this doubt not be seen as serious as the doubt shows, thus I see and realize that when and as I doubt a point I am talking about that I am not clear and thus it will have side effects.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that I can talk and convince other people that the world doe need changing through using clever words instead of using common sense and self honesty within what is here in fact.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be influenced by others opinions about why the world should not change, seeing and realizing that opinions has no value or actual meaning at all in relation to what is here physically in fact.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give opinions value from others as if the opinion might just be right, seeing and realizing that it is showing me that I haven’t seen the problem that we face and that requires change in fact yet, as facts will always be right and does not need opinions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I talk to people about why the world must change and why the human must change to feel like I am making it up and that I have to convince them, not seeing and realizing that it feels like I am making it up because it isn’t programmed within society to be the change to the problems in the world as we all have placed and given responsibility through eons of time to some authority out there.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Feel that I am doing something wrong towards others when I suggest they must change and that the world must change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I speak to others about change and the human change to feel that it is up to them to decide if they want to or not, seeing and realizing that within this I am leaving the Desteni of the earth within the hands of choice within a society where all choice has been programmed to always be self interest and never what is best for all life, thus within me communicating from the starting point of “you have the choice to decide” I am already in fact saying to the other person remain as you are and do not change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give choice within my words to others on why the human must change and so life on earth not seeing and realizing that there is no fucking choice when it comes to saving your planet and all life on it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Give up within myself when and as I communicate with others on why the world and the human nature must change because within my communication I always seem to fail on getting the common sense through and that there is no choice and the change must happen this life, seeing and realizing that this is indicating to me that i am not yet living full change as who I am as what is best for all life and thus my words cannot be that of what I stand for and am only trying to say what is supposed to be said.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as other disagree with me on that the world and the human must change to belief that now I cannot do anything anymore, not seeing and realizing I gave them choice somewhere within my words.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Give up on myself when no one agrees that change is required and to within that give up on Life as myself and to go into polarity of wishing for the destruction of Life as myself, and to within this become numb to wanting to do anything and simply dismiss any solution from here on.

To be continued.

Day 194 – The End of the world Wish - Part 2.

Day 194 – The End of the world Wish - Part 2.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give up on myself when and as I see other people do not care about what is happening to their own planet.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that others will spontaneously agree with me to change the world to a better place for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be influenced by others and how they react towards me wanting to change the world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react when and as people disagree with me when and as I say lets change the world to a place that is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to crush and destroy my common sense of the fact that we must change to change the world just to satisfy other peoples disagreeing towards me so that I can instead be accepted again.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that when and as I share my realizations with others of having to change the world that they will simply agree.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to wish for other people to simply agree within changing the world to a place that is best for all life, not considering that everyone that has the power and the ears to hear currently to change the world are also the once that leads good life's and thus have no reason to change unless they are effected or suffer first.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that when and as I propose a idea such as lets change the world to a place that is best for all life that the people listening to me do not see the problem YET because they are hearing me and thus they are having a good life, as those that are suffering and that would gladly anytime change the world with me are in poverty and unable to do anything.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get angry at others for responding in a senseless way towards me when and as I propose a new way of life that is best for all life, judging them as “evil”. Not seeing and realizing that I am separating myself from them as myself as what is here and that requires direction to change as what has been accepted and allowed through eons of time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that if I suddenly feel like changing the world everyone else will to.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to move myself as a feeling of “wanting” to change the world instead of directing myself effectively one and equal within what is here as the physical in self movement to in fact change bring about change as the entire world system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider that when and as I suggest to others that we MUST change the world based on the facts that I have found for myself that those who I am telling it about haven't or may not have seen it and thus are completely unaware of the scale of the situation and thus I look like a maniac, instead of educating everyone first as I educated myself one and equal within also giving equal and one solutions to the problems.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that mostly everyone here on earth that is able and capable and that has the resources such as money to change the world will not want to as they have the resources and do not require change and thus it is my responsibility to educate myself effectively through walking my process of change and to thus be the example that stand to show what is here and that requires to be done.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to make myself feel stupid when and as I am rejected by those around me for saying lets change the world as if saying that makes me sound crazy and small, not seeing and realizing that it is only showing me to what extent we are fuck actually.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear others never ever hearing me and that the world will be fucked anyway through a shit load of destruction and abuse and suffering just because no one wants to hear me and to within this give up on myself, not seeing and realizing that within giving up on myself I wasn't standing clearly within myself as what I was saying as common sense and thus no one was taking me seriously as the fear was showing and all could see it.
To be continued.