Stop Fighting within. stop controlling, Trust here, breath Day 609

 
 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fight myself within the process of change, instead of allowing the change to flow as me unconditionally, without restraining the change, without holding it back, without fighting it, and to rather embrace the change within me, to express me as the change without thought. 
 
I forgive myself that I haven't accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that thinking about doing something or expressing myself is in fact me fighting myself. 
 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fight my thoughts.
 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fight any experience that comes up within me.
 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fight the Image I see in the mirror of my physical body.
 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fight the posture my body has.
 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fight my common sense and expressing it.
 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fight my fearlessness and to rather hold onto fear.
 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fight for my limitations.
 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fight the heat when it is hot.
 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fight the cold when it is cold.
 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fight disease and sickness when I have it. 
 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fight my breathing and how I am breathing. 
 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fight my spelling and typing skills. 
 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fight my reality and the people I have to interact with and how I experience any reactions that come up within me in those instances.
 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fight TIME.
 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fight aging.
 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fight the food I eat as the thoughts and behaviors I have with the food I eat.
 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to FIGHT reality as the physical that is here.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fight moving within reality.
 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fight physical reality as the earth, nature and all that is natural through the clothes I wear and the comforts I implement just not to be in contact with nature such as shoes, hats, glasses and everything that is fighting what is here and resisting what is here as the earth, as that which is real.
 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fight exploding in expression and rather hold it all back in fear.
 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fight me standing up as I fight the fear and to within this believe that because I am fighting fears and insecurities the battle must mean it is real, instead of simply stopping fighting and living here expressing and breathing and standing as myself as true expression as life.
 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fight my money/financial situation within this world and who I have defined myself according to money and my personal financial situation.

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