Day 416 - Belief and self belief Part 4



Day 415 - belief Part3
Day 414 - Belief part 2
Day 413 - Belief part 1



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief what is in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief the ideas I have about myself in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Belief the Ideas I have about other people within my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief the opinions I have about myself in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Belief the Opinions I have in my head about other people.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Belief that beliefs I have about myself in my head.

I forgive myself that have accepted and allowed myself to belief that Believes I have about other people in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself beliefs I have about myself to control who I am and what I do and cannot do.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make the beliefs I have in my head about myself to be valid and real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide behind the beliefs I have about myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the beliefs I have in my head as a way to deliberately limit myself within the physical as a way to manipulate myself and others to have some form of made belief control.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live by and as the beliefs I have formed and created within my mind about myself as through time as my past as if it is something that I must uphold and always make real about myself as a self-definition.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to beliefs I have formed and created about myself in my head through past events/experiences, within the belief that because it happened to me or that I had to face such points of life it must mean that it must be who I am, seeing and realizing that it is only who I am because I make it so through making it a belief of this is how it works, seeing and realizing that it’s not how it works as it is a decision I make as statements to myself in my head as beliefs.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that I must live up to Beliefs others may have of me, seeing and realizing that the beliefs I think other may have about me is simply the beliefs I have of myself as these maybes is happening only in my head as my own self judgments.

Day 415 – Belief Part 3






I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give more value to Belief then fact.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give value to belief and to within that give away the value of truth/facts.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give away the value of facts/truth as the physical reality as that which is here in all ways within participating within belief as the mind as Ideas/opinions made up stuff from the mind which is claimed to not requiring facts/truth but only acceptance with conviction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make thing within reality a matter of belief instead of facts and truth, truth being the facts presented in a mathematical way of explanation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that believing in stuff is enough to make it SO.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use Belief as a way to escape the facts/truth as the mathematical equations that is measurable within the physical reality, seeing and realizing that when I instead face the truth and facts and give up belief that I will find that I am responsible for what is here as a co-creator of and as life and that Hiding isn’t and has never been an option, which belief is a design for deception/hiding/lying/makingup.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Belief that Beliefs cannot have an effect on me as my body as the physical and thus within this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deem Belief as innocent and thus okay to have and to belief instead of facing the physical reality as myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Ignore the physical consequences that exist within this world due to belief systems existent within each being and within this world as religions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief in beliefs just because it is convenient.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that beliefs are for convenience and not what is practical and best for all.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that any and all Belief can only start within the mind within an alternate reality and thus the starting point as where belief comes from is mind and thus not matter, not fact and can only remain and exist within the mind and thus we use beliefs to alter reality within how we participate within this world from and as belief, and we have actual physical consequential effects on our bodies as the signals we send from our brains to the rest of our bodies as our beliefs, sabotaging and limiting ourselves within and as the mind as belief.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect a positive/uplifting experience within the word Belief, and thus I have created a relationship within myself towards the word belief where I enjoy using beliefs and playing them out.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a relationship towards the word belief as a compromising relationship as abdicating self-responsibility and responsibility within this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a Positive HIGH energetic experience possession within myself through the word Belief and using the word belief and living the word belief, seeing and realizing when and as I live the word belief in such a state of the word and what I have created it as within my relationship towards the word belief that in such moments I completely escape reality within going into my mind completely and just letting energy guide me even if it was off a cliff or doing something stupid, such as creating wars or accepting and allowing things such as poverty/famine rape and murder to exist because I belief something in relation towards it as the word belief within me.

To be continued.

Day 414 – Belief Part 2






I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to recognize that Belief is something of opinion and not facts.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that Belief is something that I have to be taught to see as true or as valuable or as something that is real even without any physical evidence or any real proof.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that when and as I live the word Belief that I am actually living blindly, when and as it isn’t necessary.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that belief requires my acceptance to be something, seeing and realizing that something that requires my acceptance first to mean something or to be real is already an indication that is isn’t real by itself as I have to make it so.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that just because I belief something does not make it real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that if I belief something it must be real or exist.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that if I belief in something enough it will make it real or let it exist, seeing and realizing that my belief within something has not effect what so ever as it is only happening in my head within me and thus cannot ever have an effect on if something exists or are real or not.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give value to Beliefs and that Beliefs in all dimensions of life is real simply because I belief it to be so, with no evidence or no research or nothing to ever make a belief real for real.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that when and as something requires to be believed in that it isn’t real or does not exist to begin with.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use belief within my mind to make things real for myself as a way of controlling myself and my reality within self-interest and as a way to abdicate self-responsibility for what is here that does not require belief to exist or have value.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make up value within things within myself or reality through adding belief to it, as an acceptance of opinions I have created within myself from made up shit.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that when and as I use or add Belief to statements/words/or what I do that it will mean more, or do more, or have a greater impact, seeing and realizing that when and as I have to add belief it is already showing that what I am stating or doing isn’t real as who I am as it requires opinions and Belief to back it up, instead of my statements/doing being true within itself as who I am in fact as life one and equal, as life does not require belief to exist, it fucking exists.

To be continued.

Day 413 – Word Belief Part 1





Here is a dictionary definition of the word Belief.
Dictionary:

1. An acceptance that a statement is true or that something exists.
2. Something one accepts as true or real; a firmly held opinion or conviction.

WOW – a massive world, I have lived this word in all parts of my life, I have integrated this word as myself within my beingness as who I am. 

Belief – I belief, I belief it must be so, others belief this of me so it must be so, I must just belief, belief in myself, belief will help me, I belief there is a God, I belief there is not god, I belief I am stupid, I belief I am weak, I belief I am special, I belief I am strong, I belief I can do great things, I belief I will never make it, I belief this world is fucked, I belief in the human race, I belief animals are equal to humans, I belief females are scary, I belief that I am a screw up, I belief my life is going nowhere, I belief something will save me, I belief earth will make it, I belief that if I gym a lot I will become big and strong, I belief it matters what others think of me, I belief I am defined by my experiences, I belief I can’t do anything to change this world, I belief I am sexy, I belief I am ugly, I belief others judge me as I judge myself, I belief my mind, I belief my thoughts, I belief my opinions, I belief I cannot gain weight, I belief what the TV says, I belief authorities without question, I belief I am inferior to life, I belief I am weak minded, I belief I will never change, I belief big foot exists, I belief I can be more then what I am now, I belief in aliens, I belief special abilities are possible, I belief I must fear other humans, I belief there are other alien planets to inhabit, I belief others are better than me, I belief I do not belong here, I belief humans don’t deserve to exist, I belief that I need pictures in my head to live, I belief I need an imagination to live, I belief I am nothing without the mind, I belief the mind to be real, I belief I have nice toes, I belief I am blessed with my physical appearance in comparison to others, I belief physical appearance determine who I am, I belief how I look is important, I belief who I am depends on what other think of me as a image, I belief advertisements, I belief the schooling educational system, I belief the System we all live in, I belief in money and thus money has power, I belief, I belief, I belief. 

SOOO many belief, and many many more within me, I can write all my beliefs down here and the space on my PC might not be enough lol.

So what are they all good for but occupying the mind the whole time, constricting and limiting self into belief systems, because obviously from the system definition of the word belief we can see within common sense that Belief isn’t real, it’s made up, it’s all opinions and acceptance, Not facts, it’s like all these Beliefs taking all this space within self and dictation/directing our every moment in life.

Within the next blogs to come I will be doing my self-forgiveness and my self-commitment statements on the word belief, to see how I will bring this word to a practical word within alignment within and as the physical as a word that is best for all. 

It is clear the as the word belief currently exists it is really just abusive and self inflicting abuse and limitations and so within this world. 

To be Continued.



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