Observation: Most people that are into conspiracies are highly intellectual people, is this specific? lol
Today I am going to take on a topic I have been avoiding for a while, I have been avoiding talking about “conspiracies” because I have judged myself for not being capable or able to place information in a sequence that brings about a holistic view of what I am seeing and want to say, to not hurt anyone or to offend anyone.
Observation: Most people that are into conspiracies are highly intellectual people, is this specific? lol
Observation: Most people that are into conspiracies are highly intellectual people, is this specific? lol
One of the reasons I didn’t want to just make a video on any conspiracy and giving my point of view on the conspiracy is because I have not been able to conduct my own real-time research into the conspiracyies I have only been able to go with what has been provided as knowledge and information on the internet. This is from people’s personal research, articles, videos and so much more.
The thing is, which conspiracy do I focus on? If I were to give my opinion/point of view, because there are literally dozens and I see it this way, for one conspiracy to make sense, all of them has to be able to come together in the end to create a holistic view and thus a certain truth.
So I have probably spent about 300 or more hours of my life in the past three years watching a ton of videos and reading dozens of articles on many conspiracies. I never cared about investigating any conspiracies in the past as I have already seen years ago that focusing on myself is more important, and changing myself and to become my utmost potential, and so my focus has been for years on writing, applying self-forgiveness and developing myself, eventually rebirthing myself as life as the physical.
In the many years of walking my own process of change I have come to realize the importance, in fact, the MOST important thing is to focus on self and that is the most powerful thing there is, here I am not saying focussing on self as being selfish or/and self-interested, I am saying focussing on self in the sense of birthing self as life, to become a human that moves and breathes that which is best for all life, to live in such a way that my effect of change is literally in me moving my fingers, my every breath to be that which is best, that it is within consideration of all that is here. To be able to always in any given moment take self-responsibility for any thought, feeling or emotion that comes up, to investigate myself and understand myself, to empower myself where I actually can, in fact, empower myself, and so as I am empowered and thus I become an empowerment for others simply through who I am as my expression.
I started this journey ten years ago. Over time I had this idea that most people should be turning to self more within this world, to the process of ending brainwashing, conditioning and mind control of self through walking an actual process of doing this, which is what is available at desteni.org – I kept my eyes on what is happening within my own social groups, where people are moving and turning to, I have in the past 5 years noticed that instead of an internal movement taking place things have been moving more outwards, more into the environments of conspiracies or other forms of distractions as if there is no time to move inwards – here I would like to say even though I use the word conspiracies, I do not see it as conspiracies such as how the system has labelled it, I see it as actual scientific work/movements of investigating all things and hopefully keeping what is GOOD (best for all).
The term conspiracy has been used to place a “negative” energy into the word as to ridicule and humiliate those that are partaking in anything that is considered a conspiracy as to invalidate what they are saying through just using that word conspiracy. The same way communism was demonized by that word and what was placed on it. Same way Hippies are seen as just stupid dumb people knowing nothing of life, all programmed just through the word hippy.
Now, moving forward with this post I am going to make GREAT points that comes from my own personal investigation and what I have come to through my journey within all of this, as a conclusion as a real possible solution for all conspiracies, I will also mention what the benefits are of conspiracies and yet where they become more of a distraction than a benefit. I will also share how all conspiracies lead to a single truth that we all must always take from any conspiracy.
I have watched and read many articles on all the following conspiracies.
· - Flat Earth
· - Halo earth and what is inside
· - Flat earth with a dome and small moon and sun, even two suns
· - Flat earth with extra continents hidden from us beyond the Antarctica, where the Antarctic is a ring around the planet, not in the south pole as one continent
· - Antarctica and what’s really going on there on a spherical planet, pyramids, ancient civilization or aliens still living there.
· - South Pole, halo earth again
· - Polar shifts that naturally occur every 20000 years for causes of earth’s problems with weather, the government not informing us of this occurrence.
· - Global warming and sustainability hoaxes
· - Planet Nibiru or planet X coming to earth and the government is hiding it from us as the real cause of global warming
· - The moon is fake
- The moon landing was faked, either all of it, or we did go and is hiding something found there.
· - Man never even went to space or the moon as we can’t leave our atmosphere, satellites are not even out of the earth, because of the radiation around the planet.
· - Giants still exist and the government is hiding it
· - Rocks and mountains are ancient Giants that were up to 3000 kilometers tall, their faces and body parts can be seen everywhere and scientifically been proven as being human remains petrified.
· - The true age and history of ancient civilizations such as the pyramids and their origin and purpose.
· - Aliens/UFO’s and abductions and still flying around the earth, with the government secretly working with them.
· - Area 51 and Roswell alien interviews.
· - Illuminati and the elite and their controls to the means of control.
· - Some mountains around the world were Giant 6km tall trees, even bigger, and scientifically proven to have been trees in the past but has been petrified. All cut down now.
· - Underground bases build for elite when the earth is flooded with melting ice/water to escape into.
· - Reptilians/Anunnaki as man’s creators, hidden history, advanced ancient civilizations existed with high tech better than ours today.
· - Chemtrails, what are they for, to poison us and to drug us, or to hide something in the sky?
This list can go on, I might not think of it all right now, but on the topics above and more, I have done investigations, research on each and every one of them intensely.
But as I said, I personally did not go out and did/do the physical work and checking it out, I suppose me going to the Antarctic will be impossible, in my lifetime, due to me as a normal citizen not being able to go NOT to mention the heaps of financial support ONE such a trip would cost. Or going to the South Pole and checking out if there is a hole, or visiting Area 51 and taking a walkabout there, or me visiting pyramids and ancient structures to actually see it and do some tests (if these methods of testing is even reliable) and see for myself, I mean it is impossible for me as one person with a limited life time and budget on this planet to check out everything and to focus on each and every point, so the best that I have is through other people who are doing the individual research to the best of their limited abilities within this world. This is also where it becomes something different.
What we look for we will find, not because it is there, but because our minds eye is fixed on what it is looking for, therefore how we look for something will always be in the finding of it, in our actions, our angles, our attitude, our videos, pictures and just everything will be to prove it and make it seem as such. This is simply how it works, we will find it if we are looking for it, we will even in our looking create it, manifest the proof through our very actions that are aligned with our intention and biases.
This is when I watch videos and read articles, I know that the research and investigations were done TO find what they were looking for, and not to NOT find what they were looking for. So through every single “conspiracy”, I have found exactly what the conspiracy is looking at, I have been convinced by each and every conspiracy. So, I took myself out of the conspiracies and I looked at all of them in one big picture, knowing that each and every conspiracy has convinced me, BUT it is no different than how the people that the conspiracy is conspiring against has convinced me of their “truths” – when I say no different I mean, to me it is still just knowledge and information.
The benefits of conspiracies:
It breaks the previous brainwashing of the person from what they have been conditioned to and enslaved to without questioningtheir previous believes, and to open their reality to everything that is here and the possibilities of reality. Which hopefully will lead to them realizing that they are programmable and brainwashable and that they are able to be mind controlledand brainwashed <-- that should be the MAIN realization for each person, you havent been lied to, you have been brainwashed and mind-controlled.
The negative side of conspiracies:
It creates a new narrative of knowledge and information that renders a person useless with no ability to do anything about the current situation but to lose themselves on the opposite side of a situation and simply brainwash and mind control THEMSELVES through the new information presented and become obsessed or disoriented with the new information, which lead to no point of actually realizing the implications of what all of it means in relation to themselves as a being, where the conspiracy becomes the focus point, and not themselves through the realization that – HOLY SHIT – I was brainwashed and mind-controlled without ever noticing or caring, because look these conspiracies just changed my reality forever, so let me focus on who am I, developing myself, because I have never done that, this places everything of ME that I define as ME into question and who I am as a being (like wht else of ME and who I believe I am is a LIE/beLIESves, so I better start focussing on me and my process. But what tends to happen is the person brainwashes and controls themselves with the conspiracy theory to occupy their time and thus become a programmed robot for the conspiracy, no different than what the person was before, only now they are on the side of presented truth apparently (a parents lie), not actual yet.
So the single TRUTH that all conspiracies lead to is that we are all programmes, brainwashed and mind controlled. Conspiracies are doing a GREAT job at showing this, within the fact that you can go from not questioning anything to suddenly having a bubble burst and a new world/reality opening up, which shows one thing, there was a bubble, who placed it there? how and why? how do I stop this, how do I become the director of myself, how to I take authority back as myself as who I am and to thus not be controlled again, to not be brainwashed again, to not fall for a narrative but rather be the narrative of myself as life in this life or the next (death) as LIFE.
Useing conspiracies for the benifit of my personal Process of self-realization and transcendence (Desteni process at desteni.org)
I started watching as many conspiracies as possible, not to go into them or to follow them or to make them my life purpose to prove or disprove if it is real or not, I watched them from the starting point of my process, I use, and used conspiracies to fast forward and to support and assist me in breaking my brainwashing and to pop as many bubbles as possible, to break facts into fiction, to break believes into opinions, and to from there deprogram myself from childhood brainwashing and thus adult mind controls. I within this applied my breathing and writing of self-forgiveness within my process of Desteni, using all my tools.
I now see the moon and sun different, I see mountains different, I see the sky above me different, I see everything around me different from what I was forced to learn as a child, but be careful here, I do not now see mountains as dead Giant or cut down trees, that again is looking through a veil/brainwashing and thus another problem created, a contamination, I simply have started seeing everything more for what it is HERE ( a clean slate) currently as an expression and me within it, I do not read into it, I do not look at a mountain and think about volcanoes and lava and the earth that moved and crushed, I do not think, wow that mountain looks like a tree or a dead Giant from long ago, I see the mountain and stop thinking, I do not know anything about you/mountain and still have everything to learn. Unless I can start communicating with the mountain itself, which is possible, I do not know anything, as nothing in this world can be trusted, NOTHING of the current system or human gadgets saying what things are. If you create a device to find silicone in something, you will find silicone somewhere.
I am realizing more and more how important it is to be Silent and know that I am god, that I am here, that I am within this word but not of this world, the world here referring to what humans have set up and created, I am of the earth, the universe, life. Darkness is all I can trust and me directing and moving myself in each moment and breath of every day is what I can trust, when a thought, feeling or emotion arises, I cannot trust that, where does it come from? I mean, I am now more than ever aware of how brainwashable I am, how easily I can be mind-controlled and be placed into something by following a simple feeling, emotion or thought, experience – and this is what the elite wants (yes the elite, the SYSTEM), for us to NOT be silent and know that we are god, as long as we are not focussing on ourselves we can be directed in any and all directions and they do not care if that is towards the truth or lies, they want us distracted, that’s all.
Imagine, that is all they need, they do not even need us to NOT find out the truth, that’s irrelevant, they will keep us distracted even with the truth in our hands, they win, because that truth is still outside of ourselves, so they have all the power to control what is within us, because we are abdicating ourselves, we are giving ourselves away and giving permission for them to be our gods, because we aren’t taking that throne within us, we are stuck on the outside in their playground.
Required input for self-honesty introspection.
Do not think that for a moment, revealing some truth about the world, about anything that is currently labelled as a conspiracy will EVER wake up humankind, if World War 1 and World War Two could not wake up humankind. WW1 and WW2 has shown to what extent the human race has been brainwashed, and this brainwashing and conditioning LIES within each and every person, and even if the WORLD changes as those two wars did, it changed the world, nothing of man changed. Suddenly revealing or finding out the world is flat, or Giants exist, or Aliens exist, or that the government has been doing things or hiding things, those aren’t comparable to WW1 and WW2, so how will they have any different effect, not even famine, or starvation or death, torture or violence to a very high degree changed the human species. Not even if it is revealed that there is an entire planet inside of our globe with an advanced giant race living there, we will not change, we will continue as we are, as it has been proven throughout thousands of know and recorded history - Even if there was ancient civilizations of humans on this earth with greater technology and spirituals means, where are they? they ended, they did not make it.
The journey for real and actual change is within each and every person’s ability and responsibility and that’s all where it is and ever will be. So use conspiracies to lead people to personal transcendence as their action for correction, give them a path and tools to use, and here I suggest strongly to visit deteni.org.
Take another look at common sense, only when we internally change as a specie, as humankind (OUR brainwashed NATURE), can we truly change the FACE of the planet to be that of heaven on earth no matter the shape, we can daily already in our small steps of change have a define impact in the physical, in our words as self-honesty and self-responsibility, we can change and become walking examples among our fellow people. This is real effects, real change which those who seek to control cannot handle or know how to direct, as the mind stops, the mIND is the tool that the elite is dependent on and us being within it to use it to mind-control and to brainwashus, so it ends in each person through ending it within themselves first and standing in silence and knowing who they are as life, as oneness and equality.
Only once we as a human species has changed the face of the earth through who we are as beings and changing the economics, the politics, the structural way of how things move and are directed, till not one person on this planet round or flat isn’t starving and being abused, only then shall we through our living be granted the RIGHT and way to then start with REAL research, real investigations into matters that we so desperately want answers to, and then we will have the luxury of doing all of that in truth and total transparency and no budget limits for all. But that isnt here yet, and so it is used against us as allways.
At first, when I read this word there was no attraction towards the word to work with it, to explore the word. I looked at it and I saw nothing. This is where my Desteni tools kicked in, I slowed down and breathed and looked at the word instead of just scrolling past it with my eyes looking for the next word, a word that I would have a “feelings” towards to work with.
As I paused and looked at the word and kept saying it to myself, DIS – CON – NECT – ED, still nothing came up. I placed a red flag, as I noticed that nothing was “coming up” I still sensed this kind of white barrier within me, I say white because that’s what comes to mind like there is something hidden, yet not hidden, and this word is behind that white barrier.
When I look at this barrier that comes up within me, I see that this IS the point of disconnected, as there should be NO barriers within me, as that is a disconnection within me from me. I am finding this quit “exciting” now as I am exploring this word, but not through the definition of the word or the sounding of the word as usual, but I am finding that I am actually finding the manifestation and living of this word within me, which has no feeling, no reference, as that is the implication of this word – Disconnected.
As I have disconnected me from something, then it is obvious that there is no connection to have a feeling, or emotion, or memory, or thought, or reference, or anything to come up within me to say YES!! This is the word I must work with, as there is something, the point of this word is that there should be nothing yet something, the nothing is that there is no connection, yet there not being a connection as a “problem” makes it something and not nothing.
So what am I disconnecting myself from? Wow, this is quite interesting, I have a slight resistance coming up now with a hint of anxiety arising as if I am surprising myself, yet at the same time I kind of already at a quantum time processed what it is, which is that I have disconnected me from ME. This ME is a part of who I am yet I disconnected myself from that part, I discarded it as not relevant within this world, and thus not relevant to me.
I will now go to the dictionary to find the definition of this word too.
having had a connection broken.
having had a connection broken.
"he expected the disconnected phone to start ringing"
· (of a person) lacking contact with reality.
"I drove away, feeling disconnected from the real world"
detached, separate, separated, divorced, cut off, isolated, dissociated, disengaged, removed, unconnected, unattached;
"I drove away feeling disconnected from the real world"
· (of speech, writing, or thought) lacking a logical sequence.
"a disconnected narrative"
When I look at the word Disconnected, I see IS Connected with a D in front of it – The D is like this white wall I described within me, the D is standing as a Denial, a denial that I am connected, IS connected. What am I standing within denial of within my reality, within REALITY as all that is here? That I am not connected/disconnected.
I am going to go back to self and see with my own eyes why I am living I denial of the fact that I am connected to all that is here, not in a spiritual way, but in a literal scientific way, not just in matter but in fact in actual current day to day events, happening and all that is actually going on, that I am in fact connected to it all, especially in my direct reality, I can see how within my direct reality I have points of abdicating involvement or playing a part In certain things that takes place, or how things move or are going and so I within myself disconnect myself from certain points moving to stand outside of it as an observer. I do this as I FEAR speaking or acting on certain points that are being moved and then having a hand within it, I fear this because I fear that if things within certain events and situations do not work out, that I will be connected to why and how things possible move. This is a position I take the belief that if I do not see the monsters then they will not harm me, a childhood belief.
Within the other part of the definition of the word disconnected it mentions is “lacking a logical sequence” – wow, I never knew the definition can be that specific in defining disconnected to attach this definition somehow to be relevant to logic, and then sequence, which is WORDS and making sense of reality.
This is something I have been struggling a lot within my reality, as my previous blog on articulate made it clear, and probably dozens of other blogs since 2012.
This makes the moments where I disconnect myself from reality/events/situations/circumstances and MYSELF much clearer – as I have never been able to place what I SEE or what I want to DO into a logical sequence to be able to ACTUALLY participate in a way that expresses me in my totality and to have the effect that I wanted, that was within me, that which I saw in fact, and so I within this simply disconnected myself and to rather have NO play. But what I am not seeing and realizing is that I am always a player, even if I am simply standing on the side and watching, listening and seeing, my very act of just standing there not saying a word, not moving a muscle is playing a role that affects the whole play ANYWAY.
Ok – time to slow down, as I have been writing out the phase of exploration above, I started developing this unrest within me in relation to this word – DISCONNECTED – a small feeling of sadness, a memory of childhood, a moment of breaking something within me, giving up, distancing myself from ME, a part of me, a part that I have seen useless, a part of me that I dug a hole for and put it in there and closed it up. I feel that this part of me was something that annoyed and burdened others and thus with this part I was ignored and shunned from reality, unless I killed this part of me, and I developed a HATE towards myself for being this way, having this trait, this expression that didn’t seem to fit in, this soft and kind part of myself, this caring and loving child.
Looking inside of self I see many memories popping up, many moments where I slowly started disconnecting myself, where I slowly started placing this white wall of an illusion within me, the illusion is that I believe I can disconnect myself, and I have been living within this illusion through living out the opposite of what I disconnected myself from within myself, outside of myself.
The memories/moments all took place at the age of 6 and 13. ALL these memories are specifically in relation to animals/nature – I want to jump to the statement of ‘ I have stopped caring for nature and animals as a true expression s society didn’t care and every time I cared no one cared and found me annoying and a burden when I requested action” but I will not jump to this conclusion of the memories – the memories were all with animals and very specific, but these events could have been in relation to anything else and still had the same effect, the effect where I stopped actually caring, where I stopped actually showing affection towards anything.
I have disconnected myself from the decision I have made where I chose the matrix over life and where I have abandoned life within me and so within this world, where I gave over my expression to that of a personality with multiple characters to survive, to fit in, to be cool, to get a girlfriend, to not be bullied, to not be seen as weird, to not be seen as the person that is different. I have killed my care through making that decision that is more important for me to survive and to let the animals/nature/life suffer and have no one be the voice for them, as I gave my voice away to a system instead, in my head.
Now, I see and realize that the past is the past, I cannot go back and regain the experience and expression I was as a child, as it is coming from a memory, and memories cannot be trusted. So, I see and realize I must WILLINGLY create myself to actually CARE, to DARE myself to be all that which I was afraid of and LIVE it, express it, to end self-interest and fear, as I see and realize that it is more valuable to have lived for real than to fake for survival, to stand for all than to just stand for myself, and to be different, weird, strange, and annoy and burden people with care is much better than to coward away in awareness of what is going on. Now, I am not saying preaching, I am not saying going into irrational actions of the mind as projections of images of what this must be like, I am stating and committing myself to start with myself daily, to implement this expression as me as my environment and from there I expand naturally, creating this real time, to realize my in fact connection, remove the illusion of disconnectedness and so all the fears.
A voice for and as LIFE, as I am connected in fact, not even connected, I am simply all here as one, now to bring inequality is the point I commit myself to stand as within all forms and shapes and all matters that actually matter.
What I fear I attract. When I leave my brothers and Sisters to fear I equally accept and allow the attraction/creation.
Fear is an illusion, when we stop fear it does not exist. So why do I fear? The question changes here to be more specific to rather what do I fear, what is more specific than why, why is simple, I fear because of the believe that I am separate from ALL that is here, so I place myself in a bubble of me against everything, where everything is against me, where I am in a consistent state of blame, victimization, fight or flight, control and following irrational thoughts and thinking.
When I ask what I fear, I can see where I have accepted separation and abdicated responsibility for myself, and when I abdicate responsibility as myself, I abdicate responsibility for ALL and everything that is here, as I am all that is here as the manifestation of what is here one and equal. This places me within a consistent position of fear/paranoia/stress and anxiety.
What I fear is HOW I will die, and within the fear of HOW I will die, I fear suffering, what I will go through, how the death of me will be, I fear suffering, I fear torture, I fear abuse, I fear a position of powerlessness where I have NO say, no way out, no way of making a difference or preventing what is going to be done onto me or could be done onto me to the point where I die, and then what I fear after that is either existing with this trauma for eternity as what I went through or simply not existing/destroyed.
Can I make peace with suffering? Can I stand one and equal to suffering, to torture, to the abuse and abuse of the physical body that is intentional and against my will, can I stop the fear of this, and even when this occurs, if it were to occur, can I stand equal and one within such a moment, and yet not have fear, to not give into the mind as illusion and to actually be here and stand within who I am.
Sure, it isn’t necessary, what is my fear telling the universe/LIFE/existence? It is saying, please let this point manifest so that I can face it just to not fear it, so I see and realize that either way, I can stop the fear, or manifest the fear to only end up stopping the fear anyway, only to realize that after it all, I am still here, I am okay and I must move forward. Either in this life or the hereafter, I am always with me, and fear either way is useless and an illusion..
FEAR is showing us as humanity how to manifest within this holographic existence, where we are collectively GOD, and what we participate within we manifest in fact, we as humanity, as a whole together always, through all time, are manifesting and creating.
Scriptures such as the Bible are passed on sins, it is a book where people have written the past and the future within, and so have locked in generations to keep on creating the revelation as the end of days as it is passed on, because this book is a great example of how what our grandparents FEARED as the end of the world to come should be ,and yet has never come, yet we as the grandchildren still now carry that end times scripture within us, as if we are taking a burning torch and carrying it on to keep it burning and thus keep this manifestation in sight and creating it. And so it shall be. So, to be clear that this is showing what we fear isn’t necessarily manifested in our lifetimes either, as manifestation takes time, but take a look, we as HUMANITY are GOD and to god (the physical/life) a day is a thousand years on earth. A thousand years is plus/minus 12 fully lived generations for the human form as god vessel.
If we strongly believe in the end of days, the end of the world, we will create it, we will make it happen, we WILL manifest it and we will experience it as a collective, as humanity, if we BELIEVE heaven on earth will be here within a hundred years, it will be so, we will create it, we will make it so. Yet, FEAR seems to be the easiest path, suffering seems to be preferred path above real labour/work and to create and be creators.
Ask yourself this, whos fears/illusions are we carrying like a burning torch to keep it alive, to manifest it,, to make it so, and WHY? and we must realize that we keep running with that torch forward in the holding of the FEAR within us, as the signs of the TIMES manifest more and more these end times, because of already hundreds of years of manifestations (so the fear become sgreater as physical evidence is now manifesting as "evidence" to manifest that illusion/fear and so we do not stop, because we fear doing somthing in vain if we stop, and that ALL we have believed in, participated within to menifest a fear will have been for nothing, and the evidence that is here of apparent end times and suffering will be proofed to not have to be so further is we simply STOP the fear and manifestation of it, so we would rather NOT stop and keep going just to not do it for nothing, even if it means destroying everything and going through unpresidented suffering for generations. That is mental.
I have witnessed this for myself, how I can be SOO lazy that I would rather live in a dirty room with things standing everywhere and me just sitting on my ass because I feel like it, rather than getting up and cleaning my room. because if I have to get up, I would realize, shit I have been lazy all this time and the reasons I had for my room getting dirty are invalid now. how dissapointing for me to realize I was responsible, nothing else to blame and to victimize myself.
I have seen how I prefer the mess, the chaos, the destruction and negligence of things within my world, within MYSELF as who I am, OVER spending some time, some moments of a bit of “discomfort” to create myself, to develop and to expand, I would rather live in a world of complete disorder and discomfort as my surroundings than having some discomfort WITHIN myself as my experience and my body to mvoe a bit.
Because I FEAR I will fuck up, and so through the fear of fucking up, I have given up and simply let everything be a fuck up, because that way nothing can be pinpointed to ME being the fuckup, because..... LOOK!! everything is a fuckup, there is no evidence to blame me, I didn’t create this.
Why are we accepting and allowing the destruction of earth? Because we all fear if we stood up and showed our heads, then we will suddenly be responsible, and thus it will be able for others to blame and judge us, so we rather not get up at all and just get lost in the mess, to hide in the mess, and we would rather be murdered, starve and go through horrendous experiences such as the end of the world than having a bit of discomfort within ourselves, we hate inconveniences, yet we as a group as humanity accept and allow TOTAL inconvenience for earth and our species as life here in the physical – as long as we just do not experience anything inside of ourselves that is uncomfortable for a moment to change the COURSE of things, because, YES!! it will take some hardcore action as a whole/group.
There is NO stopping what we have already given permission to, to manifest and that has already manifested and that now will be a consequential outflow of the acceptances and allowances as our FEARS to manifest from the past and present, and yes whatever we can imagine as our fears will come true, this is oneness and equality, this is what it means to be god in fact, we create what we BEHOLD in our eyes.
But, we are god right?
For a moment, take in the fact that you are god in fact, you manifest in fact what has been, that is here and what will be, what if god (you) stop, a dead stop, what if god simply does not move forward on what is already here, and say, till here and no further, I forgive myself, I accept full responsibility for what is here as ALL time, all consequences, I forgive all fear, I stand as LIFE, I will myself to stand as what is best for all life, I stop to fear my brothers and sisters, I stop the illusion of separation, I am all that is here as LIFE, I allow myself to let go of all illusion of fear, no matter how extreme the fear is, I stop, I am here, be still and Know that I am god, I am god, what does that mean, be still, still and darkness within, remove yourself from the fear manifestation propoganda of the mind, stop being one particapating within it, be STILL within and STILl within not moving with the massess, this way we change the MASS that everything consist of to be that of silence/stillness, we make a dent, we then stand as darkness/god and we create within the principle of LIFE.
I realize that I am the one in fact behind the steering wheel, I can turn around now, I do not linger anymore in regret, in shame, I no longer linger in the illusion that it is too late, I Stand as LIFE.I realize there is no honour in continueing forward with the path of fear, there is no respect, so what ever I fear losing by stopping isn;t a loss at all of nothing, it is a GAIN in life.
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