Continueing from Day 422 - Father and my Baby Part 2
I commit myself to remain practical, within giving myself a practical script to stand and live by when and as the moment arrives that the baby is ready to come, and to script this practical moment within common sense and to then let go of the Idea/Belief/opinions about the moment in the future as a projection and to bring my focus back here.
When and as I see that I am resisting to say “my baby” I stop and I breathe and I let go of the energy as a negative experience as my own self judgment to saying those words and I breathe and say the words My baby within the starting point of remaining practical as the words are simply referring to my baby, the being that I am responsible for, and thus not possess as I made it up in my mind.
When and as I see that I am finding it unbelievable that I have a baby – I stop, I breathe – seeing and realizing that it isn’t a matter of belief or changing my belief about the facts in my head of me having a baby, as facts are facts and thus I must bring myself out of Belief as the mind and BREATH and be here within and as the Physical, focusing on what is here as the physical as me here with a baby.
When and as I see that I am participating within my mind within a belief of me being a father – I stop, I breathe and I forgive myself for making it a matter of belief instead of seeing that it’s a matter of fact and that’s what matters.
Thus committing myself to write and explore the moment where I am within a belief of myself of being a father and why and how I have created the belief and why I am participating within such limitation instead of breathing and being here as the living principle of what’s best for all life.
When and as I see that I am engaging within a system of beliefs within myself of myself or from the world as to what it means or must mean to be a father – I stop, I breathe – seeing and realizing that what the system or what I have been taught about what a father must be and that has formed my belief/disbelief of myself about becoming a father isn’t effective or best for all life, as this system Belief of what a father must be has never produced children that becomes the adults that produces the world as it is currently as a world that Is heaven on earth not what’s best for all life, and thus making this belief of what a father must be according to the system that many are attempting to live up to Void and invalid and must be forgiven and a new way of fatherhood must be given as a solution to what’s best for all life.
When and as I see that I am within the fear of being a bad father – I stop, I breathe and I focus on what is here as physical reality and how to direct the physical reality to that which is best for all life within the guiding principles of Love thy neighbor as thy self and do onto another as you would like to be done onto, instead of blindly following a system of good and bad which produces a system of good and bad instead of equality and oneness that is best for all Life.