Day 554 - Self-Forgiveness

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as less than life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give attention to everything about me that is wrong and sinful except me that is LIFE one and equal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be of SIN, even though I wasn’t born in sin, and to have given all my attention and focus throughout my life to the sins, and to within giving sin all of my attention I have limited and created myself according to sin, an imperfect human.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek out the positive within life, where I see and realize that the positive I seek out in life is only confirming the negative within me, the sinful me, so I see and I realize that if I am seeking anything positive as an energy then I am seeing to make up for something within me that I have judged myself as being bad/negative as sin.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself a stupid.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as physically inferior to others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as useless.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as immature.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as all my fears.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as my big good looking smile.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for my great personality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for being a good person.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a person with good intentions.
 
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a person with courage.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself a s responsible person.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a respectable person.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a unique person.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself a as good partner in relationships.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a good citizen.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a perfect son to my parents.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see myself as a special human being in the eyes of others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a product of this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a stubborn person.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as an egoistic person.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as incompetent.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a personality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself according to this world I live in.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself according to my name and what has been attached to my name as “me”.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as the flesh that I walk and breathe in.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as the mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as an animal activist and lover.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a world changer.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as lazy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a sex addict.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge sex.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as alcohol.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as drugs.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as eating.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as people.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for enjoying food.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge food as enjoyment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge water.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as water as just being here
and that I do not need to drink it nessasarely, there are other things to drink.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as healthy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as unhealthy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge LIFE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place life in a judgment of my mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as the fear of LIFE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as separate from and of LIFE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge self-forgiveness in all possible ways, not positive or negative.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as the LAW of nature.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as THE law of the system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Judge the legal system of the world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge judgments.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as limitation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as not having limitations.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a father.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a parent to a child.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a partner to another human being.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a family guy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as family.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a good family guy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a bad family member.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a good father.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a bad father.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a bad member of the community.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a good member of the community.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as music.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as good music.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as good or bad music.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge bad music.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge music as me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as the physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as all that is here as the physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as the mind consciousness systems.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as the conscious mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as the sub-conscious mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as the unconscious mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as not yet understanding the science of life one and equal as how the physical functions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as the separation that I exist as still within this life from and of life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself for not standing one and equal in fact with all life YET.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as the bad or good decisions I have made in life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as the decisions I make in life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself as poverty.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as starvation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as the cruel and evil shit that exist within this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as my breathing.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as war.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as racism.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as crime.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as inhumane acts.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as spirituality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as god.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as less than god/LIFE/universe.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as religion.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as love and light.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as peace.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as my penis.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as vaginas.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as separate from what is HERE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as better than others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as less than others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as possessions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as my internal reality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as my parents.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as my siblings.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as my skin color.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as my nose.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as my hair.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as nature.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as gossiping.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as gangsters.

I Forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as corruption.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as insecurities.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as other peoples actions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as all forms upon the face of the earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as all the materialistic things that the mind has created within this world as distractions and entertainment.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as all entertainment that exit.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as all the feelings and emotions and thoughts that come up within entertainment within this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as all desire that exist within all humans and within this world as materialistic designs.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself AS a control freak.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a nagging person.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a needy person.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a restless person.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a stable person.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a person who can be trusted.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as someone that can be trusted.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as a person that cannot be trusted.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as someone that must be respected

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as someone that respects others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as someone that has honour.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as someone that honors others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as someone that is reliable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as someone that can be relied on.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as someone that can rely on others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as inferior to others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as superior to others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as inferior to life and the creations of the world that exist here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as being superior to other life forms within this world.

To be Continued.

Day 219 – The Mirrors of Competition for Survival of energy and Money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that as the body with all its organs and cells and everything the body consists of is the same with the earth as being one body with many different parts, and that to participate within self interest when sharing and living on the exact same body/earth is stupidity and can only lead to destruction and abuse, as I can see that within the body all the cells and the hart and the liver does not compare themselves to each other or compete with each other or judge each other or themselves because if they had to then the body will stop functioning and DIE.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that earth is one Body and that all Life on earth of and as the one body is like the cells and organs and everything the human body consists of and that the only way the body can function and LIVE is when all these parts live in oneness and equality with each other and so the same for the earth as the humans and the plants and the animals and the rocks and the ocean and the sky and the clouds an everything here one earth as part of the earth body must function one and equal for the body to continue forth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that we as the human race is like cancer in the body here on earth where we group together in cities and from there on consume and destroy everything around the cities till we kill the body/earth as a cancer, and that this is only possible because we are one body as the earth competing with itself and judging itself and comparing itself to itself for the sake of self interest and energy/money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize to group up in groups to survive and feel powerful for the sake of self interest and energy consumption within the world is like the body of the human having cancer where the bodies cells are attacking the own body through grouping together and that this is absolute stupidity and not best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that like my own body I am not just me within and as my body, but that I as my body consist of Billions of other beings each having their own forms and uniqueness with specific tasks that must be applied and functioning together one and equal for my body to be able to be breathing, and so I see this applies exactly the same for earth as being one body and that on earth as a living body – here are billions of different species/beings and natural systems that is supposed t function just like the body one and equal for the body to function, yet this is not lives as we the humans are like cancerous cells that seek self interest and energy that have decided to stop what we do as part of the body for the body to function one and equal with effectiveness and perfection and instead revolted against the body in fear of survival as the current money system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize how stupid free choice and free will is within this world as a concept people have that they have all the right in the world to have, yet we do not wish for each and every cell in our bodies to have their own free will and choice or we would cease to exist – yet we are willing to apply free will and choice not considering just like our own bodies we will have the exact same effect on the one body called earth we all share – destruction/death.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that Judging myself in the mirror of myself as good or bad is like a cell in my body judging itself for being bad or good, and to not see and realize that if my cells in my body had to act as I do that my body will not function as I will develop cells that believe they are not good enough or better than other cells and within this develop problems in my body where some cells will fight each other, bully each other and even kill each other such as cancer, and that the same goes for me living on earth and how the consequences will play out in having a world that does not function as the cells/humans are pre occupied with judging themselves instead of Living as the physical as what we are in fact – Humans and not the judgments and this way function as one body that is one and equal in its function and thus perfection.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that to compare myself to others is self abuse, using the example of my body I see and realize that if my organs had to compare themselves with each other that I will die, because each organ has its own function and how it look is according to their practical placement and function and that if the hart had to compare itself to the lungs that my hart might start a war with my lungs and die, yet this is not happening and that is why my body is alive and functioning - as the hart and the lungs does not have mind consciousness systems such as I do within my mind. Thus they function as the physical within the principal of what is best for all as the body in all ways and not within self interest. thus I see and realize that is why the world is in war/destruction and chaos because we are one body yet we are fighting ourselves as the same body because of things happening in our minds as self interest and seeking energy to consume to feel things, instead of breathing and living what is best for all life in all ways as the physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that when and as I mirror myself to myself when standing in front of a mirror, that it is NOT the physical body that judges or mirrors itself to itself, it is only the mind that is being mirrored, seeing and realizing that all judgment isn’t real but of the mind, using the practical application of closing my eyes when standing in front of a mirror I see that my body does not judge what is reflected in the mirror as I do not see anything that the mind wants to judge, compare and compete with.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that competition isn’t part of LIFE using the example of my body as a design/creation of Life to see what is here and real, that if my body had to compete with itself, that I will die, if the hart with its own unique function to the body had to compete with the lungs to its own unique function within the body which makes them one and equal within their functionality within what is best for all life as the body, not matter their sizes/shapes/colors they cannot compete or they will fail and the body will stop functioning, seeing and realizing that within the current world we as the human race has been taught to compete and judge and compare as if it is natural, yet not seeing and realizing that what is natural is for all to live equal and one here as our body/earth as how our own bodies function. and to compete will only create disease and destruction and a body that cannot function as one and equal in its functionality to sustain life, as each human forgets it custodianship to its body/earth and instead compete to see who is better or weaker to simply have a energy feeling/emotion to sustain the illusion of the mind that each being of the same body is not of the same body but separate.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that how my Human body functions is natural, and that within how my human body functions I can see that the mind isn’t real as the mind isn’t required for the body to be here and functioning, as the mind only create separation as competition/judgments/comparisons and in the end a body that is trying to divide itself and destroy itself for the sake of money/energy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Not question the obvious – why is it that the world is advertising and promoting self judgment/competition/comparison and self interest when it is in fact clear that we are one body.

I commit myself to show that anyone can use their own human physical bodies to see and check for themselves what is natural and what is not within how the body functions, as the body isn’t one unit only alive by itself, but that the body is in fact Billions of tiny beings that live together one and equal within the principal of what is best for all life and not within self interest, so that the body can function and Live, and that this principal that our bodies is existing as right now must be applied as the natural way, as our natural bodies is showing us, here on earth within how we as the humans life, to change our ways practically to life what is best for all life in all ways – to do onto another as we would like to be done onto, no one wishes it upon themselves that their cells have self interests and want to develop personalities with the ideas of free choice and free will and then our bodies suddenly spontaneously com-bust into billions of pieces, yet we are doing this to our body/earth as we are supposed to be like the white Blood cells of earth taking care of our body one and equal.