Fear the Boss Part9.2 – Day 294

Fear Part 1 Day 285
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Fear Part 1 Day 285
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Fear Part 4 Day 288
Fear Part 5 Day 289
Fear Part 6 Day 290
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Fear Part 1 Day 285
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Fear Part 4 Day 288
Fear Part 5 Day 289
Fear Part 6 Day 290
Fear Part 7 Day 291  

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Fear Part 1 Day 285
Fear Part 2 Day 286
Fear Part 3 Day 287
Fear Part 4 Day 288
Fear Part 5 Day 289
Fear Part 6 Day 290
Fear Part 7 Day 291  

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Fear Part 1 Day 285
Fear Part 2 Day 286
Fear Part 3 Day 287
Fear Part 4 Day 288
Fear Part 5 Day 289
Fear Part 6 Day 290
Fear Part 7 Day 291  

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Fear Part 1 Day 285
Fear Part 2 Day 286
Fear Part 3 Day 287
Fear Part 4 Day 288
Fear Part 5 Day 289
Fear Part 6 Day 290
Fear Part 7 Day 291  

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Fear Part 1 Day 285
Fear Part 2 Day 286
Fear Part 3 Day 287
Fear Part 4 Day 288
Fear Part 5 Day 289
Fear Part 6 Day 290
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Fear Part 1 Day 285
Fear Part 2 Day 286
Fear Part 3 Day 287
Fear Part 4 Day 288
Fear Part 5 Day 289
Fear Part 6 Day 290
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Fear Part 1 Day 285

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Fear Part 3 Day 287
Fear Part 4 Day 288
Fear Part 5 Day 289
Fear Part 6 Day 290
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Fear the Boss Part9.2 – Day 294

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Fear the idea of having a boss watching everything I do to check if I am worth his money as a employee.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see myself as useless just being an employee.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that the boss can not be a boss without the employee’s.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see myself as nothing in the eyes of the boss.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see that in the eyes of a boss the employee’s are simply the money makers that he employs that are replaceable if we do not make money/work.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the fact in the work place that I am replaceable at all times.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to compromise myself through fearing the fact that I am replaceable through acting in ways that is not helping me just to try and attempt to avoid the fear.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to lose confidence once the boss approaches me, not seeing that within losing confidence when the boss approaches me is a sign of weakness to him which makes me a bad employee within the job I am doing.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the boss yelling at me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the boss disliking me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make things between me and the boss personal, seeing and realizing that it is always just business and thus I can stop the personal point and correct myself instead and change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that it is a self honest point as always and not a fear point as to what needs to be done for me to keep my job as to make money to be able to be supported in the current system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that to survive in the system does not mean I have to sell myself as who I am to survive as long as I am the one standing as the decision at all times within who I am and thus any changes that is made to keep the job and to do the job effectively isn’t a change as WHO I AM but a change as to what is required self honestly temporarily within the current system till it is done and we change this god for saken world into a place that is best for all life.

I commit myself to when and as I see that I go into fear of the boss when and as I see him in my space to stop and to breathe and to stop the initial thoughts/back chat that I participated within that created the Fear and to breathe and be here practically within self honesty focusing on the physical within doing my job.

I commit myself to stop and to breathe when and as I see that I am compromising myself within trying and attempting to be honest with others instead of being self honest with myself within what is required of me to do what needs to be done, to stop and to breathe and to stop any energetic movements within me that is compromising me.

I commit myself to when and as I see myself compromising myself and sabotaging myself through going into self believes of morality to stop and to breathe and to apply myself practically within what is here to work and do what’s required to be done – seeing and realizing that I know who I am so I will and cannot lose myself Standing by principal all ways doing what’s best for all life within each action each breathe.

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