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Day 430 - Is this Possible - Standing as all Characters Part 3

When and as I see myself separating myself from other characters that are here in this world as the humans through judgments, I stop I breathe and I stand stable within breathing and do not accept or allow any judgment within me that is of separation from another.

When and as I see myself accessing the “belief” or the automated pattern where I “belief” that I have to judge other people as their characters in a good/bad manner in order to feel save and to only protect my own self-interest – I STOP, I breathe, I see and realize that it is but only a Belief and a Pattern that I have automated to protect only my own self-interest, and that within this I am separating myself from the other being and thus creating “fear” within myself that is unnecessary and only sabotaging myself and the other person.

When and as I see that I am within the Pattern as the Behaviors and the thoughts/back-chat within me where I am attacking/judging another in a good or bad way just to protect my won fears/self-interest, I stop I breathe and I rather direct myself and what I give attention to, to myself and my breathing and me being here as the Physical in practicality and learning to know thyself as another.

When and as I see myself judging myself as the characters that I have accepted and allowed myself to become/exist as in a good/bad relationship just so that I can judge another characters/people to feel good/bad about myself as a way to fuel the energy that I am addicted to as the patterns that I have constructed for myself as endless cycles of doing the same thing over and over again just to have the same energy feelings/emotions just so that I can feel I am surviving and living and protecting myself as the patterns of separation that I have created for myself I stop and I breathe and I direct myself out of this endless cycle of self-abuse and “broken record” living, and to move myself to rather stop the separation within myself and to stand and walk in another’s shoes as my own and or walk my own shoes first to understand myself and how I created myself so that I can walk a solution and become the living example for myself as that which is best for all life in full understanding of all the mechanics that is here as creation as myself.

When and as I see myself being in judgment while helping or attempting to help another – I stop and I breathe, I realize the consequences of my actions as all actions and words I speak in the attempt of helping another person will be contaminated by my secret judgment and thus not be helping but rather creating problems, as I see and realize that I am helping another through seeing them and their situation as separate from myself and not standing in their shoes as them as myself in that moment and helping them as I would have helped myself in such a situation.

When and as I see that I am in fearsof another – thus fearsng standing in their shoes in fact in the moment in separation coming from a belief of that I am different and that I would not have done the same if I was that person – I stop and I breathe and I allow myself to really Talk or communicate with the other being or to be here in breathe listening unconditionally and to place myself in their shoes and to see for myself in fact if I were in their shoes what I would have done and how they have done what they are doing or did and to check myself the truth and to only then give an answer or direction to them as myself and not in separation as judgments that come from self-interested characters that’s only in it to protect themselves and their own energy sources from/as the mind.

Day 429 – Is this Possible – Standing as all Characters Part 2


Clarification – when I say walk in anothers shoes, I am not saying go and actually do things, like if you walk in the shoes of a murdered without judgment, it does not mean go and murder someone just to walk in their shoes, see we humans have this ability that isn’t about feelings or emotions or imagination or mind basically, this ability is where we are all in fact ONE, and thus we can as ourselves within ourselves place ourselves with and as another to see their life and creations as ourselves – because we are all in the end the exact same in how we function and create characters and live them, it is to walk each process of each character within self to see the creation process and to understand it and to stand one and equal to all characters – this is where one can stand as all characters and not be in fear of characters and then take it further – walk as each character the process of self-forgiveness and self-change to be that which is best for all life and to be life – and thus one find’s as yourself the solution and takes a position of authority – so there is no excuses and a clarity for all existing characters on how to change as you are the example, and this will lead to where one will find many characters require a System change to give them the opportunity to change. This understanding within self and all will be motivation enough to why Living Income Guaranteed is a Must.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from all other characters that are here in this world as the people.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as judgment as the point of separation of what is here as all characters that exist as the humans here on earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Belief that I as the Character that I exist as have to judge all other characters in a Good/bad relationship in order to feel save and to only protect my own self-interest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge all other characters as Good/Bad just to protect my own self-interest as the character that I exist as.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Judge myself and my Character(s) that I exist as in a good/bad relationship and to within this judge all other characters to feel good/bad about myself as a way of keeping myself in check within my own self judgment and the judgment of others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to NOT consider walking in another person’s shoes unconditionally in fact through taking off my shoes for a moment and to fully understand another as myself so that I can stand as the Problem and the solution in clarity in fact as that what is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that when I am helping or attempting to help or support another being while being in judgment of that person and their character that I cannot help them but instead all I can/am doing is making decisions based on the judgments I have within my mind towards/about the other person instead of the actual problem and thus the solution.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be ignorant to the message of “walking in another’s shoes” as a point of judgment which reflects the ignorance of actually in fact understanding the implication and the practical application of such statement and to walk it practically in fact in each breathe/moment.

I forgive myself that have accepted and allowed myself to fear stepping out of my own shoes, out of the comfort of my own shoes and to step into another’s shoes in fact as myself and to walk, as the fear is of what I might find and what I have to admit and realize for myself and that what I have judged and believed was/is always just a lie and not real and the abuse that exist within that and all I have done thus far through the separation, thus seeing and realizing I must walk in the shoes of another to understand myself as them and to within this not place any judgment of good or bad, but to do so within the principle of what’s best for all life being my guide.
To be continued.


Day 428 – Is this Possible, Standing as all Characters Part 1





Why do I fear a murderer or a rapist or a gangster or a gym buff or a weird looking person standing on the corner of the street, or a homeless guy? Why do I fear these characters?

It is simple, to first realize that it is all only characters – as a character is someone that plays a certain role in a movie/film or a performance, and we are currently living in a show called capitalism, and capitalism requires characters to play certain roles so that capitalism can be capitalism.

If the People/Characters that exist today did not exist the show called capitalism could not have been possible, each and every role of each and every character is specific and simply a creation from the system/environment.

The characters are each unique and special within how they were created since birth, the character that is built and designed how to act/speak/move and then what to do is all formed and trained how to act accordingly to the input from the environment and thus the memory implants, the characters aren’t the being that was born, it is literally an actor playing its role, unaware that it’s a role and calling if Life, this is simply how life is.

So why do I fear these characters? I myself am a character, so as my character I must play the roles that I have learned since I was a child and then the roles I have assigned myself through what was taught to me as a child, so all other characters are obviously acting with me in this BIG play we call life, only the things we act out are REAL based on fictional creations in our minds, that’s one scary point, so the other point is, as my character I am not allowed to ever BREAK character, otherwise I will lose my job, I will get fired from my role and who knows where I will end up.

So standing in the shoes of others as their characters is breaking character, I am stepping out of my acting shoes and standing in someone else’s acting shoes. Which goes against the script I got from those that have gone before me!

So I always stay in my shoes and rather judge all the other characters and separate myself from all the other characters just so that I can keep my character, through judging all the other characters I am defining my character as everything I don’t want to be judged as as what I judged others as, because I see the evil within me through the act of judging and thus fear this act of evil to be done onto me, it’s like I fear judging myself the same way I judge others, how ridiculous, because apparently at the end of the show we call life, there will be a reward for the best character, this reward comes in many forms as many different parts of life assume it will be after death and claim it as truth.

So I am facing a few characters and will be facing a lot more coming, many I have never even met yet, because each character is circumstantial in a way.

Its like when I was sixteen and I went with a friend to a petrol station and he introduced me to this Nigerian guy that is his drug dealer, this was a mean motherfucker, I was shit scared of him, he was massive with BIG muscles and he had lots of chains and gold rings and tooth and a sidearm on him, in the open, this guy had the whole Character of gangster and that he has been in some shit I have never even thought of, who Knows, I feared this character and till today I fear anyone that might resemble such character, yet why do I fear him?

I never took the time to place myself in this characters shoe and to walk in his shoes and see for myself, I immediately went into first Judging and thus separating and thus creating fear.

Same with once I stopped drinking alcohol, everyone else drinking alcohol is scary, yes I was that character before, I played that role a few times, I fucked up badly with this character, yet Now I suddenly am faced with these characters in my life and I don’t know what to do, I still fear them, they are unpredictable and drunk/possessed.

This reveals to me that even when I was that character I never investigated myself as the character even, I even separated myself from the characters that I played, and now I have to revisit these characters and face myself as the character and stop the fear/separation within me, stopping the judgments.

Journey to be continued.

Day 218 - Equal through Substance.

I watched a movie once, I cannot remember what the movies name was but it was a girl talking to her dad about life, the dad said everything that is here is made out of atoms, and that atoms are very tiny and we cannot see it without bear eyes, the girl then said – so that means i am the same as a fish? The dad laugh and said yes I guess that is what it means, how this simple fact can be seen by a girl but not adults. And why do we then separate ourselves from all life in our minds through opinions/beliefs/ideas/perception name it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that we are all of the same substance simply in different expressions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that I am any different from any other life “form” here on earth, seeing and realizing that it is simply the form that is different yet the substance of which every consist of is the same.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that I have separated myself from all life that is here ONLY within my mind, which isn’t real, and within this I have acted in separation of life as if I am more and special and unique, leaving a world of abuse and evil in my tracks.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that if we take everything in existence and we squish it all together that we will all be one and of the same substance, thus there is no real separation but only the mind attempting to be more and special which leads to a world of abuse and evil.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that I am separate from all life that is here as the physical.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in the attempt to be more and better then life that is here as the physical within separating myself from life here within my mind - and to within this live in fear of everything that is here as apparently being separate of me always out to get me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that separation is impossible.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see the obvious that when all things die we all return to the exact same form of the same substance and thus we face each other as ourselves and what we have and are doing to all life here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that separation must end within the realization that it is only a delusion of the mind and not real so that we can stop creating hell on earth and create a Eden that is best for all life in all ways.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that separation must end with each one as who we are as the WHO I AM and to within this see what we have and are doing here on earth and to stop and stand together to create a new world that is best for all life through the Equal Money System that is based on the principal of oneness and equality – what is best for all life in all ways.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that the one thing all humans have in common as Money that exist here on earth is the one thing that is separating us from each other and creating the fear we all share daily that leads to survival and self interest and so hell on earth.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize - that which is keeping the separation in tact as the neo apartheid of Money is also the solution to bringing about a world that is best for all life through sharing and stopping the system of abuse.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that we as the human race is actually only harming ourselves as all life is equal and one of the same substance and that there isn’t in fact any reasonable logical explanation to why we are abusing yourself yet we are doing it, this must stop with ending that which pretends to be separate see we can see with our real eyes and realize ourselves as life one and equal.

I commit myself to show that all life here is in fact of the same substance and that it is actually common sense.

I comment myself to show that what we as the human race is doing to life is in fact us harming and abusing ourselves as substance.

I commit myself to show that what we as humans are doing in fear and for the sake of self interest and survival aren’t necessary, as we are actually trying to survive against ourselves as substance instead of co-existing/sharing as one and equal.

I commit myself to show that the separation we belief we are is only in the mind and what is in the mind is but an illusion and a delusion we are living and that through stopping the fear and the survival game of the current money system we can see what is here and what is real as ourselves as LIFE one and equal as substance and that this is only possible through creating s new system that will support all life one and dual and to fix what we have already and still are doing with the suggested new system being the Equal Money System based on the principal of doing what is best for all life in all ways one and equal.


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