Ok so in part two I am
going to go more into detail with my personality and certain traits that I have
designed myself as the personality, these traits will be focused on the
personality points that I have identified myself as, as the personality.
These are the traits
that I will always make sure that when I meat people they must know me as these
traits of my personality – you know the things you always do not matter with
who you are as the main YOU (personality) that is imposed onto others as this
is who I am, then all the small personality traits will always change and be different
according to what is required in the situation environment.
These personality
traits is mostly in behaviors, you cannot help yourself but to live, be this
personality because look it is in your behavior so it must be who you are,
well it is to realize that it is who you have created yourself as. As the
personality suit that you cannot even see you have a suit on anymore.
My first point will be
on always being the “stable” guy in presentation.
I forgive myself that
I have accepted and allowed myself to present myself as stable when I meet new
people as the personality.
I forgive myself that
I have accepted and allowed myself to present myself as stable and quite when
meeting new people in order to lurk them in, into feeling save around me.
I forgive myself that
I have accepted and allowed myself to present a image of myself as the
personality of stability when around people or meeting new people to not “impose:
on them in the fear of not being accepted.
I forgive myself that
I have accepted and allowed myself to deceive others and myself within giving
forth the presentation that I am stable and quite while in fact I am talking
and scanning and observing and creating all kinds of evil shit in my head
towards them and the environment, realizing that I am only deceiving myself.
I forgive myself that
I have accepted and allowed myself to give forth a personality as energy that gives the
impression that I am stable to get others to accept me and to trust me,
realizing that I do not even trust myself as I have to wear a personality suite
to give forth a false picture/idea/impression of myself to hide behind.
I forgive myself that
I have accepted and allowed myself to put on the personality suit of looking
and giving the impression I am stable instead of actually being stable, realizing
that if I take self responsibility for what goes on within me through writing
and self forgiveness I can birth myself as stability.
I forgive myself that
I have accepted and allowed myself to put on/wear the personality suite that
gives a impression I am stable in the fear of that if others do not see me as
stable that they will reject me, realizing that the image of stability I am
presenting is but only a image that society have accepted and how stability
looks like, reali9zing that stability is to have the ability to stand
stand/stay still within any situation as breathe, as standing in the middle of
a storm and to know Who I am as breath as life one and equal as that which is
best for all life.
I forgive myself that
I have accepted and allowed myself to identify stability as a personality one
must have that presents a certain picture to people.
I forgive myself that
I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize stability as breathe.
I forgive myself that
I have accepted and allowed myself to split myself in to as me and as a
personality just to not to have to face who I am with or without others.
I forgive myself that
I have not accepted and allowed myself to look at why I have created a
personality trait that gives the impression to people that I am stable and that
it is not acceptable as I still allow myself to not be stable in fact as
breathe as Who I am.
I forgive myself that
I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that I require a personality to
hide what is going on within me to give the impression that I am stable,
realizing that I do not have to hide it from myself and that I can actually
take what goes on within me as the storm and still stand as breathe and to look
and self forgive what is within me and to birth myself as breathe as stability.
I forgive myself that
I have accepted and allowed myself to create the behavioral pattern as
stability within my personality so that when I am around people I restrict
myself from expressing myself and being here until I have found I am save and
can let go of the stability trait and only then express myself.
I realize it isn’t to
create a whole personality at all and that personality isn’t necessary, as the
personality is actually that which allowed one to be unstable as the
personality always changes, it is to breathe and be here within and as the
physical moving, directing expressing self honesty and to live practically as
that which is best for all life all ways, it is so much simpler and can be
trusted by self and thus self stability.
To Be Continued.
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