I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that every time I am tired
that I must sleep.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that when I am feeling tired
that I am tired, lol it is only a feeling, realizing that when I breathe
effectively and move myself that I actually will notice an interesting thing, I
wake up, proving that the tiredness wasn't real but a mind fuck.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to become tired when I go into
resistance of something and want to rather hide away.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to use sleeping when I suddenly feel
tired as a way to hide, realizing that all I need is my 6 to 4 hours of sleep
every night that is more than enough as I have proven to myself for 3 months
now with doing full time work physically and mentally and thus realizing that
any other tiredness is not real but an indication to where I am with in the
mind as a resistance/hiding/seeking comfort.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that when I sometimes get
tired it is when I am doing nothing, realizing that the tiredness has nothing
to do with what I did but is a side effect of laziness and being in the mind as
thoughts and back chat, draining the body of physical energy to fuel a
alternate reality that isn't real.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself when I feel tired and
wanting to sleep, realizing it is a point of self honesty with in considering
the starting point as who you are in that moment in breath t6hat determines
what you do.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is impossible for me
to stop- being tired with out sleeping first, realizing that I have in the past
had many physical events that showed me when sleep is real and when not and that
I can simply wake from the sleep or "get over it" through doing
physical things and moving myself and breathing.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the excuse I am tired to not
have to do things.
I forgive myself
that I have not realized that me saying I am tired the whole time is making me
tired only to be able to use the excuse as a valid excuse that I am tired and
cant/wont/don't want to do something.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to blindly accept feeling with in me as
the truth with out questioning it such as feeling tired and with in that see
what si real and what is not through physically testing it for myself if
possible with in what is best for all life as myself in common sense and self
honesty as who you are.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be tired to avoid doing
things, deliberately limiting myself and my world and my participation with in
it and enslaving myself to the mind and saying that the mind may have power
over me as I am no self will to move myself but the mind moves me as a
energetic input5 as a robot.
I commit myself to
when I feel a sudden tiredness to stop and question why, to look at the
practical points, and thus with in that breathe and move myself or write about
the point and to check if it is a mind fuck or actual physical tiredness where
my body needs rest, as I will know when it is my mind that needs rest then I am
in for a mind fuck, as that will be my indicator that I gave away my authority
and power to the mind, to my tool, to my servant, and made the mind as my
servant my master, as I as the physical is the master that uses the mind as a
tool one and equal in functionality in and as the physical and to stop the mind
tiredness through directing myself in movement, in breath as that which is best
for all life as a self willed human in and as the physical.
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