Have you ever
noticed during your day how your mind is filled with sexual content such as
pictures, ideas, believes, fantasies and then when you look around in your
world all you see is sex, constantly comparing every women/men with each other
and self and so within the comparison you decide what you apparently like or
don't.
have you noticed how
it fills up your eyes, all you can see is sex and nothing else, you do not
notice the birds, the bugs, the trees or anything else like for instance how
you are enslaved to sex and a robot to respond to sexual images and accordingly
make decisions, and the worst part is, making live decisions according to
sexual content in your mind.
It consumes all your
time, even for some it consumes all their lives and will at their death bed
probably regret only past sexual related things, the did and did not's, how can
this be all that life is.
It is limited and
mind control/brainwashing, it is UN-acceptable.
Self forgiveness.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate with in thoughts,
pictures, fantasies and desires of sex with in and as my mind fueling the mind
consciousness systems that enslaves and limits me with in this world to see
what is really going on.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to give these pictures, fantasies,
thoughts and desires authority with in my life to direct me and to determine
what I see and don't.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself with in my mind as the EGO as back
chat with in what I like and do not like with in sexuality through constant
comparison and judgment towards others as I judge myself and to accept it as
who I am.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as who I am as a sexual
predator that can not change his nature, realizing that to be self honest with
myself, I was not born with these sexual thoughts/fantasies/desires/pictures but
that I have through time created them myself with in constantly participating
within watching porn, masturbating to it and giving it my attention and
creating it as my nature, and thus I realize that it in fact is not my nature
but a self created thing I made up myself because I believed it to be the way
it must because I accepted and allowed myself to be influenced by society and
blinding myself from alternative ways of life.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame society for who I am as a
sexual predator that constantly scan and judge people sexually all the time
with in my secret mind and with in this limit myself a to very tiny word stuck
between my eyes and all that I can see with my eyes is sexual stuff all around,
enabling myself to see all of LIFE as myself that is here.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself
to compare people sexually with in my mind to each other and myself so
that I may feel better about myself and to fuel my mind consciousness system
with in me of limitation and enslavement of the mind, trapping myself within my
own mind of constantly only focusing on sexual content and what I like and do
not like.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to only see pictures with in my
reality, creating a picture reality for myself and others that is a false image
and likeness of life as life is here in the physical in the living flesh that
does not rely or need pictures to exist.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that what I create and make
up in my mind as pictures/fantasies/desires/thoughts are real and that they
valid, realizing that they are all made up and that I am simply imposing it
onto reality in the hope that it might become real, realizing that with in this
I am setting myself up for a life that will be UN-fulfilled as what I create
with in the mind will always be more than what is here in the physical reality,
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to occupy my mind with secret
thoughts/desires/fantasies/pictures and to make my eye sight dirty, enabling
myself to see reality and what is here in fact as LIFE as that which I am.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to only see sexual content with in my
mind projected onto reality with in a constant comparison towards people with
in my secret mind that no one knows of or ever see, and through this enslaving
myself to a limited reality as my mind bubble that I call life and in the end,
end up believing that this is all that life is about, missing the bigger
picture and remaining a slave to the corporate world where people depend on my
sexual enslavement to make billions for themselves through selling their
products to me.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate with in the mind as
pictures, thoughts, back chat and desires about and towards other human being
with in my secret mind where I constantly compare myself and place judgment
onto them as I judge myself, and with in this continue the cycle of enslavement
with in myself and others through the way I make decisions and act on the
thoughts/desires/fantasies/pictures as the false gods that I worship within my
mind neglecting the actual god as the physical as me one and equal.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to fill myself up with sexual
pictures/fantasies/desires/ thoughts in such an extent that all I can see is
that and miss reality completely as a
whole as the earth that we all share, and so give away all authority I have
with in the physical reality to the mind as a limited bubble/space that will
end at death.
Life review - Death by sex.. (interview on Eqafe)
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that the
pictures/thoughts/desires/fantasies with in my mind is real and that I can
achieve them all in this life time and live a fulfilled life with in my limited
time here on earth, while I have to learn to understand life and how it works
and that I am life and responsible for all that is here as myself, and to be
consumed with only sexual content during my day to such an extent that I can
not even consider LIFE and all other LIFE forms that is here with me equally
and so neglect them and allow their suffering to happen/continue as I am to
busy fuelling my sexual thoughts/desires/fantasies/pictures and enslaving
myself to a limited bubble/space as the mind.
I commit myself to
use the tools that I have as self forgiveness, self honesty, common sense and
writing to stop all desires/fantasies/thoughts/pictures with in my mind so that
I may stop the enslavement and accepted and allowed limitation of myself to a
confined space in my head as the mind and to start birthing myself as life one
and equal as the physical and to live and express myself in all ways that I can
with in that which is best for all life.
I commit myself to
expose the lie as the mind consciousness system so that my fellow beings here
on earth can see and realize what I have that the mind as
thoughts/pictures/desires/fantasies is not real but self create and that we
have enslaved and limited ourselves in all ways within participating with in
them as if it was normal, and that we all can realize it is all self created
and not necessary to live with and occupy our lives till death with meaningless
thoughts/desires/fantasies/pictures only to live a life of regret and shame as
we did not do anything to bring about a world that is best for all Life in all
ways, because we blinded ourselves to see reality to only see our own
judgments/comparisons.
No comments:
Post a Comment