Day 407 – Justification Justifying all Parts Part 2

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect a Positive energetic charge to the word Justification, as I have connected it to being a scape goat within situation where I did not take self-responsibility or were being irresponsible.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Belief that Justification as it is being used currently is valid, seeing and realizing that how it is currently being used is for anything and almost everything as a way of getting out of consequences and admitting to making mistakes and getting to fix the shit instead, thus keeping us in a loop of Just Justifying everything.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to NOT see that I am placing and creating limitation within me every time I use Justification – as I Justify why I did not stand and took responsibility, why I did or did not do certain things, or how I did or did not do certain things, and to always instead of correcting myself and change I just keep on JUSTifying.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Just get by within how I live as a living justification for who I am and how this world is as I have all these awesome Mind created Fictions in my head that makes up Justification for almost anything presented/shown/given to me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use Physical situation/scenarios that are valid in reason to instead be an excuse to why I am still not changing or taking responsibility for such situations/scenarios and to just letting it continue to be a justification.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become addicted to justification, where I have trained myself within my mind to be a pro within creating fictional reasons/arguments out of real time/space events that fit ONLY my own self-interest and that others will believe what I am saying and go with it, and to feel some form of power and control.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I can come up with the perfect justification where I lie to myself in my head first and then make myself believe that lie first and where I am able to sell it to others, that it will stop any or all consequences at the same, time, seeing and realizing that if I am a president of a country and I blow up another country and I get caught out for doing so because of my own self-interests that was at stake, that any Justification will only stop me as the president from being harmed but the physical consequences is still here and it is only growing and becoming worse for the rest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to NOT see that when and as I accept and allow myself to validate any justification that sounds good within me for my actions or inactions, that I will equally and one accept and allow other peoples Justification as well, even when it is the government corrupting the people, all the government have to do is have a good justification that sounds good, YET it does not change the fact that fraud/corruption took place and Millions of people were affected by it and that it has an global effect in the long run on everyone.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as justification and to accept and allow myself to use them, instead of manning up and standing my ground for my actions, so that I can learn a lesson and instead take the lesson and Change/better myself as who I am and to take self-responsibility and change.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see that when and as I/people do not know something or about something, that we create Fictional reasons in our heads that make sense to us only if we exist in a fictional world such as our heads/minds as thoughts/feelings/emotions and that these fictional reasons we call Justification can be used to Justify the most horrible things we do as a species and that we accept and allow, such as bestiality/killing animals for sports/fun/game, Porn and War and the list can go on and on into all religion and all religious decisions that has been made and can still be made and how these decisions can be Justified by simple factious stories, made belief shit that people JUST have to Buy with their faith and then we can have hell on earth even worse, or we Kill out all our animals like the rhino, because there is a Fucking Justification for anything, why we can’t stop rhino poaching or any form of poaching and why the poachers poach and why the buyers Buy the animal parts, I mean JUST look at what Justifying brings us and this planet – NO fucking responsibility.
To be continued.

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