I hate it when I am
speaking/talking and someone interrupts me and just go on talking with out
caring if I was busy talking. And by the time they are dong everything I said
simply is forgotten, and the whole conversation has turned and everyone Else's focused had shifted and do not care what I was busy saying.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to react when someone else suddenly
interrupts a conversation where I was saying something and simply starts
talking.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to take it personal when I am
interrupted while I am talking and having a conversation and the other person
just goes at it with out caring.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel it is unfair that someone else
can simply interrupt me while I was talking and that everyone else simply
shifts their attention so easily.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel that I have been betrayed by
the other person that simply interrupts me as if I do not exist and they do not
give a crap.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself as being little and not
valid when someone else interrupts me while I was talking and simply ignores me
as if I wasn't there.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself
to want to physically hurt some when they do that just because I feel
that they disrespected me.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect disrespect to being
interrupted,
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if someone interrupts
me that they disrespect me, realizing that it has nothing to do with
disrespect, that it is simply a sign of the other being not being aware in
consideration of their reality in the physical here, as they were boiling over
with thoughts and back chat that just had to come out and could not direct
themselves to wait and speak their turn, as I see that I have done this and
this is how I have experienced it.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to seek validation in people listening
to me when I speak, and thus with in this I create it personal when I am
interrupted.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to have back chat about the other
person when they interrupt me, instead of breathing and remaining here till
they are done and then continue.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to be spiteful towards the
other person after they interrupted me.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to get revenge towards the
person that interrupted me.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to want to make it personal with the
person that interrupted me just so that I can feel better about myself if we
have conflict and I can make the other person feel bad about themselves.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed the ego to exist with in conversations and so
when I am interrupted I realize that only the ego can take it personal and make
something out of it to regain its energy and not have to feel little and insecure.
I forgive myself
that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame others and to judge them when
they interrupt a conversation where I was speaking, realizing that I can only
judge if I have judge myself first and so I must look into my life and see
where I do similar things and judge myself for it and to first take self
responsibility for myself as all life one and equal and so be the living
example.
I commit myself to
when I am interrupted in a conversation to stop any reaction and take a breath
and to remain in breathe till I can speak again and simply continue.
I commit myself to
to use the tools that I have such as writing, self forgiveness, self honesty,
common sense and to apply them when I see the point coming up and to stop the
ego as the mind consciousness system and to re-birth myself as life as that which
is best for all life and be a living example.
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