Day 3: Do I need approval to change?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that I need approval to stand up and change, to stand as life one and equal as that which is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that I need approval from others to change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that if I need approval to end all abuse in this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that I need approval to give to all life equally and what is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/need/desire approval from others to do what is best for all life as myself and to end all abuse and to bring about change that can and will create heaven on earth.

realizing that I am the one with the decision always. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to justify why I am not changing through not getting the approval that I want from others to change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create and make approval a key point in my process of change as a deliberate self sabotage so that I can remain in fear and not change and take self responsibility, as I know that change implies change and that change is facing what I have accepted and allowed to manifest in this world as consequences that requires me to intervene and fix it as myself, that will take time and effort and though this realization I have created a fear towards all of this to not have to face it as myself.

I commit myself to stop the fear through walking through the consequences in common sense and to not keep on postponing the points, allow it to become bigger and bigger, instead I take action in each breathe

Thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to sabotage myself and who I am as changes that which is best for all life through creating the point of needing and wanting approval first to stop me and to let the abuse in this world continue.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear changing as I have always only done anything through approval, and change requires me to decide and to live it practically in each breathe as that which is best for all life as myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that I was born on this planet only to get approval, instead of realizing that i do not need approval as long as I am doing only what is best for all life in all ways.

Commitment.

I commit myself to write and forgive myself on all points where I feel/belief that I need approval to change and to stop the mind created belief and to do what is best for all life as myself one and equal in all ways and to take the steps/breathes to change.

Virus Free Mind by Bernard Poolman - see how we are similar to PC's in how we function are programmed.