Day 422 – Father and My Baby Part 2

continuing from Day 421 - Father to be SOON Part 1

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Anticipate the date of Birth for my Baby.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist saying my baby, seeing and realizing that I have a judgment towards saying my baby as a possession.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect a negative experience to the word possession and to add the word possession to the sentence “my baby” – seeing and realizing that it is My baby as I am responsible for the baby and eventually raising the baby to become a Adult that will be his own being.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to find it funny to say the words “my Baby”, seeing and realizing that saying the words “my baby” and finding it funny is because of the belief I have created for myself as a teenager where I saw that I would only have a baby at a much older age and now that I have a baby at this younger age it is unbelievable.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to find it “unbelievable” that I am going to be a father and have a baby – seeing and realizing that I only find it unbelievable because of a Belief that I have created about myself in my mind in relation to being a father.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a Belief of myself that I am unable to be a father and now that the point is here with me being a father and having a baby I stand within the point of disbelief of my own self-created belief, seeing and realizing that all beliefs must be deleted and that I must focus on what is here, no matter what the belief is that I have about myself – I stop and I breathe, I focus on reality and common sense and practicality within walking and living and breathing the principle of what’s best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to have created a Belief of myself in relation to being a father and to within this in opposite create disbelief within myself as well within being a father.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Fear that I will not be a good father, thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being a bad father.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that to be a father is a Good/bad relationship, seeing and realizing that being a father within its natural definition of the word is simply a reference to a man/being who has created a baby/child/being with another and thus is responsible for this being/child/baby till the baby/child/being stands on its own and lives his/her own life within the principles and teaching that the father has passed on through being a Living example of what’s best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to complicate the word Father and what it must mean within the eyes of others, instead of keeping it simple and real within what’s here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Judge myself as being a father – seeing and realizing that this judgment is the Judgment that I have placed onto others who has been father or become fathers and within my secret mind, and now that I am to be a father the Judgment is placed upon myself, as I have done onto another I am doing onto myself.

to be continued.