I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
make life a game of power, to see who's got the most power and who is the
weakest.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear
being seen as weak, or the weakest.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
fear others having power over me and that I have lost the game, and thus as I
am a loser I must obey or submit to the winner, or become their friend and be
in their good books, in order to make up for the loss.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
make life about gaining power over others.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe that if I do not have power over others that I am weak.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
feel insecure and less than others if I do not have some form of power over
them.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe that if I do not have power over others that they have power over me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
believe that if someone has power over me, that I must fear them.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear
the idea of someone having power over me and that they can somehow mind control
me or make me feel bad about myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
fear the idea that someone has power over me from having certain abilities that
I don’t and that they can use it against me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
compete with everyone in my world to see who’s got power over who, and within
this establish a self-definition of myself, that is either of superiority or
inferiority.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not see and realize how I am creating all my fear within my world through competing
with everyone to see who’s got power over who, as I see and realize that when
and as I do this, that I am creating points of fear that isn’t really there,
and can only exist because I am playing this game.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
seek power over others to feel secure, seeing and realizing that I only do this
because I feel insecure about myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not see and realize that when and as I seek power over others, in any form that
I can find power within, if it is physical or mental or metaphysical, I am
creating points of fear within myself and my reality.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not see and realize that when and as I play the game of seeking power over others,
that I will find people that I can over power and that this will create a point
of submission within me and my world and thus give complete fear/power towards
the other persona and thus imprison myself within what this other person thinks
about me or see in me or have towards me as I will become self-conscious within
this persons presence because I believe now that this person really has power
over me simply because my game did not work out, which is all bullshit and only
mental delusion.
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