Day 178 – The salesman in my head, Buying Crap Part 2

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that I am a product of Capitalism and that I will be a capitalist within my mind where I will sell other peoples products to myself through back chat and internal conversations as the result of brainwashing and pro-gramming from those that has gone before me, and to within this spend and waist money on random crap that isn’t practical or an actual Necessity.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that I was raised and programmed to make decisions that is always in my own self interest and that it is always connected to money, as I will make all decisions based on money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Spend money just because I belief that the product I am buying is going to save me money because it is on a special or cheap, not seeing and realizing that this kind of behavior and thinking pattern is what advertisers brainwashed into society and people, because the obvious thing to save money is to NOT buy the shit on specials.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that me buying crap/shit just because it is on a special or cheap is from and as the starting point of fear, fear of not getting this deal again and fear of that i might need this thing I can buy now for cheaper somewhere in the future.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that the whole world is on specials and sales and good deals daily because the people selling knows that we are all living in fear and self interest and thus they WILL take advantage of it through manipulating peoples decisions with money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I go to the mall to literally Create things within my mind right there and then in the mall that I Think I need suddenly and make myself belief I do need it, not seeing and realizing that it is absolute brainwashing directing me, there might as well have been a TV in my brain with a guy advertising everything I see to me and making it sound and look good.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that that everything that is created within Capitalism isn’t made for your best interest, it is made to make Capital plain and simple and through this everything is made and created to SELL itself in your mind in your secret thoughts and back chat and that as we humans are raised to only be pockets of money for the monster system, we will fall for it all, all the time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Fool myself into thinking that the products that is within shops are there for ME to be able to live a life of value and worth, when in fact it is for me to make others worth something so they can have their values which is always money as the end result.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that The SECRET MIND where each human being is always alone with themselves talking and scheming and gossiping and doing who knows what in their minds is the tool that is being used through advertisements to inception of ideas/beliefs/fears into the people’s minds so that when they make a decision to buy crap people will always think they made the decision, because it happened in their minds, not seeing that it was secretly in the open implanted, and since no one ever reveals their secret minds to others or themselves it is used as a weapon to create the ultimate consumers.

To be continued.