Day 99 – Moving Myself Moving the World Part 5 commitments


I commit myself to when and as I see myself participating within thoughts/back chat/feelings/emotions to instead of allowing them to roam free and to continue on through my direct participation in them, to stop within myself and to instead allow myself to breathe and to let go and to self forgive myself for the thoughts/back chat/feelings/emotions and to not judge myself but to instead allow myself to let the thoughts/feelings/emotions and back chat flow through me like a filter and to let them be purified within and as breathe so that/to bring myself here where I already am in fact to the physical reality and to remain here, so that I may realize that who I am as the physical is real as it is evident and that all thoughts/feeling/emotions are but only part of the brainwashing and pre-programming that was placed to keep me enslaved to to never wake up from the LIE I am living in and as the mind as pictures and memories as the false gods imposing themselves onto the physical that leads to what is here currently on earth as literal hell for most life, for all animals/plants/humans and the earth itself – as we wonder and give into thought/feelings/emotions/back chat I/we are zombies for the system as the system uses what we have as our switches as our thoughts/feelings/emotions to simply switch me/us to buy and to consume and to only seek out own happiness that will make the few on top make billions and live in their own little heavens while earth burns down around them/us, and to realize that as long as I give thoughts/feeling and emotions permission and validation as being real and as if the experiences they give me as real, that I am literally a perfect consumer that is/was perfectly brainwashed to be controlled and that I can stop through breathing and through self forgiveness and through writing and thus.

I commit myself to when and as I find myself lost in my own thoughts/feelings/emotions/back chat to stop and to give to myself the time to sit down to take out a book and a pen or to turn on my PC and to not be directed through thoughts/feelings/emotions and to write and to set myself free and to bring myself back here as  breathe as all that is here in oneness and equality and to actually SEE with REAL eyes the physical and what I/we are/have done to earth and the physical so that I can take and move myself to move the world to a place that is best for all life in all ways, as this I see I will honor myself and respect myself, as I will be able to say I have taken selfresponsABLEty for myself and life with my own free self movement and that I was/am not directed through/by any energy such as thoughts/feelings/emotions/back chat.

I commit myself to when and as I see/find myself trapped within my own experience that I created for myself with my own mind as thoughts/feelings/emotions/back chat to stop within myself and to breathe and to not continue the conversations and the experience as if it is set in stone that this is how I must experience myself and to say/justify that I have already gone into it, thus I can not do anything about it, realizing that within continuing that little voice telling me that. is what isn’t making it stop and thus I as the physical body as the physical as all that is here must simply breathe, and not the mind.. and be here and to let the thoughts/feelings/emotions flow through me as a filter so that I may instead of judging myself and giving myself to the mind as a brainwashed zombie, to instead purify that which is within me that I give permission as the breathe back to life through me to not separate myself from what is here instead  to stand one and equal as that which is here where I am the directive principal as that which is best for all life.

I commit myself to when and as I see/find myself in a moment being directed by energy as/of the mind as thoughts/feelings/emotions/back chat to stop and realize that I am being mind controlled as I understand that all thoughts/feelings/emotions/back chat is of the past as memory/experiences and thus when as as I follow thoughts/feelings/emotions/back-chat that I am simply following past memories/experiences that is the same as repeating history over and over showing to me that I have not yet developed actual self will and free choice as breathe, as breath is not determined by any energy and thus requires actual self movement and self direct to move myself and thus as I move as breathe in each breath I move as the physical one and equal and thus I move as the world as all that is here that is real, as that which is already here is that which is real and so I commit myself to write and to forgive myself and to set myself free from all energy and mind possessions and to forgive the past that I have programmed and that was programmed into me as the living flesh that I am, where I as the living flesh currently have created and manifested patterns/habits that keeps me locked into the energetic time-loops of consciousness that is not best for all life and thus I must walk in the flesh the corrections as my writing and my self forgiveness is my support and my anchor that I create for myself to walk this process of birthing myself as life one and equal as that which is best for all life.

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