What I fear I attract. When I leave my brothers and Sisters
to fear I equally accept and allow the attraction/creation.
Fear is an illusion, when we stop fear it does not exist. So
why do I fear? The question changes here to be more specific to rather what do
I fear, what is more specific than why, why is simple, I fear because of the
believe that I am separate from ALL that is here, so I place myself in a bubble
of me against everything, where everything is against me, where I am in a consistent
state of blame, victimization, fight or flight, control and following
irrational thoughts and thinking.
When I ask what I fear, I can see where I have accepted
separation and abdicated responsibility for myself, and when I abdicate
responsibility as myself, I abdicate responsibility for ALL and everything that
is here, as I am all that is here as the manifestation of what is here one and
equal. This places me within a consistent position of fear/paranoia/stress and
anxiety.
What I fear is HOW I will die, and within the fear of HOW I
will die, I fear suffering, what I will go through, how the death of me will
be, I fear suffering, I fear torture, I fear abuse, I fear a position of
powerlessness where I have NO say, no way out,
no way of making a difference or preventing what is going to be done
onto me or could be done onto me to the point where I die, and then what I fear
after that is either existing with this trauma for eternity as what I went
through or simply not existing/destroyed.
Can I make peace with suffering? Can I stand one and equal to
suffering, to torture, to the abuse and abuse of the physical body that is
intentional and against my will, can I stop the fear of this, and even when
this occurs, if it were to occur, can I stand equal and one within such a
moment, and yet not have fear, to not give into the mind as illusion and to
actually be here and stand within who I am.
Sure, it isn’t necessary, what is my fear telling the
universe/LIFE/existence? It is saying, please let this point manifest so that I
can face it just to not fear it, so I see and realize that either way, I can
stop the fear, or manifest the fear to only end up stopping the fear anyway, only
to realize that after it all, I am still here, I am okay and I must move
forward. Either in this life or the hereafter, I am always with me, and fear
either way is useless and an illusion..
FEAR is showing us as humanity how to manifest within this holographic
existence, where we are collectively GOD, and what we participate within we
manifest in fact, we as humanity, as a whole together always, through all time,
are manifesting and creating.
Scriptures such as the Bible are passed on sins, it is a book
where people have written the past and the future within, and so have locked in
generations to keep on creating the revelation as the end of days as it is passed on, because this
book is a great example of how what our grandparents FEARED as the end of the
world to come should be ,and yet has never come, yet we as the grandchildren
still now carry that end times scripture within us, as if we are taking a
burning torch and carrying it on to keep it burning and thus keep this
manifestation in sight and creating it. And so it shall be. So, to be clear
that this is showing what we fear isn’t necessarily manifested in our lifetimes
either, as manifestation takes time, but take a look, we as HUMANITY are GOD
and to god (the physical/life) a day is a thousand years on earth. A thousand years is plus/minus 12 fully
lived generations for the human form as god vessel.
If we strongly believe in the end of days, the end of the
world, we will create it, we will make it happen, we WILL manifest it and we
will experience it as a collective, as humanity, if we BELIEVE heaven on earth
will be here within a hundred years, it will be so, we will create it, we will
make it so. Yet, FEAR seems to be the easiest path, suffering seems to be
preferred path above real labour/work and to create and be creators.
Ask yourself this, whos fears/illusions are we carrying like a burning torch to keep it alive, to manifest it,, to make it so, and WHY? and we must realize that we keep running with that torch forward in the holding of the FEAR within us, as the signs of the TIMES manifest more and more these end times, because of already hundreds of years of manifestations (so the fear become sgreater as physical evidence is now manifesting as "evidence" to manifest that illusion/fear and so we do not stop, because we fear doing somthing in vain if we stop, and that ALL we have believed in, participated within to menifest a fear will have been for nothing, and the evidence that is here of apparent end times and suffering will be proofed to not have to be so further is we simply STOP the fear and manifestation of it, so we would rather NOT stop and keep going just to not do it for nothing, even if it means destroying everything and going through unpresidented suffering for generations. That is mental.
I have witnessed this for myself, how I can be SOO lazy that
I would rather live in a dirty room with things standing everywhere and me just
sitting on my ass because I feel like it, rather than getting up and cleaning
my room. because if I have to get up, I would realize, shit I have been lazy all this time and the reasons I had for my room getting dirty are invalid now. how dissapointing for me to realize I was responsible, nothing else to blame and to victimize myself.
I have seen how I prefer the mess, the chaos, the
destruction and negligence of things within my world, within MYSELF as who I am, OVER spending some time, some moments of a bit of “discomfort” to create
myself, to develop and to expand, I would rather live in a world of complete disorder
and discomfort as my surroundings than having some discomfort WITHIN myself as
my experience and my body to mvoe a bit.
Because I FEAR I will fuck up, and so through the fear of
fucking up, I have given up and simply let everything be a fuck up, because
that way nothing can be pinpointed to ME being the fuckup, because..... LOOK!!
everything is a fuckup, there is no evidence to blame me, I didn’t create
this.
Why are we accepting and allowing the destruction of earth? Because
we all fear if we stood up and showed our heads, then we will suddenly be
responsible, and thus it will be able for others to blame and judge us, so we
rather not get up at all and just get lost in the mess, to hide in the mess, and
we would rather be murdered, starve and go through horrendous experiences such
as the end of the world than having a bit of discomfort within ourselves, we
hate inconveniences, yet we as a group as humanity accept and allow
TOTAL inconvenience for earth and our species as life here in the physical – as long as we just do not experience anything inside of
ourselves that is uncomfortable for a moment to change the COURSE of things, because, YES!! it will take some hardcore action as a whole/group.
There is NO stopping what we have already given permission to,
to manifest and that has already manifested and that now will be a consequential
outflow of the acceptances and allowances as our FEARS to manifest from the past and present, and yes whatever
we can imagine as our fears will come true, this is oneness and equality, this
is what it means to be god in fact, we create what we BEHOLD in our eyes.
But, we are god right?
For a moment, take in the fact that you are god in fact, you
manifest in fact what has been, that is here and what will be, what if god (you)
stop, a dead stop, what if god simply does not move forward on what is already
here, and say, till here and no further, I forgive myself, I accept full
responsibility for what is here as ALL time, all consequences, I forgive all
fear, I stand as LIFE, I will myself to stand as what is best for all life, I
stop to fear my brothers and sisters, I stop the illusion of separation, I am
all that is here as LIFE, I allow myself to let go of all illusion of fear, no
matter how extreme the fear is, I stop, I am here, be still and Know that I am
god, I am god, what does that mean, be still, still and darkness within, remove yourself from the fear manifestation propoganda of the mind, stop being one particapating within it, be STILL within and STILl within not moving with the massess, this way we change the MASS that everything consist of to be that of silence/stillness, we make a dent, we then stand as darkness/god and we create within the principle of LIFE.
I realize
that I am the one in fact behind the steering wheel, I can turn around now, I
do not linger anymore in regret, in shame, I no longer linger in the illusion
that it is too late, I Stand as LIFE.I realize there is no honour in continueing forward with the path of fear, there is no respect, so what ever I fear losing by stopping isn;t a loss at all of nothing, it is a GAIN in life.
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