Who am I? When I ask this short and simple question it feels like the universe is opening up to me, I see that within the question of Who am I, I am attempting to place myself in a box, through a short description, Perhaps I must take in the Universe and see who am I in reverse to this question.
Instead of Placing myself as who I am in a short description, I can rather expend myself as who I am as all that is HERE. 
I
 have seen and realized that in each Breath, each moment, That I am in 
those breathes and moments each time living a different word, not by 
choice, it is as if it is happening to me, a mood will come over me and I
 am living the word mood, or anger, or sadness, or happiness.
There
 are so many words that I am living and yet not aware of them, these 
words describe who I am in each moment. The problem I am seeing is how I
 am not the directive principle of who I am in each moment/breath. 
I
 have been practicing and implementing a new way of defining myself in 
each moment/breathe - instead of me living and accepting and allowing 
certain unknown words to come to me and for me to live them, I take a 
word instead, and I embrace that new word in each moment, a word that I 
would like to live, a word that I see will support and assist me to 
become my utmost potential, to become living words. 
This
 is not to create a polarity, such as when I am sad, to now embrace and 
live the word Happiness, NO! I take a word that is a correction, looking
 at why did sadness just come over me, perhaps I need to embrace the 
word Alone, to be alone, to stand alone, to be okay with being alone, as
 the word alone within it can be ALL as ONE - so alone isn't really 
being alone, it is to be here with ALL life as One, redefined to become a
 living understanding and to embrace ME - because I may have been sad 
due to being hurt by someone else, which showed me that I was reliant on
 others to bring me happiness, and thus not satisfied with myself, 
perhaps I have never really looked at myself and said, hey let me be 
alone for a while and focus on myself to be satisfied with myself, let 
me first embrace me.
So, Who am I? I am the words 
that I live in each moment/breath - I can either choose the words, 
understand the words, live the words and direct and decide my own live, 
or I can just sit and let any and all words influence me, being a victim
 to life, as words create our Wor(l)d. 
                                                                    

 
 
 
 
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