Day 9 - Limited Time to change.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not fully realize that I have a limited time with in the physical to change and correct myself as that which is best for all life and rebirth myself as life in each breath.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that each breathe is a moment in time that I have to change myself and to correct myself and rebirth myself as life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize fully that each time/breath that I waste is time/breathe I can never get back.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that I have a lot of time and that what ever I want to do and change now can wait for another time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not fully realize that If I do not apply myself here and now in each breath with in space and time in and as the physical, that I will have to do it Later anyway, and that I will have to walk physical consequences as we live in a reality of consequences that is much more work and that I might not get the opportunity I have right now, maybe even never.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take my time that I have here in each and ever breath with in space and time on earth for granted,

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a mind illusion with in my mind that I have a lot of time left in this world and that tomorrow is another day to change, realizing that I might not be here in my next breathe, as we live in a reality of physical consequences and thus I have no idea what may or may not happen tomorrow, and thus I am responsible for me in each breathe here as life, as that which is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be a slave to time and space instead of directing myself in and as breath with in this world that exist with in space and time to be effective with myself and to not create any mind delusions or projection into the future, to remain here with myself in each breath rebirth myself as this is what is here right now as all of me as all that I accept and allow to exist.

I commit myself to write and to forgive myself when ever I see that I am getting lazy and thus waiting my time in the mind,

thus I commit myself to breathe and to work with myself here in and as the physical with in each breathe.

I commit myself to apply myself with in the limited time I am given here on earth in the best ways possible that I can as that which is best for all life in all ways.