I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
fear fucking up when and as I have to follow up with the leads I have gathered
at the Show within the past ten days.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
fear all the problems that might be coming up when and as I do follow up with
the leads and they do want to products and then I might not have the product
available.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
fear being bad salesmen.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
fear giving bad service to my clients without even me knowing it.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
fear that my “intentions” that is “good” turns out to be bad.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not see that it is my intention that is creating the fear/paranoia, because I
am intending instead of actually doing.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not see that there is a difference between being a good salesmen and intending
to be a good salesmen.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
intent to be a good salesman instead of being a good salesmen, and sell a
fucking car to someone and to go through everything that is required to sell a
car.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
fear being a good car salesmen, seeing and realizing how I am using intention
as a way to have a justification for why I wasn’t doing it to hide the fear.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
be nervous about calling people and following up on people and talking to
people and giving them all the information they need.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
fear that I will not have all the information and knowledge that people want or
ask of me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
not see that when and as I am faced with such a scenario where I do not have
all the knowledge or information that is required to apply myself practically,
that it is showing me where I need to upgrade and thus I can use the opportunity
to upgrade myself on those points and empower myself to move from intention to
actuality and out of justification and taking responsibility.
I commit myself to when and as I go to work to get all my
information on all my leads/prospect in order and to then give the courage to
myself to dial the numbers and to make contact with those people.
I commit myself to let go of all personal insecurities and to take action within the bigger picture
of everything and to not be limited by my own feelings/emotions/thoughts within
me, and to push beyond into the unknown and learn and to better myself.
I commit myself to when and as I see that I am postponing a
point, to stop and to breathe and to realize that I must go where I resist to
go, that this is me taking responsibility for my pre-programming and to step
out of the preprogramming so that I can learn to know myself and to change.
I commit myself to when and as I see that I am thinking and contemplating
and having back chat about calling back the leads/customers to stop and to
breathe within the realization that it is the mind attempting to hold me back
and as a slave to the thoughts/feeling/emotion as energy, as I see and realize
that once I move through the points, that there will be understanding and thus
no more thoughts/feelings/emotions and thus me breathing which is not what the
mind wants as it does not generate energy.
I commit myself to stop Intention, to stop myself and my
actions that are intending to do something, and to actually do something.
I commit myself to when and as I see that I am intending to
sell a car instead of fucking selling a car, to stop and to breathe and to see
what is behind the intention, what is the intention protecting and hiding, and
to stop that and to move myself from intention to actual movement and do it.
I commit myself to when and as I see that I am in the
intention mode, where all my actions and words are intending to stop the
intention, and to take a deep breath and to see where and how I can actually do
it. Within the understanding that doing
it does not mean I must expect a certain outcome, it means I will get a certain
outcome, thus I must take the outcome and see what comes out and how I can move
myself from there.
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