Please listen to this recording, then you will find my
writings below. I write in this blog in Self-Forgiveness what comes up within
me while listening to this video. What comes up can be different for everyone,
so I suggest you also write in self-forgiveness what came up for you – this can
be reactions, insights, revelations, realizations, judgments – any thoughts,
feelings and emotions.
What I got at first was hearing Bernard saying – everyone is
For ever losing – I then realized that when we go deep enough into the word
Evolution within the sound of the word and letters, we get to the word actually
expressing everyone for ever losing.
Self-forgiveness
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
see evolution as something great and magnificent, not seeing and realizing the
implications of evolution as it is currently is that of the weak will perish
and the strong will prevail, and so within that accepting and allowing abuse
within MYSELF as always defining myself on the winning end of evolution and so
justifying the abuse and death and destruction of all other life forms as
simply being weak and so part of evolution – thus not seeing and realizing that
within this Everyone is forever losing, as evolution will then never end and within
the design and construct of evolution abuse is justified and even promoted.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
simply accept the theory of evolution as something natural and that cannot be
directed, and so I am always a victim of evolution and must simply accept where
the cookie crumbs fall as natural and part of evolution – NOT being real with
myself within what is here as the HUMAN created systems that are unnatural and
designed within a money construct of GREED and abuse of all life, and so
Evolution running as a justification within that consideration is actually
something the elite/rich and greedy like, as those that are suffering and being
abused will accept the abuse and not stand up, as it will be justified in our
own minds as simply us being weak and also being part of the evolution process –
meantime it is a human system that is deliberately created to abuse for self-interest.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
define myself as HOW I am within my living/body within the construct of
evolution, and accordingly classify myself as weak or strong, where I will
justify my status within the theory of evolution through how much money I have,
how good I look how much sex I get, how well I am doing in social groups, and
so accordingly accept and allow abuse of myself and others.
I forgive myself that I have NOT accepted and allowed myself
to SEE and realize that evolution is ANYTHING that accumulates within the 1+1+1
mathematical equation and so what evolves on this planet has nothing to do with
it being natural, but rather about what we accept and allow within ourselves
and this world, and so we can direct and create a world that is best for all
through stopping the mind/self-interest as ego, stand for and as ALL LIFE and
to accumulate that instead to evolve.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed abuse in
the name of evolution.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed
justifications in the name of evolution.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
form self-limitations, judgements of myself and accordingly abuse myself in the
name of evolution.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
abuse others, to see and judge others as weak, as useless, as less, as inferior
in the name of evolution.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
create SEPARATION between all LIFE, humans, plants, animals and even the air I
breath and so creating fear and abuse in the name of evolution.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to GIVE
up on myself and others through giving into the theory of evolution as a way to
escape self-responsibility and my response ability to al life as one as equals.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to to
place myself and others in certain boxes of judgement of who is weak, who is
strong, who deserves to survive and who does not – showing and revealing to me
that this is what I am accepting and allowing as evolution to accumulate and
thus not natural by an actual deliberate act of creation that is evil, as if
evil is the solution.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to
When I look in the mirror, when I see the gift as my body, as my physical, t
judge my body as either weak or strong, and so accepting and allowing according
to my judgements of my body a certain position within myself within this world
as being part of evolution, either as someone that deserves to suffer and die
and be weak, or to be strong and must survive, and so accepting and allowing
not only consequences of abuse within my own life, but have the same approach to
all life, and thus accepting ad allowing abuse of all life, from the small
creatures and children to the big.
I commit myself to stop the nonsense as no sense of the
accepted and allowed theory of evolution as something that is natural, and to
instead live the accumulation as the direction of evolution of LIFE as equality
and oneness of all life and to evolve life from survival and abuse to living
and to be of expression in a practical realistic manner that is BEST FOR ALL.
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