I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to FEAR letting go of the fears within me that I have used to define me and to thus guide me and control me and keeping me enslaved to patterns and behaviors that I believe is best for me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in the consistent fear of not having money and security within this world.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in the consistent fear of being all alone in this world.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in the fear of what others think of me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in the fear of what others might do to me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in the fear of what this money driven system can do to me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in the fear of being harmed by other humans.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in the fear of not having a roof over my head.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in the fear of living the same way as billions of others do in this world, in poverty.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in the fear of losing what I hold dear through changing or through circumstances.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing my time and the time that I have within this world and not using it to my utmost potential.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in the fear of doing something wrong.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in the fear of failing.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live in the fear of being seen and actually being different from society.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear trusting myself and what that might mean, which is unknown.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the unknown.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear myself as the unknown.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I will be trapped in this world system and not be able to change a thing.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear the world coming to an end as an actual desire that I had as a kid, just ending everything, and now seeing this desire was actually a denial of a fear within me.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear JUST doing what I see I need to do in moments and to push myself beyond my fear in any moment to do what is required to do.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear doing things out of fear and to within this do things out of fear anyway.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide from my fears.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to suppress my fears and deny my fears.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear this reality and the cruelty that exist within it, from the system to the human that created it.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to actually take that step to truly change.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear not knowing what that actual first step is to actually change and to take a stand.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give myself to the service of life absolutely.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that if the world/my life changes that I will face myself as who I am and what I could have done to bring change to this world that is best for all life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that at the end of my life that I will face myself as regret.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear regret.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear me facing my self-dishonesty at death as who I have accepted and allowed myself to be and live as, as fear.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear facing myself as consequences that isn’t best for all life and that knowing that who I am currently isn’t yet standing as LIFE and thus I know where I must move my ass.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to already live in regret and to fear that because of this regret I will not be able to ever actually change anything.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear my past as who I have accepted and allowed myself to be and to define myself as and to within this fear that I will just die as a past and not as LIFE that is standing in absolute self-honesty and that I everything in my power to change this world.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear looking crazy within me expressing myself to bring change to this world that is best for all life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear saying and speaking the common sense and the self-honesty that is required to be spoken to penetrate this reality and to bring change, starting with myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear that I will never get rid of my past as a current definition of who I am.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear facing the truth about me into the core of who I am and to stand up from that and to see what is HERE for real as LIFE, where nothing is painted in thoughts/emotions/feelings to be something else, and to fear what I might see as OUR creation that is here of abuse and absolute dishonor to life.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear facing the dishonor that I have existed as and still do to some extent towards LIFE.
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