Day 580 - Image, I am age Part 1

Image
I am age

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live/exist as an image, where this image has become in my mind who I am, as the age that I am at and how that age as the image tells me of my age and thus who I must be, or should be.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that all my life I have defined myself according to my age as the image that my age has become/shown as the form of my physical body and to within this change each time who I am as my physical form as the Image changes within the believe that it is who I am, seeing and realizing that the image isn’t who I am as my physical form and that who I am also isn’t my age/image.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire for myself to be a certain age to be able to present a certain image, where I am defining myself according to my age and thus what I am capable of doing or not doing, and to within this limit myself within what I do as I am determining who I am within what Image/age I am at.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to NOT see and realize that as long as I look at what AGE I Am, as the IMAGE that I have and can project onto reality within the believe that people will only listen/hear or respect me when I am that certain age – that I am determining everything about myself based on a from as my physical body and how it ages on what I am doing with my life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to trap myself within the Image that I am representing as my physical body/form currently through believing that my image/form is who I am.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to accept and allow within me what my parents have trained me to believe since I was a baby where they would praise my body as being cute, handsome and so forth as making it about who I am as a being/life and thus I started taking their words and internalizing it within me where it became my thoughts/thinking and how I am associating who I am with my Image/form.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be brainwashed by society to believe that who I am is my image and that if my image is a certain way then it means that I must be that certain way.

I forgive myself that I haven’t seen and realize how extensive this image point is, how I have lived most of my live as the IMAGE of my physical form as who I am, and to within this I have completely missed who I am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into a sense of loss, sadness for how have missed this point my entire life, and how I have in fact indulged in this Image point as making the image my physical form presents who I am, as I had an advantage within my image above others and what society “likes” more, gives favor to more.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to indulge in the Image that I am/have become as who I am, and to within this design and create my life according to my image and what I believe my image can do for me or not do for me in the eyes of the system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become a Mage, where I play with my Image as creating energy within others through how I present myself and how I move my image as a system to manipulate and “charm” and to sway people.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to place value into the image that my physical body presents, self-value, who I am, when I know as all and everyone else know, this image dies at death, and yet I keep on doing it, just because I am receiving some form of energy from people, the system of being accepted and if my image is a bit better than others I may even be treated better or get further in the system without having to work as hard.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to confuse my Image with who I am and to within this live this confusion of who I am and my image, always conflicted within myself as being good looking and not good looking and within this also then experience myself accordingly.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give Images value, especially my own image.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that as long as I hold images within me that are false as to who I am, where all images are false within who I am that I will not know who I am as I will confuse images with what is real, as the physical as the substance as LIFE.
I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that I am all forms, all images and to hold one image within me that I am identifying myself as then I am in separation of all forms as Life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from Life as all forms through limiting myself within the believe that I am only one form/image and that this form/image defines me and who I am, and that I did this even with the knowledge of death and that death is the one point that can reveal to oneself what is real and what is not as who I am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to attaché value and energy experiences to images/forms.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to value some images/forms more than others, instead of seeing and realizing that when all forms/images are from the same substance of life and that not one or more can have different values within me as an energetic experience.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create values within me towards images where I am literally attracted to certain images, and also where I oppose other images, creating a polarity construct within me in relation to how I view/see reality, which isn’t from a physical practical stand point, but from a polarity design construct of what I personally am attracted to or oppose instead of what works best and that is practical for all, such as my own Image that I have create attraction towards and where I oppose certain parts, and within this view reality from my own self judgments of my own Image and Likeness, which makes my view point Bias and not trust worthy.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to desire some/certain images and features of these images within others as I have defined myself as an image and to within this self-definition of my image separated myself from all images, which now creates a desire/attraction within me towards what I have separated from me as Images, instead of being here as all forms/images one and equal and to realize that I am all forms/images and that what I desire in others is simply parts of me that I have not embraced.

A twist

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself and my life based on my own image and likeness, and to within this limitation live and express as this limitation ONLY, where the true Image and Likeness of ALL life is one and equal and there is no separation and within changing my understanding of that I am life in fact then I can take Image and likeness to a different perspective, where all LIFE is the image as one and equal and the likeness is that we are all in fact alike in substance even though there are different forms, and thus I as my New defined image and Likeness stand as LIFE one and equal as what is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that I age as I am living as an image, and because I live according to an image of limitation of man as where age has meaning and purpose, I age deliberately and participate within the aging process of humans for the sake of becoming certain images for my survival in this current world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to through living as an image to confirm that I am age, I am something that ages, that must get old, as I know and understand that images are created through energy within the mind where energy of the mind is never real and lasting, and thus through me accepting and allowing myself to exist as this energy as and of the mind as an image, then I will also not exist once I am done ageing as the Image and be no more, and thus I am one and equal to what I stand by, accept and allow.