I am writing these blogs to clear myself from any self-created
ideas/beliefs/opinions I have of myself and my past where I would always put
myself in the BETTER light of things, when in fact the truth wasn’t so sweet or
shiny.
And facing my fast and clearing it all up I find that I learn
a lot, I see a lot and a lot opens up, I can be self-honest with myself about
it all, no need to hide my past in the fear of what others may think and within
that becoming an image that moves instead of a living being breathe by breath.
I have noticed what happens when I lie, the lie isn’t real
but to the other person I just created something real, because to them its
truth, and then I have to change myself and my whole LIFE story to fit the lie
just to keep the illusion of the lie that it is truth for the other being, all
for some silly reason that the truth would not be cool enough, or the truth
would not make me seem better or awesome.
This kind of lying has spread through my life like a virus,
I became so used to lying about anything that it just seemed natural, because I
have always been able to get away with it, and at the same time when I get away
with it, I get better and better friends or I become more popular, depends on
how I took the real story and changed it to a lie that is always for the best
of my own self-interest, and I know what others are impressed by, so I always
change my story to have those thing sin, and there I have successfully lied.
So living this LIEf has become too difficult, because the lies
were backed by truth, the real story and there was always someone else that
knew the real story. So I have this constant thing of making sure the truth and
the lie does not come together, or the bubble would be popped, because truth
wins automatically, its always got physical evidence plus myself as the
evidence.
I had to remember so many made up stories that I had to have
to tell to so many different people and never confuse them, fuck it was all
about bloating up my ego.
This has nothing to do with the secret, but it does because
Lies is loud and truth is always secret, and here we have a bunch of people
that was smart enough to make the secret loud and the truth seem like a waste
of time, I mean fuck the truth, just ask then believe and then receive, fuck
the fact that you have to pay bills or having to work hard for money to
survive, the facts suck, just use the secret.
And then they have the guts to add a massive LIE to the
theory of the secret and how it works, they added made up beliefs about how it
works in fact with awesome graphics in a DVD that was for sale, using so much
things that can make sense but is simple bullshit, it’s like making it seem
really possible through making pretty pictures that show you have it can be
done and then simply let you try it, over and over.
See the people who created the secret never tells us the
true story, the story that is truly the reasons for why they got so stinking
rich, number one of the truth is, all they had to do was sell the bullshit to
us folks, they did not even have to ask or believe, they just had to deceive and
manipulate and then receive, because the truth is, they know everyone is struggling
with surviving, and they know everyone is thus vulnerable, and thus they knew
they could make something seem amazingly possible and realistic and that people
will fall for it and showing graphic displays of how it “does” work over and
over will make people believe that its possible.
The secret of the secret is, They know that no human knows
how the mind works and how thoughts work or how we have them or create them or
where feelings and emotions come from, and thus they knew that they could make
up any shit, any bullshit and anyone would fall for ii, because no one can say
they are wrong, because no one knows anything about the human mind and how it
works in fact, except here at Desteni, we have properly investigated it for
many years and we even offer a free course so that each one can get a clue and
not fall for this bullshit ever again and actually start facing the true story,
so I suggest follow this link and click HERE and join up and do it, finish it,
face the reality of things and fix this world as ourselves first, there is no
magic and saving just one person won’t make any difference.
Ok, I must now stop here and continue on the secret
tomorrow, where I give my example.
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