Day 570 – Accepting the Positive but not the negative

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that in a moment when I feel good, when I feel like everything is going in the right direction and things are looking bright, to within this feeling/experience lose sight of what is here, where I go into the experience of Bliss and ignorance to reality, within what exist within me and within this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is okay to be in a positive/feeling experience as long as it isn’t bad, as long as I am feeling good, the world is okay, my world is okay, and so when I go into the positive feelings within me to create a polarity of negative through the ignorance and Bliss to reality, thus missing what is here.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into the positive experience of everything is Good, I Feel good and thus things are good within me and with this world, not seeing and realizing the obvious self-deception, as I know who I am and what exist within me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make positive experiences/feeling within me okay, and yet condemn the negative just because of how each one makes me feel, seeing and realizing that the mind uses energy, no matter if it is good or positive, to enslave us in the mind, as I can see within myself for myself that when I am within a negative or positive experience/feeling I am within the mind, I am trapped and enslaved within energy and thus within my patterns/programs/behaviors.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I can only Move and direct myself when I feel positive, when I feel good, and to within this acceptance and allowance give away my authority as myself to move and direct myself in any moment and to rely on only good and positive moments to direct and move myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see me as being positive as just being that, being positive, instead of seeing it for what it is which is energy, which is the same in feelings negative or positive, and thus when I am within any mood/experience if it’s positive or negative I see it for what it is, which is energy, which is of the mind, and within understanding the mind which functions only on energy and thus enslaving the body/person to patterns/habits/behaviors not matter what feeling or emotion it creates within a person/myself – thus I stop any energy that is designed within polarity thus follows pre-programmed designs of patterns/habits/behaviors that isn’t best for me either way, as it is always set within terms and conditions of limitations.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to play the game of chasing positive experience/feelings, which only confirms my actual experience of myself which is negative, why else would I seek positive then?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live within a negative experience/emotional state of myself and to within this acceptance and allowance of me as being negative/bad/sinful always being trapped in the seeking of the positive and thus my life consists of me always only seeking positive, and that is all life will be and can be to me as long as I accept and allow this way of existence of polarities.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that if I wake up, and if the first things I think about in the morning is negative or positive, that the rest of my day will not be about me LIVING but about me seeing the other polarity or seeking to get out of the other polarity.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make it normal as who I am to live within a polarity construct day in and day out and so it continues till death, and within accepting and allowing it as normal I am not seeing, realizing and understanding fully that that is all my live can be, a polarity game, and thus when I die, I will die as existing as nothing more of less than just a polarity and I never actually lived, as I, as who I am without a polarity design is nowhere to be found, as I have defined myself according polarities which is simply energy that comes and go, not who I am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that it is Too difficult to not live in a polarity of either negative or positive, as I haven’t yet defined myself without the polarities, and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fall back into polarities as I have already given the polarities more authority then who I am here as Breathe.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being directionless, or not knowing what to do with myself if I do not have energy that directs me in either positive or negative and to within this fear fall into the polarity design, thus I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to give Breathe a chance, to give life a chance, to give ME a chance and to trust that I have the authority to step out of any polarity, negative or positive, and be in breathe and to move and direct myself from there within self-honesty and common sense.

Day 567 - Words and Who I Am

 Who am I? When I ask this short and simple question it feels like the universe is opening up to me, I see that within the question of Who am I, I am attempting to place myself in a box, through a short description, Perhaps I must take in the Universe and see who am I in reverse to this question.

Instead of Placing myself as who I am in a short description, I can rather expend myself as who I am as all that is HERE. 

I have seen and realized that in each Breath, each moment, That I am in those breathes and moments each time living a different word, not by choice, it is as if it is happening to me, a mood will come over me and I am living the word mood, or anger, or sadness, or happiness.

There are so many words that I am living and yet not aware of them, these words describe who I am in each moment. The problem I am seeing is how I am not the directive principle of who I am in each moment/breath. 

I have been practicing and implementing a new way of defining myself in each moment/breathe - instead of me living and accepting and allowing certain unknown words to come to me and for me to live them, I take a word instead, and I embrace that new word in each moment, a word that I would like to live, a word that I see will support and assist me to become my utmost potential, to become living words. 

This is not to create a polarity, such as when I am sad, to now embrace and live the word Happiness, NO! I take a word that is a correction, looking at why did sadness just come over me, perhaps I need to embrace the word Alone, to be alone, to stand alone, to be okay with being alone, as the word alone within it can be ALL as ONE - so alone isn't really being alone, it is to be here with ALL life as One, redefined to become a living understanding and to embrace ME - because I may have been sad due to being hurt by someone else, which showed me that I was reliant on others to bring me happiness, and thus not satisfied with myself, perhaps I have never really looked at myself and said, hey let me be alone for a while and focus on myself to be satisfied with myself, let me first embrace me.

So, Who am I? I am the words that I live in each moment/breath - I can either choose the words, understand the words, live the words and direct and decide my own live, or I can just sit and let any and all words influence me, being a victim to life, as words create our Wor(l)d.

Day 471 – forgetting to live and to express myself.

Without noticing, I have forgotten to express myself, to live myself, to be myself, to be here.

When we do something every day that is the same, we start to become the same every day, we tend to mold ourselves into a character that we believe can handle this daily routine, a character that is set in a certain mind set, a certain thought pattern.

This thought patterns that we construct will eighty percent of the time lean towards a negative one, because we live in a world that is negatively charged by fear and thus everything we do is out of fear, the very job we have and that make ourselves believe is something we are doing because we love doing it, is a lie, because we are doing it out of fear for survival, for our daily bread that isn’t naturally provided to us.

So this is also the danger, I have been doing the same thing over and over every day, which isn’t a bad thing, that is simply an opinion of judgment, it is who I am within it, have I become a certain personality within what I do or am I deciding who I am within each moment within each breathe.

See the difference, if I am accepting and allowing myself to “become” a certain personality within what I do through accepting and allowing the daily influences to mold me, then I will become a negative personality, it is as simple as that, and thus I will have a negative mind set which will lead towards a negative outcome. What we resonate is what we create, even if we pretend to be positive, it is the resonance, that which Is unseen that will shape the outcome of anything.

Then there is the other way, where I wake up every morning and I decide who I am, am I the authority of who I am today, am I taking on my life situation full force with all that I am here in each and every breathe, am I the one making directive decisions and living them fully, am I the one that is living my utmost potential in each moment.

So there is the difference, and what I have been living isn’t the second option to a certain degree, I have accepted and allowed everything negative in my reality to influence me, my goals and my starting point, I have accepted and allowed myself to become negative within my stance and to resonate that “downiness” of not achieving, so on a daily scale I have been living in a down mood, a mood that brings everything down with me, no beaming LIFE coming from me, just me doing what I do every day with the already anticipated downiness within me, of no results, not achieving, just the same as before. And surprisingly that what I create and that’s what happens then.

So I see myself living my utmost potential, yet I fail living it because the utmost potential I am seeing in my head is just that, it isn’t a reflection of real time, living in the rawness of reality, one and equal within how the physical actually works and what I need to do and how I need to move in fact, an that’s half the point, I can’t live my utmost potential if I am only focused on the mind and holding myself in the past results, I must burst out of this confinement of the past and I must move with full confidence and full self-assurance and really mean it, I must move with pride and I self-trust and I must really live the day as if I am going to die today, there must be no excuse, there must be no reason for me to ever say I did not do my best in every single big or small moment to make things work that is best for all life.

I must break the physical spell I have placed over my own physical body – the spell if called thinking and the curse is the thoughts, these habitual thoughts and secret mind thinking is the killer of all time, killing time with doing nothing, yet doing so much, it is like planting trees but not watering them, not nursing them, but expecting fruit. The details of expression are important.

I accept and allow myself to express myself, to live and to be here, I allow myself to be big as live, I give myself this as a guide in each moment within each breathe. I am life and I am allowed to live.

Day 181 – Memories the present kept imprisoned in the cells

continuation of Day 180

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give any and all memories value and that they mean something and that they are special, not seeing and realizing that memories is simply the past and nothing more, and the past isn’t here unless I re-create the past through participating in memories and thus never moving forward and living life but only rewinding and replaying like a broken record.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize how ridiculous it is to hold onto memories that only I have in my head and that I can see/look at and play with as if it is real and wasting time and only distracting myself from what is here as reality and to make myself a slave to the past.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Trap the present in memories as prisons of pictures with energetic charges so that when and as I visit the prison cells as the memories are stored in the body in the cells, I can simply call the prisoner by its name and I will get a visitor/memory from the past that is either good or bad and I will get my energetic High from visiting the memory for a moment and then lock the memory back up, not seeing and realizing that I am over populating my prison and keeping it full – which cost energy and time and maintenance, instead of living here in and as the physical where everything is always here and no memory needed and thus no prison and not energy/costs/maintenance/time. And also not carrying the prison cells of memories with me everywhere I go is like taking a mountain of my back.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that I must fear letting go of memories.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that I must hold on to memories for some mental reason that has no actual physical practicality except for keeping us all in the past and repeating the past through living in memories.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed to ALWAYS make memories more than the present, not seeing and realizing that within this I am making life shit for myself as I constantly compare the present with past memories and the memories will always win as if I am in a contest with myself.
I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that as long as I hold onto the past and memories and energetic experiences of positive and negative that I am subject to those energies as I give them value.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that as long as I connect energy such as feelings/emotions that it can and will be used against me either for positive or negative and that I will be directed by the memory and fall for the trap of re-creating the past, instead of breathing and self directing.

I commit myself to when and as I see myself speaking or telling a story to someone to stop when and as I see that I am doing so from the starting point of praising the past.

I commit myself to when and as someone brings up the past to use it against me as my actions and words from the past to serve their self interest as their starting point for doing so, to realize that as long as I give the past value and an energetic charge then I will be impulse/moved and not be able to stand and breathe in the present here stable as what is here and to not be manipulated and controlled by the past as the past is within the past and NOT who I am unless I decide so, seeing and realizing that memories are only limitation and control and enslavement of the mind.

I commit myself to investigate this point more and to follow up on this point to write it more specific in the future with an actual event to give as context.

Day 180 - Defining myself as the past Part 1

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hold the past against myself when and as I talk about past events that I have judged as negative.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I share past events with people to do it from the starting point of trying to share a part of who I belief I am to get approval/recognition from others as my past, not seeing and realizing that through this I am limiting myself and enslaving myself to the past as I place my past as a certain energy within others which then creates the feeling that I must now live as my past to make what I shared true.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to feel that when I am sharing my past with another being that I must do so with feelings and emotions to re-create the experience for the other to experience and to within this lock myself as the experience as the past and actual identifying and deciding who I am as the past in that moment, thus enslaving myself and limiting myself to the past through others eyes as the Ideas I have created within them as who I was in the present.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I speak/share about certain past events that I have judged as negative/bad with another to not see and realize that within such a pact I physically take on the experience and only tell/confirm with myself that it is who I am and so repeat/time loop the past, instead of seeing and realizing that I am Here and the past is the past and to share the past must be done within self forgiveness and to let go so that the energy isnt transferred and corrupting myself and another if gullible, and to share from the starting point of what is best for all life in all ways as a physical sharing and not an energetic sharing that is like a poison to self and others.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Judge certain past events as negative and others as positive and tow within this Identify myself as the negative and positive energetic signatures based on past memories/events/experiences and to re-create the past as myself instead of correcting myself as that which is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I talk about certain past events to attack a negative judgment to it, instead of speaking/talking about it as the past as what it is and to not re-create it here in the present as who I am, seeing and realizing that it isn’t to separate self from the past but to stand one and equal as the past without any judgments as positive or negative judgments and to within this learn from the past and correct self to live that which is best for all.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to only want to share the good/positive stories of the past.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to want/need/desire to only have good memories so that I can only identify myself as the good memories, not seeing and realizing that for me to have judged certain memories as good I must already have judged other memories as bad, and thus when and as I desire to only identify myself as the good memories I already within implication identify myself as the bad memories as they are both supporting one another and thus enslaving myself within a constant battle of good versus evil as the past within me and thus creating an identification crisis, seeing and realizing that it is to self forgive the past as all memories and to remove all energetic charges from memories and to give to oneself what is here in and as the physical as breathe where Who I am is decided in each and every moment and not determined or limited or a slave to the past as memories, and to within this see and realize that who I am in all ways have always been LIFE as the physical here and that I have been/am hiding in memories to avoid facing the reality of what is here as Who I am as the reality of what is here and to take self responsibility and change to that which is best for all life in all ways.

To be continued.

Day 76 – Characters – I am Legion, for I am many.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that I am many Illusionary characters existing as an Illusion.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to resist as the ego to take into consideration that I am not real yet and only existing as Illusionary characters of the mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear facing myself as the Illusion I have created myself as, as Multiple Illusionary characters.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear losing the Lie as the Illusions That I have a created myself as, as Illusionary characters.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that I am not like the rest and thus do not exist as Multiple Illusionary characters.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to choose the mind as the ego above ALL LIFE and to instead choose to exist as the mind as an illusion that is not real. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear letting go of all illusions as characters that I have designed myself as from childhood to be the start of the show in all my stories. 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that we all are Illusionary characters playing an Illusionary show here on earth while we are missing the actual real point of life as Life and thus harming and abusing life in our casting of our Illusionary shows.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to realize that I have trapped myself within multiple Illusionary characters that I play our daily in my life as a lie of who I am and trapping myself within this lie.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to se and realize that I deliberately trapped myself within my multiple Illusionary characters just to be able to remain the start in my stories of the lie I life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to trap myself deliberately just to be spiteful to be able to say, LOOK what I have created, I am god, all my super characters. 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that to stop the lie and to birth myself as life as that which is real to be able to take self responsibility for this world as to create what is best for all life in all ways as the true purpose of life I must stop me as the LIES I have created myself as and trapped myself within as my Illusionary characters in Self interest to sustain my Life as my safety no matter what.

I commit myself to when and as I see I am resisting to face myself as a character to write and apply self forgiveness to show to me the Illusion and the lie that I have created, and so that I may realize that the resistance is a character within itself and thus proof that I am controlled by Illusionary characters.

I commit myself to when and as I see that I am playing a character role within my daily life, to stop the Illusion through breathing and remaining here in breathe as the true character as Life as that which is best for all life in allow ways one and equal. 

I commit myself to when and as I see myself shifting between characters to investigate and look into why and how I have created the character and to take self responsibility for myself and to end the illusion that is imposing onto reality as all harm and abuse that exists within the world currently.

Day 34 - Equal as the bully creator.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from the bully within me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to abdicate my responsibility as the creator of the bully within me and without through separating myself from it as being better than it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that I am better than my own creation as the creator of the bully within me and with outside.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider that I have to take responsibility as the creator of the bully with in me to not separate the bully within or without, instead to stand one and equal as both polarities to be the director of what I accept and allow within myself and without.

I forgive myself that I have not realized that I created myself as the bully through what I accepted and allowed with in me.

I forgive myself that I have not realized that I am the creator of the bully within me and to separate myself form my own creation is allowing myself to be subject to it instead of being the director of it as me to stand one and equal as it to not allow anything to direct me as an outside force as I have taken it within and as me as the creator in oneness and equality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame others within the believe that they were responsible for me being a bully, realizing that I could only have done and become what I was/am as the bully through creating it as who I am through my own acceptance and allowance.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame family for their behaviors towards me as being bullying and so to use that as a justification for why I bullied other beings, realizing through doing that I am giving all my authority as creator away to outside forces and thus I believe I am not able to stop and change as the creator in the first place.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame parents for the way they behaved and treated me in certain events situations where I had an experience within myself that I did not like and so I took it on as who I must be, realizing within this self judgement I created myself as the bully, as I now have defined myself as bad and as a kid that does wrong things and so  I play out and do things to other being that is bad and wrong according to my self judgment as the bully within my own self belief that I have identified myself with through the actions of others, realizing that I could have decided in those moments to change and to not be who I believed I had to be and to instead correct myself and take self responsibility and rather decide who I am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not consider that family and I was innocent in our actions as no one was actually ever educated in raising children and only has to go on what was don onto them as the sins of the fathers and so I take self responsibility within this as the creator where I decide who I am as that which is best for all life and to live it in oneness and equality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to separate myself from myself as the bully within the idea of shame and regret, realizing that the separation is what keeps the bully alive, as I hide the bully in a closet within me and thus never knows when the bully will come out, realizing that when I stand as the bully within me in oneness and equality I will have no surprises and that I can direct and be self responsible and to live what is best for all life.

I commit myself to stop the separation as the bully within me and to take self responsibility through standing one and equal as the bully as myself so that I am living in awareness of all creations within me and with outside of me so that I am able to be the creator in each moment and to direct and move instead of being directed and moved by feelings/emotion/thoughts

I commit myself to when I see I am separating myself from the bully to breathe and to stand and see why I am separating myself, to then apply myself in writing and self forgiveness to end all fear and separation so that I can stop the abuse of life and instead stand as what is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I separate myself from the bully that it will go away, realizing that I am actually only allowing more space for the bully to grow and become bigger as I am ignoring it and not dealing with it as the creator in oneness and equality.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe it is easier to just ignore the bully I have created within me, realizing that to follow the easy way will have its price as something else must be sacrificed for it to be easier ad that it will come back with a dept to pay as consequences.

I commit myself to end the separation and take self responsibility as creator so that I am able to stand a the authority and director of myself to not be influenced and harm, to instead be here in breathe as that which is best for all life.

Day 15 - who you are determines what you do!! who am I?

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that what I do determines who I am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to do things in my life in the hope that it will determine who I am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to leave "Who I am" up to hope, instead of directing me to create me and to define me as Who I am to be able to live life with in what is best for all life in all ways, as this create me as the correction as the living expression in the flesh with in a fulfilled life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame others for who I am/have become, realizing that it could only have happened through me directly accepting and allowing it to be so.

I forgive myself that i have accepted and allowed myself to believe that who I am currently is unchangeable and written in stone, I realize that who i am currently is only written with in me as who I have defined myself as and thus I can simply redefine myself with in the living word as life one and equal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed my myself to believe that who I am currently is okay and that I do not have to change anything, while the result of who I am currently is the cause for all suffering and abuse in this world as it can only exist with in who I am currently.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the limited definition of Who I am currently to be all I believe I can be this life, I forgive myself that I have not considered before that I can rewrite the words I live as the living word that I define myself to be as Who I am, to live what is best for all life in all ways.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself as who I am with in what I belief society wants from me just so that I might fit in and do not feel left out, realizing that when I do this I accept and allow me as who i am as a limited me with in a prison reality that support and accept abuse and suffering in the same world we all share, thus I realize that to define myself according to how I believe others want me to be is deception and self abuse, and as I allow myself to be abuse I accept and allow abuse to exist with in the whole of the world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed  parents to define Who I am with in their words, not living my life but instead their lives, realizing that with in accepting and allowing me to live parents definitions of who I am/should be is not what is best for all life as the parents are clear examples of how to not change the world but to only fight for survival with in the current word and hope to make it, realizing that such definitions of what parents want the child to be is in fact not trust worthy and that it is up to self to change and decide who I am to be the change to that which is best for all life in all ways to create a better world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live a live of searching for "Who I am" in a never ending journey, instead of simply creating me and defining me as Who I am in each breathe as life one and equal as that which is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make myself a wide open window where I allow anything that comes in to determine who I am, and thus I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be a victim with in my live to let/allow other things to determine who I am.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to fully realize that who I am is up to me and to define myself as life as that which is best for all life in all ways, as this is a life worth living.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge myself that I have not defined who I am for myself and allowed everything else in my life do it for me through my acceptance and allowance and so abdicate my responsibility for what is happening with in the world as I use the justification of, it is only who I am because of past events and thus I could not help myself, realizing that because of the acceptance and allowance I have in fact participated in creating and maintain the world the way it is currently as what I do to determine who I am is doing it, instead of me defining myself as Who I am and living the change to a world that is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be defined as Who I am through my environment and the world, realizing that because I allowed and accepted it, it is the cause for why the world is the way it is as abusive and destructive, as I never allowed myself to define myself as life as the correction and to live Who I am in each breathe taking self responsibility and correcting it as Who I am, and not through what I do. Because I realize it is WHO I am that determine what I do. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be influenced by other's to define who I am, as I realize this is a indication that I am not clear on who I am and that I have not yet made an absolute decision with in myself as Who I am.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to  fear admitting that who I am currently is not what is best for all life and that who I am currently is evil, as the world and all life currently is the evidence that reflect back to me who I am, as who I am determine what I do and what I do as who I am is what created and is keeping the world the way it is currently, where I take and take from others and from nature and the animals kingdom to fulfill myself in consumption as I do things all the time to define me instead of me defining me as who I am that determines what I do.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not realize that as long as I leave who I am up to what I do then I will consume and destroy earth in the hope to find out who I am, instead of simply defining myself as that which is best for all life as LIFE, so that I may live "who I am" as life that will be life instead of against life destroying and abusing life.

I commit myself to stop all parts with in me that I have defined myself as that is not best for all life in all ways and to realize that i can change it, that I can define myself as who I am in each breathe and live the correction.

I commit myself to use all the tools that I have at my disposal to stop all automated definitions that I have attached to myself through blindly accepting them as who i am and to re create myself with in that which is best for all life in all ways.

I commit myself to to take self responsibility for the evil that exist with in this world that I have created and still keep in place as Who I am and to change who I am to do what is best for all in all ways.

I commit myself to stop when ever I see I am doing something in my live that I hope will determine who i am, and to look with in myself and to define who I am with in self honesty and writing so that I may change to Who I am determines what I do, and this way all I do will only be what is best for all life in all ways and not be abusive or destructive to self and others.

 Inspired by this Blog - Creations Journey to Life day 15.