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Day 463 – My personal Survival mode

continuing from Day 462 survival mode and money

When I am living each day from the morning to the night, I am living to survive. It is how the system is designed. We all need to survive, so I am doing what needs to be done practically each day to make sure I am making money. Money is with what we trade and how much money I have depends on what I can have. Money decides everything in the material world currently.

The matter of facts is that we live in a material world. Without the materials we can’t do or make anything that is of basic needs, the earth is one big ball of materials and it can be made, shapes and molded to all kinds of different forms, some materials we don’t need to change but simply collect.

I as an individual requires some of these materials like all other people, animals or plants, and for me to have it I need money.

So currently survival isn’t optional, I have to survive. BUT who I am within surviving is the one thing that I can change.

Because I can look at survival as a practical application within the system that is here, it is a simple equation that I can apply on a daily basis, there does not have to be any experience attached to me surviving, or any thoughts or emotions or any feelings towards it.

But instead there can be me deciding who I am going to be within applying myself on a daily basis to ensure my survival and to within this not make/create survival as a mind possession of self-interest, but a simple practical equation.

Who have I been within this survival mode within this system designed to force modern man into living in a modern time with a cave man mentality.

I have been fearful, I have been tired, I have been paranoid, I have been anxious, I have been feeling like there is no way out, I have been feeling that there will never be an end, I have been feeling that I am stuck in one cycle over and over, I have been feeling that this is how my life will be forever no matter how much I push and try and change my circumstances, I have been feeling that the system just isn’t big enough for me to push and go beyond where I am within the system currently, I have been feeling that the system is falling and thus there is no point in me pushing the system, I have been feeling that by the time I succeed the system will collapse and all my effort is for nothing, I have been feeling like there is no place for me in the higher places in the system and that it is full, I have been feeling that money is limited and thus no way for me to make money, I have been feeling fragile in the system fighting every day to make that money, I have been negative towards myself within the money system, I have been anxious towards myself working in the money system, I have been giving up on myself ever reaching that goal that I have set and that I have been applying the equal pressure to reach it, yet it just never comes, I have been not believing in myself, I have been not believing in the system, I have been doubting money itself, I have been feeling stagnant within myself and within the system in terms of money movement as if I just cannot move money, I have been hating money, I have been hating people with money, I have been placing myself outside the rich people scope, I have been seeing myself less than successful people, I have Not been moving as breath as I fear time isn’t enough, I have been fearing running out of time as it feels like money is running out of my country, I have been feeling that I must have one point of success at least by now with all that I have done, I have been feeling that the whole system is against me and me making some of the money within it, I have been feeling that maybe there is someone deliberately pushing me out of the system and reaching the money that is here,

And that someone lives in my head, ME

To be continued.

Day 463 – Survival mode and money

continuing from: Day 462 – Survival mode and money

Money can only be available to us if we have access to money; to have access to money we need a Job. So now one might have a job and the access to money but the amount of money is what matters now.

See a man without money knows where he stands, he has found himself a place in the system where he is now surviving, it is a horrible life, maybe one can never get used to it, but I will assume from my personal experience and research that most of jobless and homeless people get used to the way of their life. There is a norm within it all for them, things they do every day to survive. They simply have given up and they only live for the next meal.

Then we have people with some money, just a little bit. This amount of money is enough to get food for half of the month and the other half is a struggle, it is horrible. But over time like all things, they got used to it and are surviving within it, within the circumstances they are in, they will always just stay in this state and see no way out ever, because there usually isn’t a way out at all, it’s in the design of the system.

Then we have people with just enough to meet all basic needs on a monthly basis, in other words they are making it, they have a life, there isn’t any starving or bad struggles, but it is still horrible, because these type of families are just making it, it is what we define as making it in the system, a roof and basic needs just met, so they have the consistent fear of the possibility that they may/can go below this life style.

Then we have people who live nice, they have just more than the basic needs and they can afford some comforts, but they are also in the consistent fear of going below the line of where they are, losing their job is for instance a daily concern.

Then we have the middle class, the middle class have more than basic needs, they can afford cars and bigger houses and they can go into debt and make all kinds of promises and have some vacations, and have more emotional problems at home, which is horrible. And these types of people are also living in consistent fear of what if their life can change at any moment and go below the line of where they are now, so survival can even be stronger in this type of class.

Then we go a bit higher than the middle class, what we are now getting at is the upper class, the upper class are small business owners or highly paid people in GOOD positions, and people that started their own thing and made a success, like a little mini market, they don’t have much issues in life, they have more than enough and can easily do more if they have the desire to, but they are in a type of comfort zone that they fear breaking, so it is horrible, they can actually have a fear of losing a bit of comfort, and thus will never change their live style or do more, it’s how they survive, their fear will not be about going below the line of their current class, but going below a line of class inside the home, it’s horrible.

Then from here on we have the rest, the people I haven’t met yet, I can’t talk about them. I mostly just see them driving from certain neighborhoods with their sexy cars and taking their kids to schools that looks like palaces. I suppose their fear will be the rest of the world and staying rich keeps them in a nice bubble away from everyone else.

These classes are from what I have seen and interacted with and still do daily through my work.
So now looking at myself, seeing where am I, and why do I live in Fear and within a survival mode, what is this doing to me, or rather me to myself and what am I keeping myself from doing and achieving through being stuck in this survival mode, what is the consequences of living this way on my individual level/life. Can this show me what my future already looks like if I am living this way?
Stay tuned, to be continued.

Moving within Survival mode is dangerous.

It is quite simple, when I move within survival mode I can only see that, Survival and nothing more. Just like when a horse gets a fright or a dog is fighting, to the horse in that moment all that matters is survival, and to the dog at that matters is surviving, when we as the outsiders see the horse having a fright or the dogs fighting, we always have this remark of calling the horse stupid or the dogs stupid for what they are doing. We will say thing to the horse like, Why are you having a fright, look there is nothing, it is nothing are you dame stupid, or while the dogs are fighting we will say something like, stop it, it is pointless, you guys are fighting for nothing, why can’t you share or live together or get over the Alfa dog point already, in this house we are all equal and no need for fighting over the Alpa position.

So I hope through those two examples of the horse and the dog fighting I could get a common standing and reference from the reader. This will be needed to see my point that I am about to make.
As the dogs are fighting, and as the horse have a fright. We as the humans are proving to ourselves in those moments that we can see beyond what is supposed to be “our nature” or in this case a dog or a horses nature, which means we can and should be able to see beyond what we call human nature equally.

And this should show to us that if we can see beyond our nature, or teach an animal to have a different nature, then what we are defining as our “nature” currently isn’t really out nature, it isn’t natural, because we can see beyond it, we can see the common sense and the self-honesty within those situations.

So why have we accepted and allowed the nature of survival to exist within us and to still run our daily lives as if it is in out nature to live in survival mode.

When we can see a horse having a fright and jumping up and down and trying to run away and could possibly harm others as being silly or stupid in those moments, or a dog fighting another dog for an alpha position, when we can see that the nature of the dog in that instance is pointless and not fitting because according to where the dog lives and what life the dog has it isn’t needed to be an alpha so why do it, why bother with is, the same goes for the human we live in survival consistently everyday within what we do, no matter what it is, it’s all for basic needs to be met and to have it daily and weekly and monthly till we die.

It is no different than when we watch the horse or the dog, if we have to observe ourselves the same way we can clearly say that human nature as the survival nature currently is stupid and silly, when we as the human race have the brains and intellect to not live the way we are living now and to make live on earth in a way that is best for all live, then why are we not doing it, just like how we don’t get why the horse never changes their ways or the dog, the same way we must first ask ourselves that question, why are we not changing our ways, when we unlike the dog or horse can see the reasons and the common sense and the self-honesty, just like how we the humans have the capacity and ability to do the same for the animal through training.

We as the human race have this ability to see beyond our self-interest and thus our nature, the survival mode that we are stuck in like a broken record.

And this is where I am bringing the point back to myself, to my daily living and application within what I do and how I do the things I do because of who I am, who I accept and allow myself to be, that which decides what I do.

If I live my daily life within the survival mode, then I am no different than the horse or the dog, I will do many things on a daily scale that I can’t find reason for in accordance with where I am within my live, I will have fear and I will have anxiety and I will have thoughts that has no purpose at all, yet they will make me do things like having frights and then doing things within my actions that makes no sense, as I lose all common sense in those moments, as survival mode exist only out of two components, fight or flight, the horse or the dog.

And thus I will find my life not flowing, the things I do will not add up, my hard work and efforts will end up as being nothing, because if I am in that survival mode without even noticing it, or seeing it, or knowing I am living it, all my actions, each and everyone one of them will come from fear/anxiety/stress, which means even when I calculate my every move they will only have been calculated from the starting point of survival, which is fear and thus all that I can create is fear and a consistent cycle of surviving in fear.

To be continued.

Day 379 - BIG (Basic Income Grant) will save the BIG Five.

As we know it, All wildlife is under great threat, many do not want to believe this blatant fact, as it will mean that the many will have to consider an alternative way of life that supports all life, a life that isn’t based on what you want, but rather a life that is based on common sense and what is best for all life.

We have many great examples of many Animals that we are all familiar with that is on the endangered species list, and that will in our life time go extinct if we do not do something soon, and this is only the animals we are all equally familiar with that we mention here, many species go extinct daily, believe it or not, new species that are discovered, is only discovered once they are extinct and we find their dead bodies to look at, due to deforestation and killing off habitats with great big machines.

The basic income grant is a simple yet effective solution to all of this, because the basic income grand takes away the reason for why everyone is doing what they are doing, it gives everyone money where the money they earn isn’t dependent on if they have a job or not, as most jobs don’t even give enough money for people to even have all the basic needs met, so what the fuck is the use of such jobs anyway.

Poaching a rhino is a JOB for the poacher to make money, poaching an elephant is a job for the poacher to make money, destroying hundreds of thousands of hectares of the Amazon forest to plant palm oil trees, is a Job for many people to get money, even if it mean putting the orangutan and Billions of other species almost at the brink of extinction and soon will, everyone needs that one resource called money to feed their bellies, it is as simple as that, if we give to people a basic income grant each month, I can guarantee you, poachers will not poach, because they don’t like doing it, they only do it because they MUST do it to feed their families and themselves, and to survive, they are within environments and circumstances where there isn’t any other option’s that pay as good, that will meet basic needs, poaching and selling the goods from poaching, gives enough money to meet their basic needs. 

If every person got a basic income grant each month that is enough to support all their basic human right’s to water/food/shelter/education/transport/electricity, a dignified life, then all the abuse that is happening now such as poaching and all the “wars” around poaching will end.

Because now these poachers are given what they need, and poaching isn’t needed then.

Standing in another shoes.

I earn enough money monthly to support me and my family and all my basic needs, I have literally just enough for all that, and I can promise you, I have NO desire to poach a rhino, I have NO desire to go out of my way and kill an animal and torture an animal and poach an animal for its horn or tusk to make money, more then what I am earning now, because I can tell you, it just isn’t in me, BUT I can guarantee you, if I had nothing, and I have been starving for a week and suffered seeing my children starving and almost dying or actually die, I would have had it in me to Go and poach a Rhino, or an Elephant, because I am forced into having only such an option, there might be a job in town, but it pays just enough so I can feed my children, and then I will die of starvation and then my children have nothing and so they will die. So FUCK that Job, it simply does not work. (This is an example). So PUT yourself in the shoes of another and be honest with yourself. 

yes some rich people also poach, trophy hunting is poaching, no difference, its only legal, really an animal is still hunted and murdered and a horn or tusk is still lost in the process. and the animals numbers still goes down, legal or illegal both are counting the numbers and leads to the same outcome, extinction. but you see, game reserves have to do it, it is how they make money, so yet again, showing you how evil this world system is, BIG will solve these problems.

If a poor man is starving and his family and he has NOTHING to lose anymore but his life and his families lives, then any rich fucker will be able to exploit that man to do anything he wants by using the one thing that man needs, that basic need, that thing called money, that paper that we print and put numbers on and give so much value to, and that poor man will for that money do the bidding of the rich, because it is the poor man’s solution, it is the poor man’s way out of his dreadful hell, and he will kill, he will become someone else for the sake of the ones he cares for, the ones he love. BUT if this same man is given a basic Income grant each and every month and his wife and his children, and they can meet all their basic needs with this basic income grant, the rich fucker that wants the horn or the tusks, will have NO power over the poor man, because he will not be poor, he will not be forced, he will not be in a state of survival, and he will be content with himself, he will have dignity and honor and self-respect, and he will NOT go out and poach a rhino, he will NOT risk his own life for something he does not need, because he has it.

Instead this ex-poor man will use his new strength, his health and his state of dignity to go out and to make a better life for himself and his family, he will use what has been given to him to give back, because he will have respect and honor, a full belly and energy to care, he will start to become a Positive impact on society instead of being a negative.

The rich fucker will not get his rhino horn or elephant tusks, because the ex-poor man is now instead guarding the rhinos and the elephants and he is caring for them, and the rich fucker will have to have sex without rhino horn and cure all his diseased with normal doctors and he will have to make plastic elephant tusks to display in his bathroom, because there are no more slaves that can be driven with the whip of money. 

The real question comes, are we as the evolved human race ready to a solution to life, a solution that has been around for more than two Thousand years, given by a man a very long time ago, give as you would like to receive, love thy neighbor as thy self, do onto another as you would like to be done onto. 

This solution is advanced, it requires a new human species, one that does not have fear but instead common sense, and to the surprise, this solution is also the solution to capitalism, to business for others, this solution is a real solution to the problems we as Humanity face within all our relationships to life and life here on earth. 

There is a lot more to this point on the BIG (basic Income Grant) I suggest before any opinions or ideas of beliefs are created around this solution, please first investigate all the blogs/links given below to get a BIGger perspective and understanding. 

Day417 – Basic Income and Nationalized Resources.
Day 418 – Basic income Can save Capitalism
Day 420 – Basic Income and minimum Wage
Day 421 – Basic Income Grant and the nationalization of banks
Day 422: Basic income Grant and Pensions.
Day 423: basic Income Grant and Oil
Day 424: Basic Income Grant and Owning property
Day 425: Basic Income Grant an Teaching
Day 426: Basic Income Grant and Real Solutions
Day 427: Basic Income and the Music Industry
Day 428: Basic Income and Labor Unions
Day 430: Basic Income and Tax.
Day 431: Basic Income and Lower pricing

Day 100 – beyond my own self belief, one Hundred days of writing,

One hundred days of writing in the 7 year Journey to Life, It feels/seems like I started a month ago only, yet it has been a bit more than three months of writing Blogs everyday within the seven Year Journey to Life – see the facebook page where we all that is/are writing the blogs share it and read each other’s blogs and how we walk as a group yet as individuals to birth ourselves as life to take on all characters and all patterns that is not Best for all Life in all ways and to show/proof that human nature is simply part of the current system we live in making it so, and that through the writing and applying what we write practically living it we can/have stopped patterns and changed to live what is best for all life in all ways and so as each one starts their Journey to life blogs and write and share and removing all brainwashing and mind control and enslavement we will so one man/women at a time change the world for ever to a place that is best for all life.

What have I learned within my one hundred blogs that I have written thus far?

I have learned that I can write everyday and be consistent within it – whereas before in my life I have never thought of myself to even be able to write even one blog, never mind two, and this character I had of (“ME writing a blog, lol that is for losers”) as a belief/idea/judgment I had/kept of myself was so due to programming of that is just in your nature Gian (me) to never be able to sit down and write and actually post the blog on the internet for all to see/read and share/learn/support/assist self/others, and that I can never change it, yet here I am and I proved that I can change it through the writing of self forgiveness of deconstructing the Characters/patterns of complete and utter self limitation and enslavement.

I have learned that I can sit down for an hour or three and I can start a blog and I can actually take one Character/pattern and write it out for myself and apply SF on the character and pattern and that I can lay it out for myself in front of my own eyes and see that what I am living and what I belief to be real is in fact just so because I make it so due to beliefs/ideas/opinions/judgment and that it all comes from memory and past experiences that I have identified myself with/as and thus created myself as that and so lived it as if it is all that I can be, yet here I am, I proofed this one point to myself, that I can change a Pattern, that I can through walking the correction after writing it out for myself stop the self limitation/abuse of the patterns that is not best for all or even for my own development as a complete human being that can achieve my full potential and that I can in the place of that pattern live a correction that I lay out for myself within self commitments and thus through living it in and as the physical – the same way I created all the other patterns/characters – create and manifest what is best for all life, thus this being me as Who Idecide who I am as LIFE as the physical one and equal as all LIFE.

I also learned that there is a extremely long road ahead for humans on earth as I am seeing myself being here at my one hundredth blog, Yet it is possible, change is possible as I have seen within changing one pattern thus far, writing my blog every day. And that it is necessary that ALL who can hear this message start the Journey to Life blog writing daily, to see and investigate what we are doing and to see in common sense and self honesty what is necessary for REAL actual change that can last eternally, as this is a must for human nature to change – and as I have seen it is possible.

I have also learned over the past three months – as this is a really cool point for me within writing my daily blogs in the journey to life blogs that writing everyday in self forgiveness and writing is the greatest self support and assistance I can give myself within stabilizing myself, you know when you have a mind full of all the crap thoughts, the nasty thoughts, the anger thoughts the constant thinking that just does not want to stop, you know the nights you cannot fall asleep because you are thinking and so busy in your mind the whole time, and then it starts to get to you, well writing it out in self forgiveness if releasing yourself of that, giving you back to yourself and, and after a while you will see your mind becoming more and more quite, still thoughts, still things coming up, but it is at a level where I can handle it with breathing and not letting it take over my day and my life and so the journey shows that what is in the mind isn’t real as I/we can simply stop it. Thus what remains here in and as the physical is the reality – real that we have to take self responsibility for as a group each individual at a time.

What I have also learned is that as a group writing and self forgiving ourselves we will change the world as WHO WE ARE, because who I am determines what I do, it simply is that way, you have to be someone living a certain principle to secondly do what you do, you cannot do something without first making a decision within you as who you are, thus we must change who we are to that which is best for all life in all ways and so we will create a world that is BEST for all life in all ways, why would we want anything less than the best for ourselves and all other life, when all life has the best there can be we are living the best life possible. Unlike the current system that is simply our own doom.

I ask that all that come into contact with this blog or the vlog that is made on it, to join the Journey to life Blogs, and write everyday for a new world that is best for all life in self forgiveness and commitments, you will never be ready till you do it. So doing it starts when you do it lol.

Otherwise waiting becomes your master and you will be victim to all that you allow to happen, yet at the same time the creator of what happens as the waiting allows it, time is limited, yet we have time, lets use each breathe and make each breath actually in fact COUNT, do not waist your breathe.

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