Day 99 – Moving Myself Moving the World Part 5 commitments

I commit myself to when and as I see myself participating within thoughts/back chat/feelings/emotions to instead of allowing them to roam free and to continue on through my direct participation in them, to stop within myself and to instead allow myself to breathe and to let go and to self forgive myself for the thoughts/back chat/feelings/emotions and to not judge myself but to instead allow myself to let the thoughts/feelings/emotions and back chat flow through me like a filter and to let them be purified within and as breathe so that/to bring myself here where I already am in fact to the physical reality and to remain here, so that I may realize that who I am as the physical is real as it is evident and that all thoughts/feeling/emotions are but only part of the brainwashing and pre-programming that was placed to keep me enslaved to to never wake up from the LIE I am living in and as the mind as pictures and memories as the false gods imposing themselves onto the physical that leads to what is here currently on earth as literal hell for most life, for all animals/plants/humans and the earth itself – as we wonder and give into thought/feelings/emotions/back chat I/we are zombies for the system as the system uses what we have as our switches as our thoughts/feelings/emotions to simply switch me/us to buy and to consume and to only seek out own happiness that will make the few on top make billions and live in their own little heavens while earth burns down around them/us, and to realize that as long as I give thoughts/feeling and emotions permission and validation as being real and as if the experiences they give me as real, that I am literally a perfect consumer that is/was perfectly brainwashed to be controlled and that I can stop through breathing and through self forgiveness and through writing and thus.

I commit myself to when and as I find myself lost in my own thoughts/feelings/emotions/back chat to stop and to give to myself the time to sit down to take out a book and a pen or to turn on my PC and to not be directed through thoughts/feelings/emotions and to write and to set myself free and to bring myself back here as  breathe as all that is here in oneness and equality and to actually SEE with REAL eyes the physical and what I/we are/have done to earth and the physical so that I can take and move myself to move the world to a place that is best for all life in all ways, as this I see I will honor myself and respect myself, as I will be able to say I have taken selfresponsABLEty for myself and life with my own free self movement and that I was/am not directed through/by any energy such as thoughts/feelings/emotions/back chat.

I commit myself to when and as I see/find myself trapped within my own experience that I created for myself with my own mind as thoughts/feelings/emotions/back chat to stop within myself and to breathe and to not continue the conversations and the experience as if it is set in stone that this is how I must experience myself and to say/justify that I have already gone into it, thus I can not do anything about it, realizing that within continuing that little voice telling me that. is what isn’t making it stop and thus I as the physical body as the physical as all that is here must simply breathe, and not the mind.. and be here and to let the thoughts/feelings/emotions flow through me as a filter so that I may instead of judging myself and giving myself to the mind as a brainwashed zombie, to instead purify that which is within me that I give permission as the breathe back to life through me to not separate myself from what is here instead  to stand one and equal as that which is here where I am the directive principal as that which is best for all life.

I commit myself to when and as I see/find myself in a moment being directed by energy as/of the mind as thoughts/feelings/emotions/back chat to stop and realize that I am being mind controlled as I understand that all thoughts/feelings/emotions/back chat is of the past as memory/experiences and thus when as as I follow thoughts/feelings/emotions/back-chat that I am simply following past memories/experiences that is the same as repeating history over and over showing to me that I have not yet developed actual self will and free choice as breathe, as breath is not determined by any energy and thus requires actual self movement and self direct to move myself and thus as I move as breathe in each breath I move as the physical one and equal and thus I move as the world as all that is here that is real, as that which is already here is that which is real and so I commit myself to write and to forgive myself and to set myself free from all energy and mind possessions and to forgive the past that I have programmed and that was programmed into me as the living flesh that I am, where I as the living flesh currently have created and manifested patterns/habits that keeps me locked into the energetic time-loops of consciousness that is not best for all life and thus I must walk in the flesh the corrections as my writing and my self forgiveness is my support and my anchor that I create for myself to walk this process of birthing myself as life one and equal as that which is best for all life.

Day 98 – Moving myself Moving the World Part 4.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I see things that needs to be done within practicality in my world and within what is best for all life to create the thought fo seeing myself doing it and already experiencing myself in the current moment as I project how I belief/judge how I will experience myself and to then create the back chat of – “I do not want to experience myself that way” – “I would rather go watch something or sit outside” – thus seeing and realizing that through participating within the mind as thoughts as energy that I actually create an experience within me of something that still has to come where as in the current moment I have no idea of how I will in fact experience myself, and so I see and realize that to project how I belief/judge how I will experience myself in the future in things to come is me already making it so, setting it is stone for myself while in fact it is just of the mind and not real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself according to my own judgments/beliefs of things and thus I belief according to my judgment that I can only experience myself in that certain way within that event as I judged it, not seeing and realizing that it is my judgment that is making it so, thus I have the power to not judge at all and to instead breathe and to when/if the moment comes I will be here in and as the physical with no self imposed self created experiences of energy that only limits me in all ways, either through being emotional or full of fear and anxiety stress and or the opposites, as both are energy and polarities it is best to not feed one or the other as they require each other to exist as energy and thus breathing as no energy is the solution to real freedom and no self created limitations of the mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I participate within thoughts of the the future/past to go into the thoughts and give them validation as if they have the power to determine what I will do and not do, instead of realizing that I create the thoughts and thus I can stop and breathe and remain here one and equal as the physical moving myself as the physical where no energy/mind that is limited to its own information decide for me what I can and can not do but to instead use the physical as the true mind to show me what is here to be done and how within the principal of what is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into resistance of moving myself when and as a thought comes up that presents me with a picture of something else I could be doing such as taking a nap or going to the mall or the beach and to then judge what is here to do as that which is best for all life as less than and as something that isnt “fun” to do, thus I realize this is only possible through the process of brainwashing that has happened in child hood years and even still now, where I was programmed and taught that going to the beach or the mall or having a nap is fun and that anything else will thus not be fun and to have connected fun with an energy feeling/emotional connection that I will activate when I have the thought and to posses me and then go into a state of resistance to do what isnt judged as fun. Seeing and realizing that if I simply remove the energy connection that I have towards the fun stuff and remove the energy connection I have created towards the not fun stuff that all that will remain here is me moving myself physically, realizing that this is true freedom as there is no mind/feelings/emotions keeping me limited and only possible to do a few tings, but now as the physical I cna do all things as I am not limited by any thought/feeling/emotion.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge doing what is best for all life as something that I have to do, realizing that as long as I see it as something I have to do. I have not yet dealt with myself and my own self honesty and common sense where I do see that doing what is best for all life is in fact the only way I should ever live and thus it must not be a have to but a way of life as WHO I AM as life, one and equal in all ways.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fall for the system and the pictures and colors the system throws at me just like sweets, they look good, they taste good and thus I belief they must be good, till the research is done and we find out that is is actually broccoli that is good and sweets as a man made thing of many chemicals etc mixed together thus not made but mutilated (thus it is man) that causes a lot of shit for the body. And so it is to look at what I have made sweets in my mind within what I belief I like and rather be doing and to see the truth of it and the starting point of it all, and then to re evaluate myself and where I stand and what is really here as the physical in support of the physical reality one and equal as me.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that when and as I move myself as WHO I AM, that I am in fact as WHO I AM moving the world within everything I do and say in fact as all is connected in all ways.

To be continued.

Day 97 – Moving myself moving the world. Part 3

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I see I have to “stand UP and Move myself’ to go into the though of “seeing myself doing it later anyway” and so have the back chat of – ‘ I can sit a bit longer, I will get to it later anyways” – “ there is still a lot of time for me to move myself I may sit a little bit more” and to then go into the energetic experience of feeling relaxed and content with myself when in fact it is me justifying laziness and the judgment of me having to move myself, thus I see and realize that as I participate within the thought of when I Know/realize I have to start moving myself that I am compromising me as who I am as the living expression of life as doing what is best for all life in all ways and to then once I have given the thoughts/back-chat permission to define who I am and what I do to trap myself in the energetic experience I deceived myself with as being okay – and to then later on run out of time and not having enough time to do all the things/responsibilities I have to do, and so go into more thoughts and back catch to justify it as being okay and that tomorrow is another day – not seeing and realizing that if/when I do not move myself when I know I have to and leave things to compound and get more for the next day I will literally trap myself within the overwhelming of things to do that I deliberately created myself, as I realize within the common sense that if I do not what needs to be done today that it will not remain the same amount of stuff to do the next day, it will be today's stuff and tomorrows stuff all together.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that I create and manifest my own consequences though participating in just ONE thought that leads to many outflows that I accept and allow deliberate, realizing that nothing happens by coincidence or by being someone else fault. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to take on the character of me not moving myself as a reason/justification of I deserve to rest, this is my treat, I will treat myself to rest just a bit more and then my treat for tomorrow will be to suffer and give up more and to have to much shit to do, lol realizing that my treat in fact will be to do everything in the time given to me till it is done and to then, the time that is left to use it to rest or watch a movie, and this way to practically distribute my time with no thoughts/back-chat involved, only the consideration of the physical reality that is best for all life and where no thoughts is thus needed as it is a physical decision mathematically calculated as 1+1=2.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I see/realize that I must get up within myself and move myself” to distract myself with other things around me such as quickly getting something to drink while I am not thirsty but only for the idea and to then tell myself I will just finish this cup and then go do what needs to be done, not realizing that I do not know what will happen or how things will change from this moment till the next, and thus quickly drinking something just for the sake of giving myself more time within a “reason” to not do anything yet that I will within accepting and allowing such pattern to play out and where I have given the character within the pattern permission to play its role of “avoiding what needs to be done as much as possible” that more things will suddenly pop up so inconveniently that I need to do, such as taking a pee and then to get something to chew on and then to just quickly get some fresh air outside and then just to quickly check what is on TV and  before I know, time has gone by and I never got to  what needs to be done, leaving me with regret and feeling as if I now have to rush and get things done, while I had all the time in the world but before instead chose to use it on doing nothing relevant – seeing and realizing that Who I am has not been a self commitment to myself as life as doing what is best for all life but instead still based on the mind as energy movement within and as how I feel/think, realizing that this is limiting me and enslaving me to the patterns and characters that I have created instead of setting myself free to be able to freely chose to do what is best for all life in all ways as who I ma as LIFE in all ways and through moving myself as actual real self directive deliberate decisions I make in each breathe as what is best for all life that I am deleting such characters and patterns and walking through the limitations and mind enslavement and to birth myself as life as self movement and to move myself as all that is here one and equal. 

To be continued.

Day 96 – Moving myself Moving the world. Part 2

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I start applying myself within moving myself moving the world as me one and equal such as picking up a book to read about economy, to have the though of seeing myself in the past starting to read a book and never finishing it or even getting to ten pages of the book and to then already have created a negative emotional experience towards reading a book, to then go into back chat in a reaction towards the thought of “ this book is thick, it has over 300 pages” – “I will only finish this book in a year”, “what is the use of doing this when I have to read so much to get informed to only be able to change the world after all the reading/studying is done in years... and to then connect reading a book with a negative energetic emotion in the present moment from my past experience and thus creating resistance to reading the book and thus reading the book with all of this back chat and resistance that will take me even longer and slower to read the book, I realize and understand how i Create the energetic emotional experience for myself through participating in the thought that comes up from memory as past experiences and to then have back chat about it and thus creating the consequences and so compromising myself, instead of breathing and remaining here in and as breathe stopping all thoughts/feeling/emotions and back  chat and have no connection to reading a book but simply reading it with breathe and no limitations or judgments, and thus giving to myself the complete and total freedom to learn and even enjoy myself while reading and learning. 
 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I start my day within moving myself within and as the physical reality within doing tasks and my responsibilities, to have the thoughts of rather doing something else that might have a more of an impact on the world in terms of changing the world, - and the then have the back chat of “here I go again, the same old stuff as yesterday, when will things move and change already” – and so create an energetic experience of feeling like nothing is moving, nothing is changing and to then go into a resistance of going about my day and feeling tired all day, as I created the experience through comparing my day today with yesterday as being the same, realizing that as long as I follow this pattern of thoughts and back chat everyday, I am creating everyday the same as yesterday and thus I am looping myself within that judgment and mind set, instead of seeing and realizing and understanding that everyday is new and I am doing new things every day just with consistency and discipline and thus I am moving myself and moving the world as myself through every step I take and every mouse click I make and every blog I write and every DIP lesson I do and every person I communicate with and that I am in fact doing the same thing everyday but with new things over and over again, and thus I am accumulating and changing the course of history with all those that is doing this with/as me. 

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that everyday can only be the same as long as I judge it as that and thus I trap myself within everyday as my own judgment and to not see what the change is and that I am moving, and to take the simple movements for granted within the belief that it has no effect on world changing, not realizing and seeing that everyday is a new day with new things coming in and going out and thus everyday the clicks is getting more, the vlogs is getting more, the blogs is getting more, the message of world change with the Equal Money System and Desteni is moving wider and wider and deeper and deeper as we spread the message and the solutions and the common sense everyday with new yet the same information more and more and that this way the world can/will change for that which is best for all LIFE.

To be Continued.

Day 95 – Moving myself Moving the world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when I see a problem within me or within the world that needs my attention to solve the problem, to go into thoughts of where I project myself in the future not solving the problems and where I am already not capable of solving the problems, and to then participate in back chat to support the thoughts such as “ I am to stupid to find a solution for this problem” “I am just one person what difference can I make” and to then go into an emotional energetic experience of depression/feeling down/in-capable/little.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to participate within the thoughts of where I see myself failing before I have even given it a try, realizing that within common sense and how the physical reality works I have no Idea of, if I will fail or not in the future even if I Do find the solutions, realizing that as I cannot predict the future from even now in a few seconds I cannot predict if I will fail within finding real solutions to the problems within me and the world, and thus I realize it is to stop the thoughts and to stop the Back chat that supports the mind illusions/thoughts that I give power and control over me to decide for me what I can and cannot do, realizing that I can decide and thus as i decide it is to start with myself to move myself in the direction of the solutions one step at a time till I have the solutions and to then actually apply the solutions within the principal of what is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I sit down and watch a documentary on what is happening in the world, to go into thoughts of where I see the past and what is here already created on earth and to then participate/go into back chat of “ the world is fucked and we fucked it up really bad” there is nothing we can do” the problem is to big to solve now” and to then go into a depression and a state of giving up within myself and what I am capable of doing, realizing that what is here is what we have created and so it is possible to fix it while we still have the chance, as everything moves in space and time and thus I have time to start IMMEDIATLY within applying myself to bring about real change to planet earth and what we have created as consequences for ourselves – equal money system.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I see pictures of what we humans have done and IS doing to earth STILL, while everyone is well aware of what is happening and what WE ALL are doing and accepting and allowing daily to exist – to go into the thoughts of seeing people not changing where they will just shun away the solution that is presented to them and to then go into back chat that supports the thoughts to make them seem real of “ people are too dumb” people will never give up their fear and hope for a real solution” “ I am just one person and can not help all the people in the world to change” and to then go into a state of depression, giving up and feeling like just sending everything to shit as it is already going that way – realizing and understanding that this is all just in my mind and how all the other people out there that I am seeing as unable to change are experiencing themselves and that is why they are not changing, realizing that this is WHY I must start with myself, to be the example as the living example that it starts with one man/women and so each man/woman is one and thus if all the one’s come together we will truly have won and have a life that is best for all life in all ways, and thus I realize that I must move and direct myself in such specific detailed way and within consistency as an example of real change to move the world as me towards change.

To Be Continued.