Day 98 – Moving myself Moving the World Part 4.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I see things that needs to be done within practicality in my world and within what is best for all life to create the thought fo seeing myself doing it and already experiencing myself in the current moment as I project how I belief/judge how I will experience myself and to then create the back chat of – “I do not want to experience myself that way” – “I would rather go watch something or sit outside” – thus seeing and realizing that through participating within the mind as thoughts as energy that I actually create an experience within me of something that still has to come where as in the current moment I have no idea of how I will in fact experience myself, and so I see and realize that to project how I belief/judge how I will experience myself in the future in things to come is me already making it so, setting it is stone for myself while in fact it is just of the mind and not real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to limit myself according to my own judgments/beliefs of things and thus I belief according to my judgment that I can only experience myself in that certain way within that event as I judged it, not seeing and realizing that it is my judgment that is making it so, thus I have the power to not judge at all and to instead breathe and to when/if the moment comes I will be here in and as the physical with no self imposed self created experiences of energy that only limits me in all ways, either through being emotional or full of fear and anxiety stress and or the opposites, as both are energy and polarities it is best to not feed one or the other as they require each other to exist as energy and thus breathing as no energy is the solution to real freedom and no self created limitations of the mind.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I participate within thoughts of the the future/past to go into the thoughts and give them validation as if they have the power to determine what I will do and not do, instead of realizing that I create the thoughts and thus I can stop and breathe and remain here one and equal as the physical moving myself as the physical where no energy/mind that is limited to its own information decide for me what I can and can not do but to instead use the physical as the true mind to show me what is here to be done and how within the principal of what is best for all life.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to go into resistance of moving myself when and as a thought comes up that presents me with a picture of something else I could be doing such as taking a nap or going to the mall or the beach and to then judge what is here to do as that which is best for all life as less than and as something that isnt “fun” to do, thus I realize this is only possible through the process of brainwashing that has happened in child hood years and even still now, where I was programmed and taught that going to the beach or the mall or having a nap is fun and that anything else will thus not be fun and to have connected fun with an energy feeling/emotional connection that I will activate when I have the thought and to posses me and then go into a state of resistance to do what isnt judged as fun. Seeing and realizing that if I simply remove the energy connection that I have towards the fun stuff and remove the energy connection I have created towards the not fun stuff that all that will remain here is me moving myself physically, realizing that this is true freedom as there is no mind/feelings/emotions keeping me limited and only possible to do a few tings, but now as the physical I cna do all things as I am not limited by any thought/feeling/emotion.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to judge doing what is best for all life as something that I have to do, realizing that as long as I see it as something I have to do. I have not yet dealt with myself and my own self honesty and common sense where I do see that doing what is best for all life is in fact the only way I should ever live and thus it must not be a have to but a way of life as WHO I AM as life, one and equal in all ways.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fall for the system and the pictures and colors the system throws at me just like sweets, they look good, they taste good and thus I belief they must be good, till the research is done and we find out that is is actually broccoli that is good and sweets as a man made thing of many chemicals etc mixed together thus not made but mutilated (thus it is man) that causes a lot of shit for the body. And so it is to look at what I have made sweets in my mind within what I belief I like and rather be doing and to see the truth of it and the starting point of it all, and then to re evaluate myself and where I stand and what is really here as the physical in support of the physical reality one and equal as me.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that when and as I move myself as WHO I AM, that I am in fact as WHO I AM moving the world within everything I do and say in fact as all is connected in all ways.

To be continued.

Day 44 - death and Dying in multiple ways

Dying multiple ways

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying in a sword fight.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear bleeding to death from a huge cut wound.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying from being beaten up heavily.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying from internal injuries from being beaten up.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying from a car hit.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying while having sex.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying in fire.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying of having no food to eat.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying of having no water.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying of having no money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying in the cold outside having no homes.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to die because someone stole all my money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying because of a fight over money.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying from being hanged.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying from falling down a high building and splashing on the floor.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying of a disease.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying from using construction tools and making a mistake such as cutting my own leg off or someone drilling into my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying from an accident that was preventable yet it happened.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowing myself to fear dying from my own mistakes.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself from dying from drug a drug overdose.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying from someone kidnapping me to kill me to use my body parts.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying at the hands of a loved one.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying from a spider bite.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying of fasting.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying from a snake bite.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying from an animal attack.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear from dying by being killed by humans in some torturous way.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying in a war.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being killed by a cop in a revolution.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being killed by being stoned to death.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying of old age.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying from drowning in water.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying from chocking on an objects.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying from being strangled.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying from a a gun shot straight in the head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying from a gun shot in the heart and bleeding to death.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying from a hear attack.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying from cancer.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying from being eaten by a monster.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear being raped to death.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying all alone, realizing that I will always die alone with myself, thus it is who I am within death that will determine after death, am I life or the mind as self interest as energy as consciousness that will end as it will have not more physical body to feed off.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying from being axed to death.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying, realizing that within the fear of death, it is an indication to where I am not self honest, where I am existing as ego, as energy as the mind, and not standing as life one and equal, as death is the one thing that can not be avoided this life, no matter how it happens, it is who you are that matters, are you life one and equal or the mind as an energy entity as a personality that will end at death, as the physical remain here one and equal.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear dying as the mind as a personality as self interest, realizing that it is inevitable that the mind will die at death, as only the physical can continue as life as the same substance, thus I realize it is to rebirth myself as life one and equal and that before then death is not preferred.

I forgive myself that I have not realized that fear of death is only showing me where I am still existing in separation as the mind as personality a something that I can apparently lose, fear of loss, realizing that within standing one and equal as life as who I am death is a part of me as life yet to be realized because who I am as life is certain and that at death I will not change.

I commit myself to expose that all fear is of the mind within self interest and that all fear is only created through the mind and that fear exist where the human has separated themselves from all life as life a the physical and that fear is a representation of the mind existing within a limited time as energy as the mind knows it will end at death.

I commit myself to stop all fear as the minds creation to keep self enslaved within the mind to feed the mind with energy as fear of death is a clear indication to the mind that the mind will end.

I commit myself to show that The message of Desteni is the only message that humans has this life till death to rebirth self as life one and equal.

I commit myself to educate myself and to ask for help to realize myself as life this life before death, so that when death comes i know who I am as life one and equal and thus no change.

I commit myself to spread the message of Desteni and to show that for all to make it this life as standing one and equal as life, help is needed, as we are not aware of life and only exist within the mind as fear and limitation, and to show that self forgiveness is the tool to set oneself free from all accepted and allowed limitations as the mind as energy as the personality/ego, and to rebirth self as life as a group is the only way possible as we all need to be shown what is here as we can not see it ourselves even within our own self proclaimed awareness.