Day 408 – Justification Part 3

Day 406 - Justification Part 1

Day 407 - Justifying all part Part 2

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that justifications are always only to protect myself, even when that which I am justifying had many involved.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word Justification through how I have seen others use it and live it, instead of doing my own research on the word where I can Live the word for myself and not as a preprogrammed Zombie just following what monkey see monkey do.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to investigate all word such as the word justification and to see what does it mean to live such a word and what is the implication of how I actually in fact live a word such as Justification, where what I live as the living words as who I am and how I am the living words I create myself as affect my Life and all those in my Life and inevitably the entire world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to to belief that how I live the word Justification currently is valid, when and a I see and realize that the outcome of my life and the world as a existential outflow from my life is clearly showing me that how I am living the word Justification isn’t best for all life and thus not best for myself either, and thus I see and realize that I must change this word to a Living word that is best for all life, a word that I can live or stop from living it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that the words I am/live isn’t that of my own or as real actual words that is livable, as all the words I have become/accepted/allowed as who I am is from and as the past as the sins of the fathers of memory and thus the words I am living is simply the past taking the present moments, as the words isn’t defined and applicable as real actual living words in each moments as breathe but instead words of past/memory.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live and use the word justification to such an extent that it seems normal, that it is normal and that I would never in my life have considered changing this word and simply continued living it as a massive reason/excuse and never taking self-responsibility and thus continuing and contributing to all Justification in this world even those that inflict war/poverty/famine/rape/animal abuse/earth abuse as I see and realize that what I accept and allow within and as myself as my living and speaking as normal, that is what I will accept and allow one and equal as normal in living and speaking within all parts of live, from home to the government to anywhere and always just accept it. A justification must be valid, right, and reasonable and then it is OKAY. When in fact it isn’t.

When and as I see that I am living the word Justification through either speaking it/living it within actions, I stop, I breathe and I check why am I living/speaking justifications in the moment and I correct myself through instead taking self-responsibility.

When and as I see myself Justifying myself for my actions, I stop, I breathe and I let go of all the justification no matter how valid they seem/look/sound in my head and I consider the corrections in the moment to practically apply and live, to stop the habit/pattern that is only of self-interest and protecting myself as an ego, and to correct myself to live as that which is best for all life, a self-responsible being willing to stop the cause of justification and thus never needing a justification to live.

When and as I see that I am formulating and reasoning justifications within my head as to dodge/escape the consequences that are to follow for my actions/inaction/words, I stop, I breathe and I focus on the moment, the physical and I consider all point and what it will mean to take self-responsibility and to instead walk through the fear/resistance of having to instead face the music and to correct me to live by the principle of what’s best for all life.

I commit myself to redefine the word Justification for myself to a word that is worth living, through correcting myself in moments where I have the window of opportunity to correct myself, and to live the correction as that which is best for all life. 

I commit myself to breathe and to NOT accept and allow any thought/back chat within me that formulates justifications within me for why I am not taking self-responsibility or responsibility for myself and this reality and to instead see where and how I can apply myself differently within a direction of correction as that which is best for all life.

Day 407 – Justification Justifying all Parts Part 2

Day 406 - Justification Part 1

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect a Positive energetic charge to the word Justification, as I have connected it to being a scape goat within situation where I did not take self-responsibility or were being irresponsible.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Belief that Justification as it is being used currently is valid, seeing and realizing that how it is currently being used is for anything and almost everything as a way of getting out of consequences and admitting to making mistakes and getting to fix the shit instead, thus keeping us in a loop of Just Justifying everything.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to NOT see that I am placing and creating limitation within me every time I use Justification – as I Justify why I did not stand and took responsibility, why I did or did not do certain things, or how I did or did not do certain things, and to always instead of correcting myself and change I just keep on JUSTifying.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Just get by within how I live as a living justification for who I am and how this world is as I have all these awesome Mind created Fictions in my head that makes up Justification for almost anything presented/shown/given to me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use Physical situation/scenarios that are valid in reason to instead be an excuse to why I am still not changing or taking responsibility for such situations/scenarios and to just letting it continue to be a justification.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become addicted to justification, where I have trained myself within my mind to be a pro within creating fictional reasons/arguments out of real time/space events that fit ONLY my own self-interest and that others will believe what I am saying and go with it, and to feel some form of power and control.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I can come up with the perfect justification where I lie to myself in my head first and then make myself believe that lie first and where I am able to sell it to others, that it will stop any or all consequences at the same, time, seeing and realizing that if I am a president of a country and I blow up another country and I get caught out for doing so because of my own self-interests that was at stake, that any Justification will only stop me as the president from being harmed but the physical consequences is still here and it is only growing and becoming worse for the rest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to NOT see that when and as I accept and allow myself to validate any justification that sounds good within me for my actions or inactions, that I will equally and one accept and allow other peoples Justification as well, even when it is the government corrupting the people, all the government have to do is have a good justification that sounds good, YET it does not change the fact that fraud/corruption took place and Millions of people were affected by it and that it has an global effect in the long run on everyone.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as justification and to accept and allow myself to use them, instead of manning up and standing my ground for my actions, so that I can learn a lesson and instead take the lesson and Change/better myself as who I am and to take self-responsibility and change.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see that when and as I/people do not know something or about something, that we create Fictional reasons in our heads that make sense to us only if we exist in a fictional world such as our heads/minds as thoughts/feelings/emotions and that these fictional reasons we call Justification can be used to Justify the most horrible things we do as a species and that we accept and allow, such as bestiality/killing animals for sports/fun/game, Porn and War and the list can go on and on into all religion and all religious decisions that has been made and can still be made and how these decisions can be Justified by simple factious stories, made belief shit that people JUST have to Buy with their faith and then we can have hell on earth even worse, or we Kill out all our animals like the rhino, because there is a Fucking Justification for anything, why we can’t stop rhino poaching or any form of poaching and why the poachers poach and why the buyers Buy the animal parts, I mean JUST look at what Justifying brings us and this planet – NO fucking responsibility.
To be continued.

Day 406 – Justification Part 1

Justification

From Vocabulary.com – The Dictionary

“Close in meaning to an explanation, a justification is specifically for defending or explaining an event. The idea that he was just trying to scare his little sister was a pretty weak justification for the elaborate gag.

Like its close cousin "justice," justification is derived from the Latin justificare, which means "to make right." When you offer a justification, you're trying to make something right—or, perhaps, even just. The notion that animals don't have emotions is one of the key justifications for allowing them to suffer. For many people, though, the fact that they suffer is justification enough to prevent it.

My writing. 

I like this dictionary definition that I have found here; it really shows how justification in itself is really just a Fiction.

Who the fuck knows, they red it from a book? if animals have emotions or feeling or not, and why the fuck is that important if they get abused or not – that’s like really sick, the way humans think, and I guess that is why we need a word called – Justification, we need fiction in our heads to make sense for us what the fuck is happening and what we are doing and accepting and allowing, because we know its Sick – most of the things is sick, the rest is really stupidity and irresponsible shit that we have justifications for.

I am using the animal point to show how we use the word Justification, how it isn’t justifiable at all based on the reasons and theories and Beliefs, it’s all Fiction, mad(e) up in our heads, so it can never be valid, so it is best for ALL life that we instead live by a principal, a principal of always doing what it best for all life, that way we never need justification, we never need to justify our actions, because once equality and oneness is understood as that which guides the universe in fact – then the principal of doing what best for all life in all ways can be lived because it will be in alignment with that which guides the universe as oneness and equality.

Ok so Justification within sounding the word I hear – Just a Fiction, which is really simple, every time I use a Justification I can see the fiction in my head that I am making up and spilling out just to protect my own behind and to get away with NOT being self-responsible and responsible, the difference is self-responsibility is when I take full responsibility for what is going on within me and that I am the one accepting and allowing what’s happening within me, and thus I can never Judge/Blame etc and move myself to correction within self-forgiveness to re align my relationships within all things that is here to live that which is best for all within consideration of all that is here. 

Responsibility is when I wash my hands every time I made them dirty, because I understand the consequences of NOT doing that and all the possible outcomes for not being responsible, because it can and will affect all those around me within my direct environment, which goes hand in hand with self-responsibility because why would I not wash my hands, because within me I haven’t taken self-responsibility for a point such as self-respect, not respecting myself leads to me not being considerate of myself and not caring and thus it leads to thing such as Not washing my hands and thus Not respecting anyone else either. 

So Justification comes in – when I have my Dinner and as I am eating someone else at the table asks, did you wash your hands? Because there seems to be horse poo on your hands from when you were at the stables two hours ago, then I will see and realize Fuck this can be a problem, horse poo with all that unknown stuff in it that I take my food with into my mouth and I can get sick and I can affect everyone else and give a virus even to all that is here through my current actions, and thus I will instead quickly create a Fiction within my mind of why I did not wash my hands and play that Justification and tell the other person – yes after horses I had to go there and do that and then I got tired and forgot, I will quickly wash my hands, which was all a lie, I just fed the other person a Fictional story that seems to fucking valid, because how will he know the truth? 

So then I go wash my hands quickly, BUT because I saw how easy it was to make up a fictional story and feed to the other person as my Justification – I will instead Not take self-responsibility for myself and responsibility for my action an external world, because the justification was so easy I can just do that every-time, till one day it’s too late and I die from Ecoli Virus. And spread ti to many other people. 

Then I will die as just a fiction (justification), The end.

To be Continued.

Day 165 – Justifying is Fighting for Limitation

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I am confronted by someone where my actions/words are questioned and points pointed out to Instead of Breathing and Correcting myself “feel” that I have to explain my actions/words in the fear that if I do not explain myself that I will be seen as less than the person confronting my words/actions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as a Person points out something I have done or am doing in the moment to react and Try and explain myself To justify why I did not see/do the obvious thing – seeing and realizing that as soon as I want to justify myself that I am in fact dishonest because to attempt to justify implies that I knew what I was doing and what I was not doing Instead.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that Justification is a deliberate act as to why I did not correct myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that Justification is only MIND as I try and attempt to explain my back chat and thoughts and thinking processes – and that justification is a outflow of feeling guilty as I know that I could have instead of having backchat or thoughts have Changed and corrected myself Physically i the moment and thus I know I did not do this and thus the Justification process starts of fighting for my own limitations.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that Justifying myself is only me Fighting for my own limitations.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Justify my actions/words when someone points them out to me in the attempt to spite the other person just so that They may not win in showing me how it is possible for me to self perfecting myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that when and as I justify my actions and words is when I still believe that the mind has power of me as the knowledge and information I hold as all the excuses and reasons that the mind made up for why I did not change/correct myself in and as Breathe.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as someone else is showing me a Better way of doing something to Justify why I did not do it as such to sound smart and clever and that I was considering it BUT instead took it the other way just to not having to listen and learn and grow from the other person and to instead fight for my limitations.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that Justification is always justification and isnt a reason in fact. A real reason for why I did not correct myself in breathe in the moment would be when for instance a meteor falls out of the sky and kill me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to glorify my own justifications as being special and full of reason and common sense, not seeing that it is me fighting for my own fears/limitations.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that Justification is but a fiction of my imagination and not reality in fact but a compilation of self made up ideas/belief/perspectives limited to my own knowledge and information that is rooted in fear and thus can never be trusted.

I commit myself to when and as I see myself wanting to justify to Stop the words that want to fall onto my tongue and to take the Air of Life into my lungs and Bring myself here and to Correct myself as the flesh and bones that I am as Life.

I commit myself to when and as I see that I want to defend my limitations/fears (EGO) through the reasons/excuses to stop and take a breathe and to instead correct myself and to realize that when someone is helping me and it makes sense within and as the physical that is here that it does not mean I have to speak, it means I can correct and breathe.

I commit myself to when and as I Feel the storms of fears arise within me of when someone else shows me what I have already known but did not act/correct, and the urges and temptations of my fears come to defend them, to stop and breath and to realize I am not the inner red flames of fear and to take a deep breathe to cool the flames and to realize myself here as the breath and to correct myself - instead of fighting a battle that is always only against myself where I defend my own limitations only and to learn from another in humbleness.

Day 164 – Let me Explain as Justifying myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I want to explain myself to attempt to manipulate myself and what I see I have to explain as a way of justifying myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to when and as I am faced with having to explain myself in situations of confrontation to instead of Breathing and correcting myself to instead try and explain myself as a way to Justify myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use circumstances as a reason to justify my actions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use Blame as a way to reason and Justification.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to always Look at everything outside of myself as reasons and ways to justify my decisions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that when and as I am looking at everything out there for the cause/reason for my actions that I am not self honest and not looking at me as the one making the decisions in fact in the end always.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that when and as I use and look at everything out there as reasons/excuses to Justify my actions that I am only justifying instead of correcting myself and perfecting myself as Life as that which is best for all life in all ways.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Through justifying my decisions/actions teach myself that it is impossible to correct myself instantly as Breathe.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use Justifications as reasons and excuses to not correct myself instantly in breathe.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Justify my actions/decision as a way to not face Instant correction/change as breathe as a way to hold onto that which I know and feel save with, not seeing and realizing that I am in fact holding onto my own limitations and enslaving myself to the mind with all the reasoning and justifying.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to entangle myself in and as the mind through reason/excuses and justifying my actions and creating layers of knowledge and information within and as myself as I have to hold onto the justification to always be able to tell the same Lie?justification to anyone who asks.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to fear instant correction in and as breathe as LIFE as that which is best for all life in the fear of losing my limitations I have known for years and have become a slave to, seeing and realizing that it is not best for all and not myself as I am part of ALL, and thus it is

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be used to justifying myself in explaining myself that I never considered correcting myself instead.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that as and when I use reason and excuses to justify my actions/decisions hat I will always only live a life where I am in the boundaries of those reasons/excuses and thus will never be able to see what is here in fact.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that when I justify my actions/decisions that I have in that moment of justifying created a Bubble that consist of all the reasons/excuses as the justifications and that I am now Bound to this bubble and having to live in this bubble and keeping it alive, because I know that when the bubble pops I will be revealed as one big LIE and so within this I will always do things and make decisions that Limit me from my Past decisions to sustain the bubble, even though I know I can change my decisions and actions I make but then that will show everyone that I was LYING to them within my reasoning and all the excuses I made out to be so REAL.

To be Continued

Day 88 - Anger and Me – fairness Game.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get angry, to be angry at others when I am actually only angry at myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get angry when I am expecting things from others and they do not do it and I have to check up on them the whole time.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get angry at others when they are not doing what is expected of them as agreed on, seeing that the anger is based on the fairness point of why am only I doing what we agreed on and they are not as back chat.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that the anger is based on self interest of fairness as who is doing what and who isnt, and thus the anger is not real and only a possession of energy within me that I now project and blame others for.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to blame others when I am angry, realizing that I am creating the anger within me through participating in the thoughts that then create back chat as conversations in my mind of fairness, thus showing me that Who I Am standing as is yet not clear as it is still within self interest within the fairness point instead of standing as that which is best for all life as me being the example in my living application in each breathe with no thoughts no back chat.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to project the anger I experience within em as a energetic experience of emotions onto others as if they are doing it to me, realizing that what I experience within me can only come from me and thus I must investigate the anger as self dishonesty/compromise and look at the motivations behind getting angry.

I forgive myself that I get angry when I try and attempt to control people /situations, realizing that it is only me acting in the emotion of feeling powerless.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use anger to fight for me as a character towards others to get my way just so that I can feel things are fair, realizing that it is a anger of self interest and how I feel, and not how things actually in fact work within this reality as the physical, ad that it is not about what others do or what I do but who I am that determines what I do – revealing that what I do that only makes me angry isn’t effective and still within self interest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to get angry when I “feel” things aren't fair.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to react and get possessed by energy as emotions of feeling powerless when I Feel things aren't fair towards me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to let the point of fairness be a reason and a justification to why I do certain things and why not.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that if I continue to use fairness as a point of why I am doing things and why I am not doing things that I will never change as the process of rebirth is all about who I am and that determines what I do, thus if who I am is best for all life as a living expression in and as the physical then I will move as breathe unconditionally and not “think” , look, or have back chat about what others are doing as that is still MIND as the enslavement to CONciousness where self only play games as characters.

I forgive myself that I have not accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that I will live a life of anger till death if I do not work through this point of fairness in my living application daily and to stop looking at what others do and try and be the police man that fills up with rage till it boils over as no one is being “fair” according to my definition of fairness and so all hell breaks loose and then it is to late for me and no change is possible as I trap myself in my own game of fairness with anger.

To be continued....