Day 408 – Justification Part 3

Day 406 - Justification Part 1

Day 407 - Justifying all part Part 2

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that justifications are always only to protect myself, even when that which I am justifying had many involved.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define the word Justification through how I have seen others use it and live it, instead of doing my own research on the word where I can Live the word for myself and not as a preprogrammed Zombie just following what monkey see monkey do.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to investigate all word such as the word justification and to see what does it mean to live such a word and what is the implication of how I actually in fact live a word such as Justification, where what I live as the living words as who I am and how I am the living words I create myself as affect my Life and all those in my Life and inevitably the entire world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to to belief that how I live the word Justification currently is valid, when and a I see and realize that the outcome of my life and the world as a existential outflow from my life is clearly showing me that how I am living the word Justification isn’t best for all life and thus not best for myself either, and thus I see and realize that I must change this word to a Living word that is best for all life, a word that I can live or stop from living it.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see that the words I am/live isn’t that of my own or as real actual words that is livable, as all the words I have become/accepted/allowed as who I am is from and as the past as the sins of the fathers of memory and thus the words I am living is simply the past taking the present moments, as the words isn’t defined and applicable as real actual living words in each moments as breathe but instead words of past/memory.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live and use the word justification to such an extent that it seems normal, that it is normal and that I would never in my life have considered changing this word and simply continued living it as a massive reason/excuse and never taking self-responsibility and thus continuing and contributing to all Justification in this world even those that inflict war/poverty/famine/rape/animal abuse/earth abuse as I see and realize that what I accept and allow within and as myself as my living and speaking as normal, that is what I will accept and allow one and equal as normal in living and speaking within all parts of live, from home to the government to anywhere and always just accept it. A justification must be valid, right, and reasonable and then it is OKAY. When in fact it isn’t.

When and as I see that I am living the word Justification through either speaking it/living it within actions, I stop, I breathe and I check why am I living/speaking justifications in the moment and I correct myself through instead taking self-responsibility.

When and as I see myself Justifying myself for my actions, I stop, I breathe and I let go of all the justification no matter how valid they seem/look/sound in my head and I consider the corrections in the moment to practically apply and live, to stop the habit/pattern that is only of self-interest and protecting myself as an ego, and to correct myself to live as that which is best for all life, a self-responsible being willing to stop the cause of justification and thus never needing a justification to live.

When and as I see that I am formulating and reasoning justifications within my head as to dodge/escape the consequences that are to follow for my actions/inaction/words, I stop, I breathe and I focus on the moment, the physical and I consider all point and what it will mean to take self-responsibility and to instead walk through the fear/resistance of having to instead face the music and to correct me to live by the principle of what’s best for all life.

I commit myself to redefine the word Justification for myself to a word that is worth living, through correcting myself in moments where I have the window of opportunity to correct myself, and to live the correction as that which is best for all life. 

I commit myself to breathe and to NOT accept and allow any thought/back chat within me that formulates justifications within me for why I am not taking self-responsibility or responsibility for myself and this reality and to instead see where and how I can apply myself differently within a direction of correction as that which is best for all life.

Day 407 – Justification Justifying all Parts Part 2

Day 406 - Justification Part 1

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect a Positive energetic charge to the word Justification, as I have connected it to being a scape goat within situation where I did not take self-responsibility or were being irresponsible.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Belief that Justification as it is being used currently is valid, seeing and realizing that how it is currently being used is for anything and almost everything as a way of getting out of consequences and admitting to making mistakes and getting to fix the shit instead, thus keeping us in a loop of Just Justifying everything.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to NOT see that I am placing and creating limitation within me every time I use Justification – as I Justify why I did not stand and took responsibility, why I did or did not do certain things, or how I did or did not do certain things, and to always instead of correcting myself and change I just keep on JUSTifying.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Just get by within how I live as a living justification for who I am and how this world is as I have all these awesome Mind created Fictions in my head that makes up Justification for almost anything presented/shown/given to me.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use Physical situation/scenarios that are valid in reason to instead be an excuse to why I am still not changing or taking responsibility for such situations/scenarios and to just letting it continue to be a justification.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to become addicted to justification, where I have trained myself within my mind to be a pro within creating fictional reasons/arguments out of real time/space events that fit ONLY my own self-interest and that others will believe what I am saying and go with it, and to feel some form of power and control.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to believe that if I can come up with the perfect justification where I lie to myself in my head first and then make myself believe that lie first and where I am able to sell it to others, that it will stop any or all consequences at the same, time, seeing and realizing that if I am a president of a country and I blow up another country and I get caught out for doing so because of my own self-interests that was at stake, that any Justification will only stop me as the president from being harmed but the physical consequences is still here and it is only growing and becoming worse for the rest.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to NOT see that when and as I accept and allow myself to validate any justification that sounds good within me for my actions or inactions, that I will equally and one accept and allow other peoples Justification as well, even when it is the government corrupting the people, all the government have to do is have a good justification that sounds good, YET it does not change the fact that fraud/corruption took place and Millions of people were affected by it and that it has an global effect in the long run on everyone.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to exist as justification and to accept and allow myself to use them, instead of manning up and standing my ground for my actions, so that I can learn a lesson and instead take the lesson and Change/better myself as who I am and to take self-responsibility and change.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see that when and as I/people do not know something or about something, that we create Fictional reasons in our heads that make sense to us only if we exist in a fictional world such as our heads/minds as thoughts/feelings/emotions and that these fictional reasons we call Justification can be used to Justify the most horrible things we do as a species and that we accept and allow, such as bestiality/killing animals for sports/fun/game, Porn and War and the list can go on and on into all religion and all religious decisions that has been made and can still be made and how these decisions can be Justified by simple factious stories, made belief shit that people JUST have to Buy with their faith and then we can have hell on earth even worse, or we Kill out all our animals like the rhino, because there is a Fucking Justification for anything, why we can’t stop rhino poaching or any form of poaching and why the poachers poach and why the buyers Buy the animal parts, I mean JUST look at what Justifying brings us and this planet – NO fucking responsibility.
To be continued.

Day 406 – Justification Part 1

Justification

From Vocabulary.com – The Dictionary

“Close in meaning to an explanation, a justification is specifically for defending or explaining an event. The idea that he was just trying to scare his little sister was a pretty weak justification for the elaborate gag.

Like its close cousin "justice," justification is derived from the Latin justificare, which means "to make right." When you offer a justification, you're trying to make something right—or, perhaps, even just. The notion that animals don't have emotions is one of the key justifications for allowing them to suffer. For many people, though, the fact that they suffer is justification enough to prevent it.

My writing. 

I like this dictionary definition that I have found here; it really shows how justification in itself is really just a Fiction.

Who the fuck knows, they red it from a book? if animals have emotions or feeling or not, and why the fuck is that important if they get abused or not – that’s like really sick, the way humans think, and I guess that is why we need a word called – Justification, we need fiction in our heads to make sense for us what the fuck is happening and what we are doing and accepting and allowing, because we know its Sick – most of the things is sick, the rest is really stupidity and irresponsible shit that we have justifications for.

I am using the animal point to show how we use the word Justification, how it isn’t justifiable at all based on the reasons and theories and Beliefs, it’s all Fiction, mad(e) up in our heads, so it can never be valid, so it is best for ALL life that we instead live by a principal, a principal of always doing what it best for all life, that way we never need justification, we never need to justify our actions, because once equality and oneness is understood as that which guides the universe in fact – then the principal of doing what best for all life in all ways can be lived because it will be in alignment with that which guides the universe as oneness and equality.

Ok so Justification within sounding the word I hear – Just a Fiction, which is really simple, every time I use a Justification I can see the fiction in my head that I am making up and spilling out just to protect my own behind and to get away with NOT being self-responsible and responsible, the difference is self-responsibility is when I take full responsibility for what is going on within me and that I am the one accepting and allowing what’s happening within me, and thus I can never Judge/Blame etc and move myself to correction within self-forgiveness to re align my relationships within all things that is here to live that which is best for all within consideration of all that is here. 

Responsibility is when I wash my hands every time I made them dirty, because I understand the consequences of NOT doing that and all the possible outcomes for not being responsible, because it can and will affect all those around me within my direct environment, which goes hand in hand with self-responsibility because why would I not wash my hands, because within me I haven’t taken self-responsibility for a point such as self-respect, not respecting myself leads to me not being considerate of myself and not caring and thus it leads to thing such as Not washing my hands and thus Not respecting anyone else either. 

So Justification comes in – when I have my Dinner and as I am eating someone else at the table asks, did you wash your hands? Because there seems to be horse poo on your hands from when you were at the stables two hours ago, then I will see and realize Fuck this can be a problem, horse poo with all that unknown stuff in it that I take my food with into my mouth and I can get sick and I can affect everyone else and give a virus even to all that is here through my current actions, and thus I will instead quickly create a Fiction within my mind of why I did not wash my hands and play that Justification and tell the other person – yes after horses I had to go there and do that and then I got tired and forgot, I will quickly wash my hands, which was all a lie, I just fed the other person a Fictional story that seems to fucking valid, because how will he know the truth? 

So then I go wash my hands quickly, BUT because I saw how easy it was to make up a fictional story and feed to the other person as my Justification – I will instead Not take self-responsibility for myself and responsibility for my action an external world, because the justification was so easy I can just do that every-time, till one day it’s too late and I die from Ecoli Virus. And spread ti to many other people. 

Then I will die as just a fiction (justification), The end.

To be Continued.

Day 405 – Sex Part 3

Day 403 - SEX part 1
Day 404 - SEX Part 2

to make sure you have no reaction to the word sex, you must be able to say sex and there must be nothing moving, otherwise you will be a good target for the system to fuck with you.

SEX SEX SEX.

Commitments.

I commit myself to when and as I hear the word sex to breathe, to not go into any energetic reaction as good or bad or to judge ot to go into the Imagination, Instead I breathe and I remain here within what is real, Sex is a word, a word referring to a action performed by two beings within intimacy (into me I see) and nothing more as the mind has made it through Ideas/Beliefs/opinions. 

When and as I see that I am connecting MORE things to the word sex such as Opinions/beliefs/ideas, I stop and I breathe, seeing and realizing that this is all programmed into me from family/school/friends/culture/religion/society of which none is based on actual reality and all from made up Ideas/opinions/beliefs that are from fear/control/power.

When and as I see the WORD Sex and anything comes up within me towards/in relation to the word sex, I stop and I breathe, seeing and realizing that when and as I hear/see the word SEX and that there is anything coming up within me, that this is a possession, a spirit of mind taking me over, that is not real but an energetic charge that I have connected to the word SEX, which means I am controlled and brainwashed, I am accepting and allowing myself to be Influenced by this word, seeing and realizing that as long as I accept and allow to be influenced by the word SEX that I can be manipulated/controlled and be redirected by any form of advertisement/consumer propaganda or agenda, as all that someone/something else has to do is present the word sex and my preprogramming that I have defined the word sex with will impulse me and thus direct me.

When and as I see that I react to the word SEX through hearing or reading it, I stop and I breathe – I commit myself to NOT follow or to react on the word through breathing and investigating the moment of why I reacted and to forgive myself for accepting and allowing myself to condition myself with brainwashing that is from Beliefs/Opinions/Ideas created by a society of Zombies that make shit up to feel alive/more/special and to keep it real, reeling in reality so that I am here and focused on actual shit, as shit is real and no plastic rapping or chocolate sprinkles can change shit from being shit. 

I commit myself to when and as I see that I am in fear of using the word sex even when it is necessary, I stop, I breathe, as I see and realize that it is preprogramming that I have accepted and allowed within me to control me and to direct me to keep me enslaved within the mind as fear as opinions/beliefs/ideas instead of actual facts.

When and as I see myself connection a negative emotional energetic experience to the word SEX I stop and I breathe – I see and realize that I am connecting the negative emotional charge to the word SEX due to Past experiences in relation to the word SEX and that this is the present and thus  have a new moment to correct myself and to stop the enslavement of the past and move on, move forward within self-forgiveness of what I have accepted and allowed and to stop the creation of making sex bad/good and to keep it real as an act, a physical act between two beings that has agreed with one another to physically be intimate with one another to express/explore oneself with another. 

When and as I see others behave/act a certain way towards hearing or speaking the word sex as to how they have defined and mutilated the word within their heads/minds and created a warped definition of the word SEX within their mind from and as imagination/desire/fantasies which they were programmed with and brainwashed with from kids to adults through society through all means of media and forms of education/indoctrination , I stop and I breathe, I see and I realize that I have/am separating myself from others as what has been accepted and allowed within this world to exist, and that is what the cause of a shit load of abuse such as rape/molestation and violent crimes comes from/spawns from , and thus I Must take as them, as the characters  self-responsibility and stand one and equal as them as a correction and to present that correction to myself and to live it as myself first and to change and to as an example show the solution to the world and that it is possible to change and stop the abuse that we all do not like and yet call it human nature yet it is in fact just preprogrammed through teaching/learning, and that we are all equally responsible and can stop the excuses of its just our nature, when the evidence all around us show that it isn’t nature, as NO animals on earth does what the human does and they are nature, and our problem is just getting worse because our education system has always been fucked – showing and exposing that our education as our brainwashing/conditioning is actually where we create our human nature and thus human nature is something we create and accept and allow to BE so, not because it is so.