Day 417 – Word Belief lived/created Part 5


How does Belief have an actual effect on the Physical – Since belief is something that exists just in our minds how can Belief have an actual physical effect on Us and the world.

It is simple – when I belief something within me I am giving the belief permission to direct me and my actions and thus what I physically do and say - then as I am doing this and Billions of others - we all create physical consequences that are created from beliefs/mind through the actions and words we live.

Then how is belief created – where does the Idea come from that to believe something is enough, to have a belief is good, to live by beliefs is cool. How did I create Beliefs within myself/about myself and how did I actually manifest the belief to make it a fact, where I can say SEE here is the evidence the facts of my belief is real. It is true, look as I said what I believed before about myself or something or anything.

I have a cool point of how I have created a Belief in my life, in my world and with my body that I am still working on. I have been working on this Belief about myself for at least eleven years.

This belief is the Belief that I cannot gain weight, I cannot change my physical weight at all, no matter how much I eat or drink no matter what weight/muscle mass gaining proteins I take, I can’t gain weight. I have twelve years behind me where I have been DOING it, eating and drinking shakes and all that crap to gain weight/mass.

I CAN gain weight, it isn’t magical or impossible, it isn’t a set fact that I can’t gain weight/mass – I have over many many years created and engrained within myself the Belief that I cannot gain weight, and while I do whatever I can I don’t gain weight. Because while I drink that protein shake or eat three steaks and a big plate of food eight times a day, I go inside myself, this isn’t going to work, my body will just burn this away, I can’t gain weight from this, I probably will never gain weight with this, this is just my physical design, I am limited within my physical design, My mother and my cousins and all my friends keep on saying I am skinny – even though I eat more than them and eat “healthier than them, they keep saying I am skinny.

There is a quick example of what supports the Belief – so how does it make a difference within me gaining weight or not – if I am going to eat a lot of food for the next three months to see if the Diet works so I can gain weight and I go full on into this diet with the predetermined expectation that it will not work, then it will not work. Because I am giving my body the input/belief that it will not work, basically saying DON’T work. So now as I eat this new diet and I do it for three months and I check on the scale and I was consistent and I did everything I can to support the diet. I see I did not gain any weight, whala – my belief that I have about myself not being able to gain weight is real.

Day 417 - Belief and self Part 5



Day 413 - Belief and self Part1
Day 414 - Belief and self Part2
Day 415 - Belief and self Part3
Day 416 - Belief and self Part 4



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create beliefs out of myself and who I am or must be and thus what I am supposed to live and live up to, seeing and realizing that this is all past experiences that I have now created into future projections that now has become me walking my past as my future and thus only walking in circles and never reaching these beliefs I have created of myself for myself in my mind. 

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to see and take what I or others belief of me as true, seeing and realizing that for it to be true I must accept and allow it to be so, and thus a belief has not power, no actual real effect on me unless I accept and allow it as who I am and thus live the belief out as real. Using what is real as the physical here in each breathe to create what are illusions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that when and as I have a belief of myself such as I must be stupid, that it isn’t so as it’s only a belief and that it is me keeping the belief alive that prevents me from seeing what’s here and dealing with what’s here as solutions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Belief that I am stupid.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed the belief of I am stupid to exist within and as me and to let this belief govern and determine what I can or cannot do.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be governed by what I belief of myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to be governed by the belief I have about myself as being stupid.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create self-definitions as belief systems of myself from past events/experiences where I have judged myself as stupid instead of breathing and correcting myself and to Not label myself as stupid.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to carry my past with me all the time within the beliefs that I have created and uphold about myself as being stupid. 

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that I can in fact change what I belief of myself, to go from belief to actual living application, seeing and realizing that this requires me to correct myself in and as the physical to Stop the belief and to live the corrections that is required to correct the physical consequences I have created for myself through time to be stupid all because I accepted and allowed a belief of myself to exist within me of being stupid.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that when and as I have a belief of myself as being weak, that it is the belief that will keep me in that state of mind and thus direct my physical actions or emotional body to meet the expectations of the belief, instead of stopping the belief and see what’s here in each breathe and dealing/working with what’s here as the problem and the solution within actual real time feedback and to within this NOT define me according to the feedback or the results mis-takes, but to instead work towards self-perfection, where I stand within me here in and as the physical and perfecting myself as what’s here and to correct.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create an idea about what is weak and what is strong and to within this choose a side according to the Idea/belief I have created through physical events/experiences where I then place myself in a category of weak or strong and to then create a belief of myself that I must life this belief as myself.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that within a physical reality where we all have different bodies and different strengths and weaknesses physically, that I cannot create an Idea/belief of what’s weak and what’s strong but instead I can see with My body with my capabilities where I have weaknesses and strengths and to focus on self-perfection within what is here as me as my physical and to push myself to better myself and to be the most I can be, and that the equality within all life that is here isn’t to be equally strong or weak or capable but to that we are equal within the substance of life and being here sharing this life and thus I must realign myself within my physical body within doing what’s best for all life such as self-perfecting myself Not based on beliefs but on actual real physical feedback. 

To be continued.

Day 416 - Belief and self belief Part 4



Day 415 - belief Part3
Day 414 - Belief part 2
Day 413 - Belief part 1



I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief what is in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief the ideas I have about myself in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Belief the Ideas I have about other people within my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief the opinions I have about myself in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Belief the Opinions I have in my head about other people.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Belief that beliefs I have about myself in my head.

I forgive myself that have accepted and allowed myself to belief that Believes I have about other people in my head.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself beliefs I have about myself to control who I am and what I do and cannot do.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make the beliefs I have in my head about myself to be valid and real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to hide behind the beliefs I have about myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use the beliefs I have in my head as a way to deliberately limit myself within the physical as a way to manipulate myself and others to have some form of made belief control.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to live by and as the beliefs I have formed and created within my mind about myself as through time as my past as if it is something that I must uphold and always make real about myself as a self-definition.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to define myself according to beliefs I have formed and created about myself in my head through past events/experiences, within the belief that because it happened to me or that I had to face such points of life it must mean that it must be who I am, seeing and realizing that it is only who I am because I make it so through making it a belief of this is how it works, seeing and realizing that it’s not how it works as it is a decision I make as statements to myself in my head as beliefs.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that I must live up to Beliefs others may have of me, seeing and realizing that the beliefs I think other may have about me is simply the beliefs I have of myself as these maybes is happening only in my head as my own self judgments.

Day 415 – Belief Part 3






I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give more value to Belief then fact.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give value to belief and to within that give away the value of truth/facts.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give away the value of facts/truth as the physical reality as that which is here in all ways within participating within belief as the mind as Ideas/opinions made up stuff from the mind which is claimed to not requiring facts/truth but only acceptance with conviction.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make thing within reality a matter of belief instead of facts and truth, truth being the facts presented in a mathematical way of explanation.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that believing in stuff is enough to make it SO.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use Belief as a way to escape the facts/truth as the mathematical equations that is measurable within the physical reality, seeing and realizing that when I instead face the truth and facts and give up belief that I will find that I am responsible for what is here as a co-creator of and as life and that Hiding isn’t and has never been an option, which belief is a design for deception/hiding/lying/makingup.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Belief that Beliefs cannot have an effect on me as my body as the physical and thus within this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to deem Belief as innocent and thus okay to have and to belief instead of facing the physical reality as myself.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to Ignore the physical consequences that exist within this world due to belief systems existent within each being and within this world as religions.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief in beliefs just because it is convenient.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that beliefs are for convenience and not what is practical and best for all.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that any and all Belief can only start within the mind within an alternate reality and thus the starting point as where belief comes from is mind and thus not matter, not fact and can only remain and exist within the mind and thus we use beliefs to alter reality within how we participate within this world from and as belief, and we have actual physical consequential effects on our bodies as the signals we send from our brains to the rest of our bodies as our beliefs, sabotaging and limiting ourselves within and as the mind as belief.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to connect a positive/uplifting experience within the word Belief, and thus I have created a relationship within myself towards the word belief where I enjoy using beliefs and playing them out.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a relationship towards the word belief as a compromising relationship as abdicating self-responsibility and responsibility within this world.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to create a Positive HIGH energetic experience possession within myself through the word Belief and using the word belief and living the word belief, seeing and realizing when and as I live the word belief in such a state of the word and what I have created it as within my relationship towards the word belief that in such moments I completely escape reality within going into my mind completely and just letting energy guide me even if it was off a cliff or doing something stupid, such as creating wars or accepting and allowing things such as poverty/famine rape and murder to exist because I belief something in relation towards it as the word belief within me.

To be continued.

Day 414 – Belief Part 2






I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to recognize that Belief is something of opinion and not facts.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that Belief is something that I have to be taught to see as true or as valuable or as something that is real even without any physical evidence or any real proof.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that when and as I live the word Belief that I am actually living blindly, when and as it isn’t necessary.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that belief requires my acceptance to be something, seeing and realizing that something that requires my acceptance first to mean something or to be real is already an indication that is isn’t real by itself as I have to make it so.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to not see and realize that just because I belief something does not make it real.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that if I belief something it must be real or exist.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to think that if I belief in something enough it will make it real or let it exist, seeing and realizing that my belief within something has not effect what so ever as it is only happening in my head within me and thus cannot ever have an effect on if something exists or are real or not.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to give value to Beliefs and that Beliefs in all dimensions of life is real simply because I belief it to be so, with no evidence or no research or nothing to ever make a belief real for real.

I forgive myself that I haven’t accepted and allowed myself to see and realize that when and as something requires to be believed in that it isn’t real or does not exist to begin with.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to use belief within my mind to make things real for myself as a way of controlling myself and my reality within self-interest and as a way to abdicate self-responsibility for what is here that does not require belief to exist or have value.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to make up value within things within myself or reality through adding belief to it, as an acceptance of opinions I have created within myself from made up shit.

I forgive myself that I have accepted and allowed myself to belief that when and as I use or add Belief to statements/words/or what I do that it will mean more, or do more, or have a greater impact, seeing and realizing that when and as I have to add belief it is already showing that what I am stating or doing isn’t real as who I am as it requires opinions and Belief to back it up, instead of my statements/doing being true within itself as who I am in fact as life one and equal, as life does not require belief to exist, it fucking exists.

To be continued.

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